i never expecting a bb in my very 1st year of marriage.
i told almost to all my friends that i’m going to wait for atleast 1 year.
a week before my wedding,
i had my menstrual cycle n i knew that it would b “waktu subur” on my wedding nite.
so i asked my bestie to find contraceptive pills for me.
she went all around d town but all the pharmacies claimed that they were out of stock.
so i discussed with some good frens about the chances of getting pregnant.
since there are couples of friends who are really hard to get baby,
i thought that conceiving won’t be that easy for us too.
but i was wrong.
i think it was a JACKPOT.
after 3 weeks of our marriage,
i started to feel d symptoms.
i was so worried that i got pregnant n was so sad.
[since i didn’t want it at d 1st place]
i did self check for twice.
d double lines were very clear.
n i was still in shocked.n sad.
things weren’t good between z n i though.
maybe i was so depressed.
i guess both of us were in shocked.
didn’t know that we were so..hmm…healthy?
but after my first scan,
seeing the little heart beating so fast,
i remembered that i almost burst into tears in front of the doc.
n that was the time i felt so relief n grateful with d greatest gift.
i believe everything happens for a reason.
Allah is giving me this little bb to b my companion.
apple of my heart.
mummy loves u bb.
so do daddy.
can u feel when daddy keeps on kissing mummy’s tummy?
when he runs his hands over d bump…
bb…we both love u so much.
n u r more than welcome to b with us.
even though d budget is becoming tighter,
we will make d best preparations for u.
n oh yes.congratulations to my sister!
she's pregnant too!
copied from my tumblr.