++HoPe++

Z n I are really stress out in making d decision.

when there r too many options,

d crazier u will be.

not to mention about other problems that happen to us.

it is very hard to satisfy others when we ourselves are not satisfied.

nevermind,

lets put our trust in HIM.

because HE is d one who knows the best for us.

p/s: atas sebab itu, production bab 9 lembab macam siput khinzir!

++ a few updates++

Z n I are in d midst of making a big decision in our life.

Will let u know once everything is confirmed.

For now let just pray d best for us..:)

as for me...

Alhamdulillah..

Dapat gak beli new iPad...

Tapi xreti pon sgt no gune...

Duk terkial-kial lagi...

N cam xde la excited mcm mase dpt tab dulu.

Maybe sbb ala-ala smartphone je pon.

Sume apps pon da penah try..

Hihi...

Novel writing is still in progress..

I feel that I'm not that rajin to write..

Sbb otak mcm xde idea..

Ye la..da lme xgune otak utk bnde2 mcm ni kn..

Her Her her...

I'm waiting for two items from us.

Pastu janji x beli dahhhhh!!!

Ok.thats all.

Arap esok dpt produce new chapter.

Papai!

++ MBMJ ++

i am in love with theseeeeee..

all from marc by marc jacobs!

++ ReaLiTi ++

++ tQ ++

i dont know how to say this.

but when i wrote d first chapter,

i was like asking myself,

"ade ke orang nak bace ni?"

i asked my bffs, sisters, mother n Z to b my first readers.

so they read the first 2 chapters n gave their comments.

i wanted them to be sincere cause i can take their critics.

they had pretty much d same comments.

pujian to b exact.

so i started to think that they were trying to give me support.

n they r not being honest.

nak jaga hati i yg mmg senstif ni kan.

so when i sent my 3chapters to be published on kakinovel blog,

i was soooooooooo freaking out.

bukan takut kena komen. bukan takut kene kritik.

tapi takut kalau tade org nak bace!

pastu tgok ade bff komen.

n beberape anonymous.

sikit sgt pun.

tp rase best.

sbb atleast ade jugak org lain selain kwn2 o family yg bg support.

pastu boleh plak terpikir tah2 tu bffs sendiri yg menyamar jd anonymous!

hahahahaha.

i am really not convinced!

sampai lah 20 minit yang lalu......

saje bukak 1st bab kat blog kakinovel..

n nampak ini...

sila klik utk tumbesaran hebat

ade 56likes on facebook!

[minus me myself]

tq readers!

sekarang rasa bertambah bersemangat utk menyambung bab 6!!!!

++ PeRaH oTaK ++

rupanya tanggung jawab penulis e-novel ni berat jugak.

i have published several chapters,

n bile orang komen mintak for next chapter,

rase tekanan pulak.

hahaha.

sebab kita nak puaskan hati pembaca.

tapi otak tamo bekerjasama.

susah pulak nak korek idea.

yg geramnya,

mase drive, masak, mandi, ngajar,

ade je idea mencurah-curah.

dah duduk depan pc,

tetibe jadi beku.

seronok bila baca komen pembaca.

walaupon ade 3,4 komen je...

tp cukup membakar semangat!

sedang usaha nak asah lagi bakat yang x berapa tajam ini.

insyaAllah dipermudahkan Allah.

e-novel dipublish di blog sendiri:

http://cubatulistulis.blogspot.com

dan di publish secara berperingkat di blog kakinovel:

http://novelmelayukreatif.blogspot.com/

ramai betul yang berbakat hantar karya kat kakinovel.

memang best-best.

terasa karya sendiri adalah picisan!

T-T

++ iNSTaGRaM ++

i always envy apple users cos they hv instagram app!

i downloaded streamzoo which function similarly like instagram,

but still i envy those apple users!

hahaha.

i always tell myself that i need to buy an iphone,

so that i can use instagram as well.

gile kan?

but now i can smile happily cos instagram for android is here!

ready to be downloaded from d playstore market!

hoooorayyyy!

rasa cam nak beli ipad 3 pulak.eh?

kalau ada duit lebih la..

[wahal da nak dapat duit claim ngaja :p]

susah betol jadi diri sendiri yang kuat shopping ini!

oh ye.

sy sudah mula menulis sejak minggu lepas.

sudah produce 3 bab.

then mcm writer's block pulak skang neh.

kejap motivated.

kejap lg demotivated.

kejap tulis novel,

kejap lagi basuh berak Zareef..

so cmne?

hahaha.

xpelah.

keep on telling myself this:

impian, usaha, doa n tawakal.

insyaAllah!