tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53776510339482619332024-03-05T15:35:44.788+08:00~||[of love]||~.random ramblings of life, love, experiences, happiness, failings and hatreds.:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.comBlogger542125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-59512516942716068422015-06-07T07:00:00.001+08:002015-06-07T07:00:41.809+08:00++ LiTtLe tHinGs ++<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><font color="#000000" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQR6_YmlSfA_HoARp6QNthlEJajB055Z7rd88ubiOF83zs74kTjPiFCGRad4y9-WUvN7xSFmLGyWWzBxAxmaSQBTLZLK1ff8pqU8v_Mo4jW41bk0PiK8PhkObr6V_Jd0lUSy1Z-KSoDeo/s640/blogger-image--633336136.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQR6_YmlSfA_HoARp6QNthlEJajB055Z7rd88ubiOF83zs74kTjPiFCGRad4y9-WUvN7xSFmLGyWWzBxAxmaSQBTLZLK1ff8pqU8v_Mo4jW41bk0PiK8PhkObr6V_Jd0lUSy1Z-KSoDeo/s640/blogger-image--633336136.jpg"></a></font></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Sneaked out from the room this morning. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Enjoying d morning view while listening to my currently new favourite radio station n munching blueberry cheese tart made by my sister. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">...little things before i indulge back to the reality. Ha-ha. </div>:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-65980312115806654312015-05-26T12:12:00.001+08:002015-05-26T12:12:57.289+08:00++ bZ bEe ++It's already Week 13.<div>Next week is the final week for in campus students. </div><div>But I still have one Medic group with odd schedule that will only finish somewhere end of June. </div><div>Not to mention one Asasi class that has just started. </div><div>Pheww. </div><div><br></div><div>I love my job. </div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPUAKhpWK_zJ-9MTkwUqj-UpEcFvajG6XBWVepw62lAPu2_eIoxh-qwP3xp9S7qmTpQCxaxtHT0m0etgFJGuC-NUdHUsRKwwc43EEOCsaIhfvN_eq9i4ExdFBt_updR4Dl6JdziTSES24/s640/blogger-image--1304916543.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPUAKhpWK_zJ-9MTkwUqj-UpEcFvajG6XBWVepw62lAPu2_eIoxh-qwP3xp9S7qmTpQCxaxtHT0m0etgFJGuC-NUdHUsRKwwc43EEOCsaIhfvN_eq9i4ExdFBt_updR4Dl6JdziTSES24/s640/blogger-image--1304916543.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div>Teacher Lya yg best sgt. Ha-ha. </div>:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-2045766354326851002015-04-20T06:25:00.001+08:002015-05-27T12:58:12.875+08:00++ PaSt ++<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">
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:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-22593618638615199162015-03-22T07:49:00.001+08:002015-03-22T07:49:15.297+08:00++ i LoVe mY JoB ++<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTveC6x6_hxpSv5Q02KICz41ORYxUP-DwhhqSS_oTKMP3TONnxgwe3-qeFUFRbOD8ewKS0sU_Gz8pcreUTjqxo4WEcQlGv0Ja6fM210kQj7l4l5YwGHM84-8eYNUVrG_zNHcdEV74rLf0/s640/blogger-image--1882076073.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><font color="#000000"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTveC6x6_hxpSv5Q02KICz41ORYxUP-DwhhqSS_oTKMP3TONnxgwe3-qeFUFRbOD8ewKS0sU_Gz8pcreUTjqxo4WEcQlGv0Ja6fM210kQj7l4l5YwGHM84-8eYNUVrG_zNHcdEV74rLf0/s640/blogger-image--1882076073.jpg"></font></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">My current view and I think for the next 14 days I will drive myself crazy. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">So... This is my 2nd attempt as a MUET examiner. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Last year was my first try. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">My friend n I were totally blur with the format. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Back in UPM we do teach ASASI students but we do not prepare them for MUET due to the sylibus given. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Hence, we were in different world when the ketua lead the moderation session. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I remember how miserable we were to complete our marking last session. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">N we swore to ourselves no more marking for MUET. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">hahaha. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">But here we go againnn...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">After our senses came back, we decided that we should give a 2nd try. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Last time we were too laid back. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Now we have to be discipline. That's all. (That's what we thought)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Heck. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">The only problem is that I don't go well with discipline T-T</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">So the love-hate relationship between me and muet kicks in. (Again)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Let's do this. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I now understand the format and how to score the writing n listening papers. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I should re-sit MUET. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">:p</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Till here then. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Wish me luck. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">@___@</div>:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-76754385470194281272015-01-29T18:26:00.001+08:002015-01-29T18:26:50.111+08:00I'm old.I miss the younger me sometimes.<div>The good old times where we only need to worry about ourselves and nothing else.</div><div><br></div><div>As our age increases, </div><div>Our responsibility towards people around us (and towards ourselves) are getting heavier.</div><div><br></div><div>No more sleepless night trying to finish a good novel.</div><div>No more movie marathon or late night movies.</div><div>No more strolling at the parks.</div><div>No more listening to loud musics in the car.</div><div><br></div><div>The no more-list could be longer actually.</div><div>Haha. </div><div><br></div><div>Now that i'm married with 3kids, </div><div>I spent my leisure time differently. </div><div>Hey wait! Do I still have leisure time?</div><div><br></div><div>I noticed that I'm no longer worried about how do I look. </div><div>Whenever Z decided to go out n he gave me like 1hour time to get ready, </div><div>I will just grab anything that iron-less shirts from the wardrobe. </div><div>Then I would pair my outfits with any available head scarfs that I've been wearing a few times in a week. </div><div>Uhuk.</div><div><br></div><div>That will only take about 15mins time for me to get ready. </div><div>The rest would be me busy getting the kids ready. </div><div>I'm glad that Z would pack the diaper bag and get the bottles, thermos, and milk ready. </div><div>Most of the time, we will utilise 50% of our energy getting ready to go out. </div><div><br></div><div>Life has been super challenging. </div><div>I (sometimes) secretly plan to run away from home.</div><div>Haha. </div><div><br></div><div>I know things would never be the same anymore. </div><div>I would never see the world as a place to be young and wild. </div><div>Now i feel that the world is a vulnerable , dangerous place. </div><div>I'm so scared of the challenges that my kids will have to face in this world. </div><div><br></div><div>I think too much about my family. </div><div>Things that I have never bothered before have become my number one world problem. </div><div><br></div><div>N yeap, the old me loves to nag.</div><div>I feel darn tired sometimes. </div><div>But still I can nag at petty things. </div><div><br></div><div>Hmm.</div><div><br></div><div>I hate my older version. </div><div>How do I change this?</div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd-m8lzvjyouzb6vRxTJP0EE8EIcjL3vGv3L4PEyc_n8jkZvZaxKJZ-EG1tIgcYw1Z8uXzXaRlaQSFReNYQvXyrjDMYWe47ec3vhgnZdYgnWr084g0pp8BMXM4Xk1PZEc-wtw-GGTfDCM/s640/blogger-image-1135233229.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd-m8lzvjyouzb6vRxTJP0EE8EIcjL3vGv3L4PEyc_n8jkZvZaxKJZ-EG1tIgcYw1Z8uXzXaRlaQSFReNYQvXyrjDMYWe47ec3vhgnZdYgnWr084g0pp8BMXM4Xk1PZEc-wtw-GGTfDCM/s640/blogger-image-1135233229.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div>Hey world, could you please slow down a bit? Pretty please...</div>:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-27862266154862828612015-01-10T12:29:00.001+08:002015-01-10T12:29:52.377+08:00++ 2015 ++There were so many things happened in 2014.<div>Bitter sweet, ups and downs of life that will remain as memories. </div><div><br></div><div>I did not fulfill two of my wishes last year. </div><div>I did not continue my Masters, nor did I complete my second manuscript. 😞</div><div><br></div><div>But one thing for sure, I did not give Zareef and Zaras new sibling. Hahaha 😛</div><div><br></div><div>My friend and I embarked on something we love. </div><div>A new adventure to treasure. </div><div>I don't feel like sharing in details yet. </div><div>But sure thing, I will reveal soon. </div><div><br></div><div>Writing is still my passion. </div><div>Will keep updating since the Blogger Apps dah improved. </div><div><br></div><div>On the 31st of December, we finally own a Honda. </div><div>We went thru a lot of dramas to get our new car. </div><div>Asyik bad experience dengan the car dealer. </div><div>Tapi tak pa. Rupanya Allah nak bagi cash rebate yang lebih banyak. 😊</div><div><br></div><div>My 1st baby still remain in the family.</div><div>Lepas ni dia serve Z pulak sampai Z beli kereta lain. </div><div><br></div><div>Till here then. </div><div><br></div>:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0Serdang Serdang3.000572 101.716069tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-33078587888412289432014-05-05T14:30:00.001+08:002014-05-05T14:30:40.285+08:00++ BeiNg a MoTheR ++i'm not a supermom, and never will i be...<br />
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masih banyak yang tak perfect.<br />
masih banyak yang perlu diperbetulkan.<br />
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kadang-kadang segan bile orang pm,<br />
n cakap kita ni idol dorang.<br />
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"X jadikan Lya sebagai contoh tau. Kalau penat sangat nak nangis, mesti cakap kat diri sendiri... Lya kuat. so X pon mesti kuat"<br />
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"Aku kagum betul la dengan kau! Kau memang supermom!"<br />
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"Camna you cope eh Lya? I yang tak kahwin lagi, anak tak ade, tapi rasa stress sangat..."<br />
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Allahu...<br />
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Kadang-kadang nak larik nyorok dalam selimut bila orang adore kita.<br />
sebab deep down inside, you know who you are.<br />
you know your darn limit.<br />
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it's just that i didn't show when i'm upset.<br />
i didn't breakdown in front of random people.<br />
i didn't bitch about my life in public.<br />
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i just don't. at least until now.<br />
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i have no super power, nor do i have secret magic.<br />
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i'm an ordinary woman...<br />
who occasionally tears when i can't take it any longer.<br />
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n i tell myself, menangislahhhhhh....<br />
tak payah dok tahan-tahan...<br />
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n i do talk about my life with Z, or my besties, or my mom and sisters.<br />
tu je orang yang aku percaya.<br />
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bukan bermaksud aku hipokrit.<br />
seolah-olah nak tunjuk hidup aku sempurna kat orang lain.<br />
tapi untuk apa aku merungut-rungut kat FB pasal penat jaga anak?<br />
dah la tak dapat pahala.<br />
seolah-olah tak bersyukur pulak tu Allah bagi pinjaman.<br />
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aku selalu share gambar twins berjaga malam.<br />
n adelah letak emoticons menangis camtu.<br />
tapi takdalah nak jadikan isu sangat.<br />
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aku bersyukur, n belajar bersabar.<br />
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bukan semua orang dapat pengalaman ni.<br />
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sesusah mana pun, bersabarlah.<br />
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ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI.<br />
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to all mums out there,<br />
menangislah bila perlu.<br />
berceritalah pada yg ikhlas mendengar.<br />
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tanggung jawab seorang isteri dan ibu bukan senang.<br />
nak-nak pulak ko kerja keluar pagi balik petang.<br />
i feel you.<br />
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we have our right to cry.<br />
at least reda sikit tekanan tu.<br />
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aku sendiri kalau dah tak tahu nak ngadu kat sapa,<br />
aku menangis dalam solat.<br />
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dalam setiap doa aku mintak Allah bagi kekuatan dan kesabaran utk kami besarkan anak-anak.<br />
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Allah itu Maha Adil.<br />
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bila Dia bagi, maksudnya kita mampu.<br />
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jadi hadapi dengan senyuman dan genangan air mata.<br />
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i'm sure everything worth it.<br />
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Yours truly,<br />
MakAnakBanyak.<br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dah 2014???!!!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">huhuhu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dulu rajin jugak update pakai phone.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ni apps blogger untuk iphone cam lousy je.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">aritu dah typed panjang-panjang then hilang begitu saje.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">bengkerk ati kite.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">azam 2014 adelah TIDAK TERmengandung lagi.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">hahaha.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">tak delah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">tapi kalau rezki x boleh tolak.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">cuma harapnya diri ini akan semakin pintar mem-family-planning.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">jaga 3 orang ni pon rasa nak nanges tiap-tiap ari.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">azam lain adelah nak siapkan manuskrip kedua.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">azam lain lagi adelah nak kembali sambung masters in september.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">takpela amek 2subjects pon 1 sem.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">biar la lembab mcm kura-kura pon.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">at least benda tu berjalan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">this sem i am appointed as a coordinator of a new course.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">life is as busy as tutttt.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">dengan aritu Zaras tamo tido malam hampir 2months.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">life was soooooo challenging.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sometimes i cried while praying.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">T-T</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">saje nak update laju-laju wpon tak de sape bace.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(well, aku suke bace balik entry-entry kat blog ni.)</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">elok lepas aku habes cuti half paid leave,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Z pon start keje baru.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">company yg lebih besar n selesa.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">n offers lebih banyak perks.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">yang best Z keje isnin-jumaat 8-6pm.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">kadang-kadang je kene p tgok site ari sabtu or balik lewat skit on weekdays.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">2nd perk is the company offers 25k medical card coverage to all family members.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">each of us is entitled for the 25k annually.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">so memang sekarang selalu refer to KPJ.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sebab this med card covers everything.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">alhamdulillah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">actually early 2013,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Z ade g interview kat Singapore.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">memang dapat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">gaji 7-8k mcmtu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">at first Z had to postpone to report duty.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">tp dah lepas tu pregnant kembar n bermasalah,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">so Z turn down the offer.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">paling kesian masa dia kena ulang alik PD-KL-HUKM</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">masa Zaras kat nicu dulu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">tapi everything is worth it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sekarang dapat job yang jauh lebih baik.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">alhamdulillah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Zereef turned 3 last month.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">boleh la bercakap sikit-sikit.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Zareef pon kadang-kadang ade tantrum dia jugak.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">pening mama n papa nak layan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My Zaras are 9months+ now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Malisa dah started crawling dekat sebulan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ada 2batang gigi.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">suka berdiri n asyik terjatuh.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">lasak kalah Zareef masa kecik dulu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">naughty n bijak sangat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">chubby.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Maeisya baru started crawling semalam.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">belum ada gigi tapi macam tengah gatal gusi.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sangat obedient.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">tak melasak macam Malisa.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">selalu jadi mangsa buli Malisa.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">slim and slender.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">kadang-kadang masih tak percaya Allah pinjamkan nikmat yang terlalu best ini!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ada anak kembar adelah sangat mengujakan!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">hahahaha.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">pegi mana-mana pon org jadi friendly kat kita.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">tapi penatnya memang double.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i have eyebags now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">n sometimes i become very moody.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">penat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sapa yang tahu, tahu lah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">huhu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">mujurlah badan masih seperti anak dara.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">so siapa-siapa pun macam tak percaya aku dah ade 3 anak.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">oklah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">awet muda.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">hahaha.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">meh tengok gambar Zaras.</span></div>
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:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-35983611020285015222013-08-15T12:57:00.001+08:002013-08-15T12:57:18.259+08:00++ SHR MZB ++<p><a href='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-_r20XI2hQrc/Ugxfm0KWa7I/AAAAAAAAB9k/nGOaI82MlEQ/img1376053687012.jpg'><img src='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-_r20XI2hQrc/Ugxfm0KWa7I/AAAAAAAAB9k/nGOaI82MlEQ/s400/img1376053687012.jpg' /></a></p><p><a href='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-fbOdhkTuVQk/UgxfqqmjDsI/AAAAAAAAB9s/GkU6K1WvVxw/20130808_103344.jpg'><img src='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-fbOdhkTuVQk/UgxfqqmjDsI/AAAAAAAAB9s/GkU6K1WvVxw/s400/20130808_103344.jpg' /></a></p>Tahun ni kami berlima. <br/> Alhamdulillah.:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-18486762211569722402013-07-26T13:55:00.001+08:002013-07-26T13:55:07.820+08:00++ BaJu RaYa oHhh BaJu RaYa ++Tahun lepas awal2 dah shopping baju raya. <br/> Borong kurung sampai 6pasang dari wardrobe2u. <br/> Siap beli jeans Zara apa semua. <br/> <br/> This yearrrr... <br/> I have a difficult time choosing baju kurung. <br/> Designs wardrobe cantek. <br/> Tapi x suitable for nursing. <br/> So memang tension la nak cari baju. <br/> Huhu. <br/> <br/> Ada jumpa nursing kurung yg cantekk. <br/> Tp da sold out plk. <br/> Arghhh! <br/> I even browsed thru designers' collections. <br/> Jovian n hatta dolmat. <br/> Cantik. <br/> Tp jovian punya size besar for xs. <br/> Tak suke. :( <br/> Hatta punya dah produced in massive amount. <br/> Kang same plk semua org di pagi rayaaa. <br/> Namo namo. <br/> Huuuu... <br/> <br/> Ingatkan tahun ni x payah la beli jeans baru. <br/> Sbb slua Zara last year pakaj kejap2 je. <br/> Then preggy kkn. <br/> Masalahnya semua seluar jeans x kira apa brands semua dah x muatttt!!!! <br/> So smlm g Sunway n bought two pairs of jeans. <br/> Nanti nak tambah lagi 2helai kot. <br/> <br/> N last nite jugak ternampak 1 baju kurung kat my favourite designer's instagram. <br/> Cantik. Memang aku suka kalau simple yet stylish. <br/> Tengok very limited quantity. <br/> N dia da post for 7hours. <br/> Try jugak email n tanya kot ada rezki. <br/> Alhamdulillah! <br/> Dapat la sepasang baju raya dah. <br/> Nanti nak cari lagi 3pasang baju kurung. <br/> Masih dlm hunting mission.. <br/> <br/> Baju Zareef n Zaras dah berlambak. <br/> Z pon shopping melampau la this year. <br/> Aku lah yg plg ketinggalan. <br/> :( <br/> <br/> N we havent decided on theme color. <br/> Ada a few choices of colors. <br/> So beli je dulu baju2. <br/> Pagi raya baru decide! <br/> Haha.:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-74594419775572488222013-07-15T17:16:00.001+08:002013-07-15T17:16:50.567+08:00++ 360° aGaiN ++<p><a href='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-lGNcX2w9Fe4/UeO99z422zI/AAAAAAAAB9E/qczFDnTpFZY/IMG_20130707_215409.jpg'><img src='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-lGNcX2w9Fe4/UeO99z422zI/AAAAAAAAB9E/qczFDnTpFZY/s400/IMG_20130707_215409.jpg' /></a></p><p><a href='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-ubsx4KMg5VQ/UeO9-4XvWWI/AAAAAAAAB9M/SS1TCs65fYE/IMG_20130710_224156.jpg'><img src='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-ubsx4KMg5VQ/UeO9-4XvWWI/AAAAAAAAB9M/SS1TCs65fYE/s400/IMG_20130710_224156.jpg' /></a></p><p><a href='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-xtvn2926KT0/UeO9_3kSB0I/AAAAAAAAB9U/p6s_JRf4Mgo/IMG_20130711_093838.jpg'><img src='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-xtvn2926KT0/UeO9_3kSB0I/AAAAAAAAB9U/p6s_JRf4Mgo/s400/IMG_20130711_093838.jpg' /></a></p>When we had Zareef, life has changed 360°. <br/> Now that we are having twins, <br/> Should i say life is changing another 720°? <br/> <br/> Phew. <br/> <br/> My confinment experience this time around is totally different. <br/> Sempat rasa berpantang macam org lain for 2weeks je kot. <br/> Tu pon memang berulang ke HUKM. <br/> Lepas mak balik.. <br/> Aku pantang ikut suka je. <br/> Makan mmg jaga jugak. <br/> Tp keluar malam n bertungku asal dan je. <br/> <br/> Nak buat cemana. <br/> Parents yg ada anak2 di nicu should understand this. <br/> <br/> Tawakallallah. <br/> <br/> Tu je aku pegang. <br/> Perlu ada sacrifices. <br/> Zareef kena duk kg for 3weeks. <br/> N those were d longest 3weeks in our lives. <br/> Z berulang setiap ari from PD-umah-hukm. <br/> Aku pantang sorg2. <br/> <br/> Then Malisa came back with us. <br/> A week later Zareef pon balik. <br/> Ohoh. <br/> Baru rasa cam nak pengsan. <br/> <br/> Zareef ok ngan Malisa. <br/> Tapi dia suka ciom. <br/> So risau jgk kalau die picit badan Malisa accidentally. <br/> <br/> Semalam balik kg n kidnap adik utk temankan kitaorg. <br/> Ada berbaki beberapa hari lg berpantang. <br/> Tp it seems that i hv to drive around lps ni. <br/> Z da xde cuti.. <br/> Again...sacrifice. <br/> <br/> I cant wait to bring Maeisya home. <br/> Tengok geng2 ibu kembar yg dah bersalin n posted photos of their twins buat aku rasa nak nanges. <br/> Sebab aku x sabar nk put Malisa n Maeisya side by side jugak. <br/> D only thing that i do nowadays is collaging their pictures... <br/> <br/> ...and admiring how amazing to hv these identical twins! <br/> <br/> Soon...soon.. <br/> Allah knows best for us..kan? <br/> :) <br/> :: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-10842851471618657812013-07-01T14:43:00.000+08:002013-06-02T23:33:08.907+08:00++ BaBy n MoMmY ChEcKList ++<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br /><span style="color: #333333;">Booties (5) </span><span style="color: #333333; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">- a pair each. opah yg beli. nak tambah lagi.</span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Mittens (5) <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">- 10pairs. 5 pairs each.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;"><span style="color: red;"><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Baby Bip (2) - <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">tak payah. pengalaman mengajar.</span></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Baby Handkerchief (3)- <i><b>done. Aden+Anais. beli kat Mothercare.</b></i></span></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Barut (10)- <i><b>Zareef's punya ada. opah belikan 2pieces. mommy is planning to get yg corak2 ones.</b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #38761d;">Receiving Blankets - <b><i>done. 1 each.</i></b></span><span style="color: #a64d79;"> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><u style="color: #cc33cc;">Diapering</u><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Fabric Nappy (1 pack- 1 dozen)- <i><b>done. dah ada 2packs. cukupppp.</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: red;">Disposable Diapers (2 packs)- </span><span style="color: #38761d;"><b><i>done 1 pack. Drypers.</i></b></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Diaper Wipes (2 packs)- <i><b>done. siap dah beli refill.</b></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="color: #38761d;">Changing Mat- <i><b>done. sponsored by Auntie Sabil. Mothercare.</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Diaper Rash Cream</span><span style="color: red;">- </span></span><i style="color: #38761d;"><b>done. Earth Mama Angel Baby</b></i></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #38761d;">Baby Detergent for Washing- </span><i><b><span style="color: #38761d;">Pureen ABD [org kata wangiii]-</span><span style="color: red;"> </span></b></i></span><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i style="color: #38761d;"><b>done.</b></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #38761d;">Baby Powder- <i><b>done. Mothercare Liquid Talc</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Baby Lotion- </span><i style="color: #38761d;"><b>done. Earth Mama Angel Baby</b></i><span style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;"><span style="color: red;">Baby Oil- <i><b>belom. macam tak perlu?</b></i></span><br />T<span style="color: #38761d;">issue- <i><b>done</b></i><br />Hair Brush- <i><b>done. Mothercare Ergonomic set. </b></i><br />Cotton Bud - <i><b>done. Mothercare.</b></i><br />Nail Clipper- </span></span></span><span style="color: #38761d;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><b>done. Mothercare Ergonomic set.</b></i></span></span> </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="color: #38761d;">Thermometer - <i><b>done. Little Bean</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Minyak Telon- <i><b>done ordering. Amway Baby Oil.</b></i></span><br /><br /><u style="color: #cc33cc;">Nursering</u><br /><span style="color: red;">Blanket- <i><b>belom.thinking of JJ Cole Muslin. MC</b></i><br />Bedding Set- <i><b>Zareef punya tapi tempah sarung baru je kot nanti.</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Kelambu - <i><b>dah ada kat kg.</b></i><br />Bakul Baby -<i><b> done. Diaper Caddy B.box</b></i></span><br /><br /><br /><u style="color: #cc33cc;">Feeding</u><br /><span style="color: purple;">Bottle S (2) - <i><b>tak nak beli lagi. bagi test teat Tommee Tippee nanti.</b></i><br />Puting Botol Susu (2)- <i><b>SDA</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Silicone Bottle Brush- <i><b>done. Anakku.</b></i></span><br /><span style="color: red;">Sterilising Tablet- <i><b>belom.</b></i></span><br /><br /><u style="color: #cc33cc;">Bathing</u><br /><span style="color: #38761d;">Towel- <i><b>done. Mothercare. (3pcs)</b></i></span></span></span><br />
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:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-80168123916467027442013-06-29T11:08:00.001+08:002013-06-29T11:08:40.939+08:00++ d aWaiTeD aRriVaL ++<p><a href='http://lh3.ggpht.com/-ZHk-JNOYAds/Uc5PmIAwKTI/AAAAAAAAB8U/BgCvA-p7_4c/IMG_20130628_120643.jpg'><img src='http://lh3.ggpht.com/-ZHk-JNOYAds/Uc5PmIAwKTI/AAAAAAAAB8U/BgCvA-p7_4c/s400/IMG_20130628_120643.jpg' /></a></p><p><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9UIp11MiYiyLhKDB1bMwo53-sJ4EQJWL5ubHsWXIyD7seQRiOSPbQzls1jsVGUbSuURqazK2-gLi8_J9n7m15LneCP_9Fq4QUnYccjRpA32Iid4UP91qQgqnANXD60vBwwdCv1k7gUvM/'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9UIp11MiYiyLhKDB1bMwo53-sJ4EQJWL5ubHsWXIyD7seQRiOSPbQzls1jsVGUbSuURqazK2-gLi8_J9n7m15LneCP_9Fq4QUnYccjRpA32Iid4UP91qQgqnANXD60vBwwdCv1k7gUvM/s400/20130625_173652.jpg' /></a></p><p><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjavagRTinawmNRPIK-owTLUtE6PvJGkrRZgbOtaY1X-vgOZHk1Otg3uQRF1eTtpWYufNMUEiJRRjDws8vUhilWsytosLZxWAIpZZzXUemr9N8umiAAeApip0HZvjOkCm4TZDc40dVcrRQ/'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjavagRTinawmNRPIK-owTLUtE6PvJGkrRZgbOtaY1X-vgOZHk1Otg3uQRF1eTtpWYufNMUEiJRRjDws8vUhilWsytosLZxWAIpZZzXUemr9N8umiAAeApip0HZvjOkCm4TZDc40dVcrRQ/s400/IMG_20130624_164731.jpg' /></a></p>On the 22nd day, <br/> D team of doctors in nicu has decided to discharge Malisa. <br/> But mommy requested to postpone one day. <br/> <br/> So Malisa was discharged on Thursday. <br/> We had to leave Maeisya. <br/> But Z will go visit her everynite. <br/> <br/> 1st nite with Malisa was quite challenging. <br/> She woke up evey 1hour. <br/> I seriously felt like a zombie. <br/> Tambah lagi 3nites before i roomed in with her in nicu. <br/> Mmg x ckup tdo. <br/> <br/> But i think i know what she wants. <br/> She wants to sleep on my chest. <br/> So last night i slept very close to her n she slept well thru d nite! <br/> Ini sebjik perangai abg Zareef masa dlm confinement. <br/> <br/> I wonder wut would happen to me bila Maeisya dah balik nanti. <br/> Haha. <br/> <br/> Btw,last week i received d letter of agreement from KN. <br/> Alhamdulillah. <br/> Rezeki besar utk kami sekeluarga. <br/> It is beyond my expectation... <br/> :) <br/> <br/> Terima Kasih Ya Allah. <br/> :: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-11325739274652100032013-06-21T10:30:00.001+08:002013-06-21T10:30:26.529+08:00++ MiRaCLe MoMeNt ++Dah 2weeks+ baru rasa nak menulis balik pengalaman bersalin kembar. <br/> Ni pon sbb dah makin hlg details of the event. <br/> Banyak urat putus agaknya.huu... <br/> <br/> Tues (4/6/13) <br/> Admitted sbb ngadu kat doc yg 2nd twin kurang gerak. <br/> Details of d story ade kat n3 sebelom2 ni. <br/> <br/> Wed (5/6/13) <br/> Pagi2 tu as usual a group of doctors led by Prof Norzi would do ward round. <br/> As they approached me, Prof Norzi terus shook my hand n greeted me happily. <br/> Again, she said "congrats,u have made it this far! Alhamdulillah!" <br/> She told d group of docs yg ada kat situ how she had always given me poor prognosis n almost zero hope thruout my pregnancy. <br/> My case was totally rare n bizzare to her. <br/> >50% discrepancy in sizes from w18. <br/> <br/> i asked Prof Norzi kalau boleh discharge on that day. <br/> Prof Norzi cakap tak boleh. I would be admitted sampai deliver. <br/> She said we had taken a lot of risks to drag my pregnancy up to w31. <br/> So dia betol2 nak monitor n make sure i deliver d twins safely. <br/> She even instructed me to start fasting from 12 midnight sampai pagi. <br/> Kalau ada ventilator (waktu tu ada isu ventilator sume penuh), they would prepare me for csect. <br/> Kalau x ada,boleh makan macam biasa. <br/> <br/> So i stayed in d hospital. <br/> Wondering to myself bila la agaknya boleh keluar. <br/> That night, Z x datang visit. <br/> I wanted to hv my dinner, <br/> Tapi nasik tumpah atas katil. <br/> Perot lapar, so i munched a packet of biscuts. <br/> Dlm kepala dah susah hati macam mana nak puasa from 12am kalau dinner tak makan. <br/> N ada rasa x sedap hati. <br/> So lepas solat isyak terus baca surah maryam n solat hajat. <br/> Sepanjang preganancy aku selalu buat solat hajat, n that nite i had a feeling yg mcm itu solat hajat terakhir sblom bersalin. <br/> Pujuk hati utk tdo. <br/> Ajaibnya x dela rase kebulur ke apa malam tu walaupun x makan nasik macam selalu... <br/> <br/> Thurs (6/6/13) <br/> Woke up before 7 n terus solat subuh. <br/> Habiskan surah maryam yg x sempat habis semalam. <br/> Again, i had a funny feeling that morning. <br/> After subuh ingat nak mandi. <br/> Tp tengok doc dah mula buat ward round. <br/> So i decided to wait for my turn. <br/> N ada nurse dtg nak buat CTG. <br/> Masa tgah buat CTG nurse panggil 2org doctors lain to assist her sebab something was wrong with d readings. <br/> They discussed something. <br/> Smiled awkwardly at me n told me to wait for Prof Norzi. <br/> Prof Norzi came n examined d result of CTG. <br/> Then she said d baby or babies (cant recall) was/were distress n i needed to go for emergency csect immediately. <br/> <br/> I was totally in shocked. <br/> I asked abt d ventilators. <br/> Mmg x ada kosong lg. <br/> But then becos the baby was distress, they couldnt send me to other hospitals. <br/> <br/> They asked me to inform husband n prepared me for d operation. <br/> Dah la tak mandi.huu. <br/> They changed my outfit, put on d shower cap, <br/> n put on d catherer. <br/> Mmg takut gila masa nak pasang catherer sbb org cakap sakit sgt. <br/> I asked d nurse to be gentle. <br/> Alhamdulillah tak sakit. <br/> Just a feeling of uncomfortable je. <br/> <br/> I called Z. <br/> He was at home. <br/> My family pon mmg kat umah dah time tu. <br/> But they were all unprepared as well. <br/> Z tgh tdo. <br/> Bila btau nak kene operate dah, <br/> die siap tanya,"syg main2 ke?" <br/> Haihhh. <br/> <br/> I asked him to come to d hosp ASAP. <br/> pastu dengar dia cam ngelabah. <br/> Lepas hang up nurse bg ubat tak sedap. <br/> X tahu utk ape. <br/> <br/> I was wheeled to d OT. <br/> Perasaan bercampur aduk. <br/> Dah la sorg2. <br/> Mentally n physically unprepared. <br/> But i was lucky i didnt eat a lot d night before. <br/> Ada hikmahnya nasik tertumpah. <br/> <br/> I jumped d queue untuk masuk OT. <br/> Sbb kira my case should b prioritized time tu. <br/> <br/> Sampai OT, i needed to change bed. <br/> Da la ade catherer tergantung tu. <br/> I was so anxious n nervous. <br/> Ada pakar bius datang n explained d procedures which i cant remember now. <br/> N nurse dtg bawak documents to sign. <br/> Patutnya hubby atau waris yg sign. But since i was all alone, so sndiri sign. <br/> Ha-ha. <br/> T-T <br/> <br/> N then they pushed me to d white room with big lamp. <br/> Haha. <br/> Mcm dlm tv tu. <br/> I think my mind was numb on that morning. <br/> Sbb tengok sume org dlm tu bz preparing everything. <br/> I dunno whether to cry or what. <br/> Mcm dah x tau nak rasa apa. <br/> <br/> But bila teringat Zareef... <br/> Hati jadi sebak. <br/> <br/> Pakar bius dtg. <br/> Then they helped me to sit straight. <br/> A pillow was given. <br/> Doc ckp peluk bantal tu kuat2. <br/> Die nak cari nerve ke ape tah to inject me. <br/> Nak bg bius separuh badan tu. <br/> Again i was so scared sbb org kate sakit. <br/> Two nurses helped me to bend down. <br/> Aku peluk tgn sorg nurse tu. <br/> Tp alhamdulillah.. X sakit jugak. <br/> Syukur. <br/> N they helped me to lie back on d bed. <br/> Pakar bius waktu tu baik sgt. <br/> She tried to calmed me down. <br/> <br/> Aku tanya dia,macam mana nak tau bius tu berkesan ke x. <br/> Sbb aku slalu dgr scary stories org kene bedah mase bius tak function lagi.. <br/> Takutttt! <br/> She asked me to wiggle my toes. <br/> Boleh. <br/> Tp bila dia suruh lift up d legs, terasa berat. <br/> Then she said it meant that ubat tu tengah berjalan. <br/> <br/> They put a cloth depan my face. <br/> Taknak bagi tgok d whole process la kan. <br/> Doc bius ajak aku sembang2. <br/> But when Doc Idayu letak d knife on my tummy, <br/> Aku rasa pedih. <br/> Automatic aku btau dorg aku rasa pisau. <br/> Huhu. <br/> Then doc bius cakap, <br/> Aku boleh rasa org raba2. <br/> Tapi i wasnt supposed to feel d pain. <br/> Aku cakap aku paham. <br/> But d one i felt earlier was pain. <br/> Doc Idayu letak n gores lagi skali. <br/> I still felt d same pain. <br/> So i let them know again. <br/> Doc bius suruh doc Idayu hold on dulu. <br/> After a minute or so, <br/> I think i was totally sank. <br/> So doc Idayu pon start belah my tummy n i wasnt feel pain at all. <br/> But u can feel they were doing something to d tummy. <br/> Doc bius was there d whole process. <br/> She would letme know what was happening. <br/> Sambil ajak borak2. <br/> <br/> N she told me yg dorang dah nak keluarkan my 1st baby. <br/> They ruptured d water bag. <br/> Gussshhhh... <br/> Basah air ketumban meleleh sampai ketiak aku okeh. <br/> N d nurses pon cheered 'banjir!banjir!' <br/> <br/> Masa dah keluarkan Malisa aku x dengar pon dia nanges. <br/> I was a bit worried. <br/> Doc bius cakap ada pakar kanak2 kat situ tengah handle my baby n i should not worry. <br/> Aku cuba nak intai apa dorg buat kat baby tapi kain yg dorg letak depan muka tu mmg a big barrier la. <br/> <br/> Then Doc Idayu keluarkan 2nd baby. <br/> Dengar dengan jelas Maeisya cried. <br/> Comel sgt bunyinyaaa! <br/> Again x nampak what they were doing to both babies. <br/> <br/> Masa nak muka stitching, <br/> Tetibe aku rasa pening n nak muntah. <br/> Aku btau doc bius. <br/> So she checked my pressure n did something. <br/> Lps tu rasa tenang skit. <br/> <br/> Habis jahit they cleaned me up. <br/> Masa tu dah half naked je. <br/> N who cares? <br/> Terpaksa jela redha sbb mmg camtu agaknya dorg buat. <br/> T-T <br/> <br/> Masa dorg removed d cloth depan muka, <br/> The first thing that came into my sight was my twins. <br/> Tapi x nampak jelas. <br/> Ada 2 org doctors were doing something to them. <br/> But i could hear d nurses were commenting how small they were. <br/> 800grammer - what to expect? <br/> <br/> Before ditolak keluar, <br/> Pakar kanak2 told me that both of them needed breathing help. <br/> But d hospital did not have enough ventilators. <br/> The babies will have to use yg emergency room punya ventilators. <br/> So kalau ada case mak kena beranak macam aku,nanti d next babies tak ada ventilators at all to support the babies. <br/> They will try to get other ventilators from other hospitals. <br/> <br/> Perasaan adalah sedih sebab tak dapat lgsung tgok my babies. <br/> Apatah lagi nak sentuh. <br/> <br/> I was left for isolation dlm 30mins. <br/> Lepas tu baru dorg wheeled me back to d ward. <br/> <br/> Sampai ward, Z n family tak sampai lagi. <br/> Haihhh. <br/> Dok la aku sorg2 atas katil. <br/> Nurse dtg n btau aku x boleh bangun for d 1st 6hours. <br/> X boleh terus makan. <br/> Kena minum air ksong dulu. Then kalau x muntah boleh try milo. <br/> N kalau boleh trima milo, boleh try makan porridge. <br/> Masa time Zareef dulu aku ingat lagi aku muntah banyak kali after bersalin. <br/> Tp kali ni alhamdulillah Allah mudahkan sumenye. <br/> Aku x muntah langsung n nurse n doc terkejut aku dah makan porridge ptg tu... <br/> <br/> Aku kol Z n btau aku dah abes operate pon. <br/> Lepas 15min dorg sampai. <br/> Z n mak muka sayu je sbb aku sorg2 d whole process. <br/> Aku suruh Z tengok twins kat bawah n get some updates. <br/> <br/> Itulah pengalaman bersalin secara csect. <br/> Everything happened so fast. <br/> Mmg x rasa sakit masa tu. <br/> Tp post pain dia aku tak boleh lupaaaa. <br/> Biarlah bersalin normal pada aku. <br/> <br/> Now dah 2weeks. <br/> Kadg2 sakit masih terasa. <br/> Cuma x macam 1st few days tu la.. <br/> Huu scaryyyy! <br/> <br/> Malisa n Maeisya, <br/> If one day u two read this, <br/> Mama wants u to know that everything worth it when i delivered both of u to d world. <br/> It was a battle. A gamble. <br/> And mama n papa are proud that we made d right decision n be firm with it. <br/> <br/> Zareef, Malisa n Maeisya r d most precious gifts from Allah. <br/> <br/> Psst: x tahu la akan bertambah lagi atau x lepas ni. Rezeki Allah, aku terima seadanya... :):: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-14979743591446175692013-06-15T15:23:00.001+08:002013-06-15T15:23:40.734+08:00++ DaY 10 ++<p><a href='http://lh4.ggpht.com/-FUEBHfj505Q/UbwWeTwG7BI/AAAAAAAAB8E/hvpNOO7E9No/IMG_20130615_105939.jpg'><img src='http://lh4.ggpht.com/-FUEBHfj505Q/UbwWeTwG7BI/AAAAAAAAB8E/hvpNOO7E9No/s400/IMG_20130615_105939.jpg' /></a></p>I wish i have d time to blog about d day i delivered my twins. <br/> Even d babies are not around, <br/> I am still struggle to express d milk n with d frequent visit to nicu. <br/> Kena tulis jgk ni takut lupa plk nanti. <br/> <br/> I am here in hukm. <br/> Baru lepas visit little zaras. <br/> Alhamdullillah. <br/> Sekarang both of them are trained to breath by themselves. <br/> No more breathing apparatus attached on the body. <br/> Malisa is weighing at 1.6kg; Maeisya is 780gms. <br/> Ada slight decrease in weight which is normal according to them. <br/> <br/> I have started d kangaroo care with both of them yesterday. <br/> Macam x pecaya. <br/> After 9days baru dapat cuddle n hold my little ones in d arms. <br/> Puas ciom n peluk. <br/> =) <br/> <br/> Hari ni tadi nurse cakap dah boleh train Malisa on direct feeding. <br/> Tapi Malisa x pandai lagi. <br/> Ade a few times she tried to suck. <br/> Selebihnya dia tido. <br/> Hahaha. <br/> <br/> Maeisya pon tido lena bila we did kangaroo care td. <br/> I cant wait to put both of u side by side. <br/> Muka dorg sama (yela, identical twins kan). <br/> Cuma maeisya nampak kurus. <br/> Malisa ada pipi yg boleh dicubit. <br/> Hehe. <br/> <br/> Alhamdulillah. <br/> I hope no more medical issues lepas ni. <br/> Biarlah mereka dapat membesar dgn sihat dan sempurna. <br/> Amin.:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-68621483506139749412013-06-13T20:25:00.001+08:002013-06-13T20:25:03.685+08:00++ KeMBaR 3 ++<p><a href='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-OkwDWw1RZ78/Ubm6GLO_sLI/AAAAAAAAB7k/2voJrl_jeSI/IMG-20130613-WA0032.jpg'><img src='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-OkwDWw1RZ78/Ubm6GLO_sLI/AAAAAAAAB7k/2voJrl_jeSI/s400/IMG-20130613-WA0032.jpg' /></a></p>Itulah yg kawan-kawan cakap. <br/> Hehe. <br/> Genap 8hari lepas kelahiran Malisa n Maeisya, <br/> Arini KN dah start buka on9 order. <br/> <br/> Alhamdulillah. <br/> Allah swt adalah sebaik-baik perancang. <br/> Bertambah lagi keluasan rezeki kami sekeluarga. <br/> <br/> Terima Kasih, Ya Allah.:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-1433145210648227152013-06-10T14:00:00.001+08:002013-06-10T14:00:57.812+08:00++ 3 ++<p><a href='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-SUad9MHeTmA/UbVrlXnHyjI/AAAAAAAAB7Q/1lVlkClcQZw/IMG_20130610_110755.jpg'><img src='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-SUad9MHeTmA/UbVrlXnHyjI/AAAAAAAAB7Q/1lVlkClcQZw/s400/IMG_20130610_110755.jpg' /></a></p>10/06/10 - 10/06/13:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-25496399618169167542013-06-08T08:22:00.001+08:002013-06-08T08:22:17.679+08:00++ ZaRaS' uPDaTeS ++D main concern of d twins earlier was there were no ventilators available in HUKM. <br/> D doctors had to call hospitals from south perak down to batu pahat to check for ventilators. <br/> Tapi memang semua penuh. <br/> <br/> So my twins were sort of 'squatting' kat Labour Room. <br/> Amazingly,hanya Malisa yg perlukan ventilator. <br/> D small Maeisya depending on CPAP. <br/> So my main concern was that Malisa might be moved to different hospital kalau ada ventilator. <br/> <br/> Yesterday morning Z wheeled me to d nicu to visit Zaras. <br/> MasyaAllah. <br/> Maeisya is such a tiny baby. <br/> But then she is very active. <br/> Malisa was sleeping n she looked a bit tired. <br/> I couldnt stand too long. <br/> Enduring d csect post pain was unberable. <br/> T-T <br/> <br/> D paed was there, <br/> So i asked her whether Zaras will still need to be moved to other hospitals. <br/> I cant imagine if one is sent to batu pahat,d other 1 to melaka (for example),how am i going to keep up on visiting both of them. <br/> <br/> D doctor told me that Zaras r not going to be moved sbb both of them r on CPAP now. <br/> Alhamdulillah. <br/> Lega sgt2. <br/> These two r miracle babies. <br/> <br/> When i told Prof Norzi n d team abt d babies' conditions, <br/> They were so happy. <br/> Prof Norzi was a bit shocked how fast Zaras cope with d breathing problem. <br/> <br/> Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. <br/> Plz protect n ease my twin daughters' journey. <br/> Ease their pain. <br/> Help them gain d awaiting weight. <br/> :: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-75280151969438618042013-06-07T06:52:00.001+08:002013-06-07T06:52:38.800+08:00++ aLHaMDuLiLLaH ++06/06/13 <br/> 10-ish AM (will b updated) <br/> <br/> I have given birth to a pair of identical princesses via emergency csect. <br/> <br/> Everything happened so fast. <br/> Both of my twins are having breathing difficulties but according to doctors, <br/> They are doing fine. <br/> I hope everything will b fine. <br/> <br/> I havent had d chance of touching my own babies. <br/> Dapat tengok dr jauh je. <br/> Z dah masuk nicu n amek gambar wpon x boleh. <br/> <br/> I will need to start walking today. <br/> Catherer dah cabut. <br/> Not sure how to bear with d pain. <br/> Nak bangun duduk pon sakit amat semalam. <br/> T-T <br/> <br/> Will update more. <br/> <br/> Welcome to dunya my princesses... <br/> <br/> Nur Zara Malisa - 1.66kg <br/> Nur Zara Maeisya - 800gms <br/> <br/> These are d mighty fighters!:: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-84510243807011442922013-06-05T05:36:00.001+08:002013-06-05T05:36:29.654+08:00++ WeeK 31, WaRdEd n ZaReeF ++<p><a href='http://lh3.ggpht.com/-Dmq69aH4Pu0/Ua5d2_V1hsI/AAAAAAAAB7A/T4uJPzPBDxY/2011-07-20%25252021.25.14.jpg'><img src='http://lh3.ggpht.com/-Dmq69aH4Pu0/Ua5d2_V1hsI/AAAAAAAAB7A/T4uJPzPBDxY/s400/2011-07-20%25252021.25.14.jpg' /></a></p>...gambar lama yg mengundang tangisan... <br/> <br/> Here r i am. <br/> Being hospitalized for more than 12hours. <br/> Couldnt sleep though. <br/> This is my 2nd time being warded after d 1st one at Pantai Pu3 delivering Zareef. <br/> <br/> We went for Doppler n Growth scan earlier yesterday. <br/> Somehow d blood flow result is still d same as last week. <br/> Twin A is now weighing at 1.8kgs n Twin B is at 747gms. <br/> They are growing. <br/> But later when i went down to c another doc, <br/> I told her that somehow i feel twin B has less movements. <br/> Andddd taraaaaaa! <br/> Here i am. <br/> Trus warded! <br/> Dang! <br/> <br/> Warded around 1pm cmtu. <br/> They put d ctg thingy on my tummy to check the babies' heart rate. <br/> D doc told me that i cant eat. <br/> Coz if d result is not satisfying, <br/> I will go thru emergency csect in d evening. <br/> D ctg test went on for abt 1 hour due to technical issues. <br/> Patah pinggang. <br/> But Alhamdulillah. <br/> D 1st result was ok. <br/> Doc ckp boleh makan n i was d happiest mommy in the world. <br/> Z tapau my fav lauk from kayu kandar. <br/> <br/> After lunch, <br/> They gave me dexa shot. <br/> Kali ni mental wasnt as strong as d previous one. <br/> Terasa sakitnyaaaaa. <br/> Tp xde la nangis. <br/> D pain subsided abt 15-20mins camtu. <br/> But later at nite i started experiencing d post pain. <br/> Kaki kebas.n babies mengeras semacam. <br/> N just now i completed my 4th dexa shot at 3am. <br/> <br/> Bila Z balik around 6-ish, <br/> Aku dah mula rasa sunyi. <br/> I havent talked with d neighbouring ward mates sbb dorg sume tgh sakit. <br/> Ade yg tgh bear contractions, ada yg baru lepas deliver..n d one next to me baru balik from labour room.her hubs n relatives didnt look happy n there wasnt any bassinet being wheeled next to her. <br/> X macam org lain yg lepas deliver trus nurses anta baby kat d mommies. <br/> <br/> I started texting Z n cried. <br/> D truth is,i miss Zareef n Z damned much. <br/> These past few days Zareef was so clingy to me. <br/> Everynite he would ask me to cuddle him n he would wrap his hand around my neck. <br/> His nose touched my nose. <br/> I miss him. <br/> I miss him badly. <br/> N i started thinking that i need to spend more time with him before d twins are delivered n absorbed every1's attention. <br/> <br/> I was crying so bad behind d curtain that i didnt realize d nurse came in to check on me. <br/> She was on shocked seeing me crying n started checking my tummy as she tot i had contractions. <br/> Ha-Ha. <br/> <br/> I know i am so fragile right now n this is not good. <br/> Z came at 9.50 with Zareef. <br/> He had to sneak Zareef in. <br/> I started tearing seeing Zareef n couldnt stop kissing his face. <br/> Z brought kfc n i enjoyed watching both of them eating. <br/> I hugged Z while he was eating n played with Zareef at d same time. <br/> <br/> They werent long sbb mmg bukan visiting hours. <br/> I wanted to say a lot of things to Z but couldnt utter any words. <br/> Peluk n ciom Zareef like mad n cried like mad. <br/> Haihhhh. <br/> Z kissed me trillion times n i think i wet him with my tears. <br/> <br/> I better stop typing all this out. <br/> Banjir lagi ward ni nnnti. <br/> <br/> I dont know what to expect after this. <br/> Tomorrow Prof Norzi will come check on me n explain d planning. <br/> <br/> I still hope n pray that we can hold on to week 36. <br/> Allah listens. <br/> But i believe He will always have better plannings. <br/> <br/> It is already 4.37am. <br/> I barely slept for d past hours. <br/> D newborn babies r crying every 10mins. <br/> Hehe. <br/> A training session for d future twin mommy i guess. <br/> <br/> I was abt to sleep just now when i became sentimental all over again. <br/> Looking at d chair Z sat d whole day n d bed Zareef sat on....hmmmm... <br/> <br/> For d past hours, there were so many times that i felt hopeless n helpless. <br/> It took me a few minutes to gain back my senses. <br/> What d hell has gotten into me? <br/> Ive been so strong before this to be here at week 31. <br/> In fact the darlings inside are mighty fighters as well! <br/> <br/> I have to b honest that twin pregnancy is never easy. <br/> It has taken its toll on me. <br/> Ive been riding d emotional rollercoaster. <br/> One thing that i learnt is my spiritual journey has never been this absolute. <br/> Alhamdulillah. <br/> <br/> Till then. <br/> I will update what is going to happen later. <br/> Jurnal for self reference. <br/> :):: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-48176765134588735742013-05-29T08:33:00.001+08:002013-05-29T08:33:30.414+08:00++ WeeK 30 ++<p><a href='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-oZLclOxw-fY/UaVM1TT_ofI/AAAAAAAAB6w/hWHPCo6vFM0/IMG_20130527_204351.jpg'><img src='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-oZLclOxw-fY/UaVM1TT_ofI/AAAAAAAAB6w/hWHPCo6vFM0/s400/IMG_20130527_204351.jpg' /></a></p>:) <br/> <br/> Almost 2months ago we were given so little chances that we r going to go this far. <br/> But Alhamdulillah. <br/> Allah hears our prayers. <br/> <br/> Yesterday i went for Doppler n Growth scan at hukm. <br/> Brought along a hospital bag just in case d result was not ok; i need to be hospitalized. <br/> <br/> D blood flow to small twin is still ok. <br/> It is just that the baby doesnt do much of growing compared to the other twin. <br/> They are now weighing at 1.5+kgs n 640gms. <br/> Not even half kan. <br/> But Doc Yuli said that we can still push to week 31. <br/> <br/> I have an instinct that we can go until week 34 at least. <br/> but i do hope that we can still holding on to week 36. <br/> But then again..Allah knows better. <br/> <br/> About a month or so to go. <br/> I guess both twins have been very strong thruout this journey.♥ <br/> <br/> Syukran. <br/> :: Lya Zara ::http://www.blogger.com/profile/13182919300728498549noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5377651033948261933.post-31392470078434071752013-05-22T13:34:00.001+08:002013-05-22T13:34:59.522+08:00++ WeeK 29 ++<p><a href='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-gXmwD-Oferw/UZxZAHvJQyI/AAAAAAAAB6g/Ke9yR5cYzfY/IMG_20130520_212523.jpg'><img src='http://lh6.ggpht.com/-gXmwD-Oferw/UZxZAHvJQyI/AAAAAAAAB6g/Ke9yR5cYzfY/s400/IMG_20130520_212523.jpg' /></a></p>A few more days n ill b in week 30. <br/> Prof Suhaila n Prof Norzi are away for a conference in Europe. <br/> They are putting me under one specialist for these 2 weeks. <br/> <br/> My last checkup was last Monday. <br/> It was 1hour + scan session. <br/> They checked on Doppler Test for twin b. <br/> Prof Suhaila said she needs to go with peace of mind. <br/> Hehe <br/> <br/> After 1hour+ baru dapat d result that she wanted. <br/> Alhamdulillah.still positive blood flow. <br/> Prof Suhaila told me that next week if d Doppler Test is not ok (hope not), <br/> Ill be admitted n i will go thru csect. <br/> <br/> Haih. <br/> I hope d result is ok. <br/> Lets fight until at least week 34 ya sayangsss! 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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">it is going to be next month!</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">any days in June could have been the day i deliver the twins...</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">but deep down inside i silently hope that I would be able to keep them a bit more longer in my tummy.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">at least up to early July.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">n i do hope that the babies will gain more weights before i deliver them.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">the idea of spending time in NICU scares me a lot.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i know the small twin will be spending some time in NICU because of the size and the problem with blood flow.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">they need to monitor the small twin closely.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">but again,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">no matter what d doctor has expected,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i believe Allah has designed the best journey for us.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i've almost completed the checklist.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">just a few more to go.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">n i need to start packing my hospital bag.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i havent done that one yet.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i havent even started with that<span style="font-size: small;">!</span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i just cant wait to have both of them in my arms.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">but the idea of having them next month is just too early.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">i want them to develop all the internal organs in my womb.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">n i still want to enjoy the kicks, fists, punches n elbows from them.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">please lead us to the best journey!</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">alhamdulillah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">we are here finally.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">yesterday went for MGTT.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">minum secawan air gula pekat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">sangat x sedap.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">all mothers exchanged frowns sesama sendiri.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">haha.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">tapi berjaya jugak habiskan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">they took my blood samples twice; before n after.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">then naik 1st floor utk buat Doppler n Growth scan for the twins.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">alhamdulillah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">both babies are growing.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">they showed me the graphs from previous scan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">memang babies membesar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">even the small twin pon naik berat walaupon x banyak.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">i'm still thankful.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">after scan, </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Prof Suhaila turun nak jumpa.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">first she went thru d reports first.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">lepas tu she came to us n senyum lebar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">she said both babies are growing.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">she asked me to have a seat n she was telling how she is surprised with the results. [remember there was 1 time she predicted that small baby wouldnt survive]</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">she told me that she has no explanations for that.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but she is grateful.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">the power of Dua I'm sure.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">now that i am at W28,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">she is going to drag me to W30.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">if everything is ok,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">she is going to drag me until W34.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">not more than that coz she is concerned about d small twin.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but then again,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">i got my Dexa shots yesterday.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">these shots are given to fasten d developement of babies' lungs.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">kalau baca pengalaman orang,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">memang scary.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">it scared me to death la.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">first shot was scheduled at 9pm last night.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">2nd shot tadi pagi 9am.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">masuk ER smlm dalam keadaan takut tersangat2.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">tapi alhamdulillah.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">pada aku, tak sakit sangat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">no tears. </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">cuma skrg experiencing sengal2 kat kaki.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">post-pain la tu kot.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">tak kesah la darlings.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">anything the best for both of you!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">yeay!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">i think the most expensive bath tub that I have come across so far.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">this is known as flexibath.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">it is fold-able n jadi very flat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">convenient for traveling.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">in conjunction with this,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">i need to buy this la pulak:</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">yg ni murah je. </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">cheapest that i have surveyed so far RM75 kalau x silap.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">the reason that i need to get this bath support sebab babies lagi selamat nak mandi.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">w/out bath support, </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Zareef ok la.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">but for small babies, u need to have both,</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">it will be like this:</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">flexibath is a product from Stokke kalau x silap.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">kalau x de org sponsor x beli la kot.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">bising Z nanti.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">ha-ha.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">kalau beli senyap-senyap okla.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">:p</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">this is how it looks like bila dah lipat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">compact n boleh bawak balik kampung!</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">my choice of color?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">i suka red...</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">tp takde dalam gambar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">n tak ada kat malaysia.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">:(</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">available colors adalah pink, purple, blue, green, white and transparent.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">harga flexibath is RM168 (cheapest that i found on on9 shop)</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">flexibath + bath support = RM243.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">till then! </span></div>
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