++ mY Bb ++

alhamdulillah...

bb at 34th week!

did a normal checkup yesterday.

n surprise surprise.

bb is already 2.8kg!

doc said that d weight is plus minus 300gm.

so bb's actual weight is approx 2.5kg.

still have 1 month to go on.

my mum n sis said that,

their babies had never exceeded 3kg when deliver.

seems that my bb is going to weigh 3.5kg when deliver.

:D

besarnye kan!

did more shoppings for bb stuffs.

opahnye pon belikan jugak.

jd barang-barang bb mmg almost complete da!

tinggal beberape je lagi.

bulan depan plak beli.

btw,presenting my bb...

moga bb selamat keluar!

tak sabar sgt nak tiom-tiom pp dabuh die tuh!

dalam hati ada cerita.
cerita duka penuh derita.
bibir ingin mengatur bicara.
namun biarlah menjadi rahsia.

hatiku retak pecah seribu.
bagai ditusuk bisa sembilu.
kembali menyapa luka lalu.
membikin hati merintih pilu.

bagaimana di hadap masa hadapan.
jika luka masih tersimpan.
umpama ketawa dalam tangisan.
senyuman terukir dalam paksaan.

izinkan aku membawa diri.
untuk mengubat luka di hati.
moga mendapat petunjuk Ilahi.
ke arah jalan yang lebih diredhai.

p dot s:ini bukan pantun.

++ mEnDuNg ++

pagi-pagi da menangis.
mujur la malam mengundang senyuman.

hidup penuh cabaran.

treat urself n always make urself feel better!
:)

++ sLeePy, MuddY, HeaVy HeaD ++

baru lepas makan nasik goreng paprik
+
pure mango juice.

skang rase ngantok.
nak tido da.
esok kelas kul 8!
bubye!

++ MoNDaY BLueS ++

waa....esok da isnin!
apekah?
cepat sgt berlalunye
detik-detik indah hujung minggu!

esok ade 2kelas je pon.
tp malasnye!!!
sebab 1st class 10-12pm.
lg 1 kul 5-7pm.
*cry*

bahan-bahan nak mengajar da cukup rasenye.
tinggal nak seru semangat je neh!
naseb baek next week cuti sem!
aku rase nak balek kg awal seket dari kenduri kakak z.
then nak g penang.

i miss penang damned much!
da setahun lebey tak g sane.
insyaAllah, kalau ade rezki,
minggu depan dapat jejak kaki
d sane.

itulah penang
: tempat belajar berlari n terjatuh :
^____^

p dot s : gambar ulang tayang mase slim melim.

++fB++

ramai betol yg cakap fb baru tak best.
nape x best ek?
aku rase cam tak byk beza sgt.

so utk menggembirakan hati org yg tak gembira,
ade application scatter utk edit photo.
bile guna application ni,
gambar akan jd mcm kat bawah ni.

nampak tak gambar mate yg menawan tu?
hahaha.
agak-agak lepas pakai application ni,
bley buat korg gembira x?

++CreDiTs++

tak abes lg rupenye sawan edit blog!
haih.
kali ni tukar template yg len.
lebey besar ruang utk post n3.
baru la puas kan!

n ade edit edit cni sane cket.
nak kasik credit kat mereka ini::

kakak bunga

adik aida

adik liyana

blog bulk

sape sape yg rajin edit blog,
bley la bukak blog dorg.
banyak tutorial yg berguna ye!

tengs pade dorg sume neh!

++TeaSeR++

maternity photoshoot
date: 16th of january 2011
venue: frim kepong n studio IQmaster
photog: iQram photomaster

++ HeLLo eNeRgY ++

i'm lack of energy!
arini basuh baju bb n buat popia daging je.
tp saket belakang sgt sgt.
popia pon 40ketul je.
da makan 10!
hehe.

mase bace surah yusuf td,
serious semput sgt.
smue org mcm ni ke?
ke aku sorg je.
baru ingat nak goreng nasik utk dinner.
z kate x payah lah masak.
die bungkuskan nasik.

rasenye dlm peti ais tu tak perlu da beli ikan or sayur.
aku nak gantung sudip sebulan seblom bersalin.

++ 33rd ++

oh.cuti adelah sgt heaven.
skrg ni tiap tiap ari rase penat sgt.
jalan sket penat.
ngajar penat.
naek tangga penat.
sume sume pon penat.
:(

jd bile cuti rase lega sket!
arini ingat nak kemas sket rumah.
n basuh baju bb.
lg 2minggu nak balek kg mase CNY.
so boleh la angkut sket sket bawak balek.

semalam went thru bb checklist.
rupenye da byk jugak yg dibeli.
baju bb da ckup sgt rasenye.
tinggal nak cari baju lubang lubang je.
sbb aritu cari kat sogo tp utk newborn da abes.
yg selebeynye nak beli brg2 mandi bb,
bb grooming,
n bedding.
mak da tempah tilam.
aku ingat nak cari bantal n comforter bb kat fabulous mom nnti.
n kalu berkesempatan nak ke ikea nnti.
kena cepat!
aku risau je bb kluar awal....

bb is almost 33weeks by now.
bb da slalu sgt mengeras.
bile keras perot tu mule la rase tak bley buat pape.
huhu.
selain dari itu,
masalah mase mule mule preggy da dtg balek.
slalu rase nak muntah lepas makan.
n constipation.

ohye.
last week we went for maternity photoshoot.
yeah.finally.
itupon menumpang pre-wedd photoshoot kakak z.
hehehe.
teaser pics tade pon lg.
abg iparku bz.
nnti suh die buat album je la trus.
kiteorg tangkap kat frim kepong
n then sambung kat umah die.
buat b/ground puteh mcm kat studio.
tak tahu la outcomenye camne.
hiks.

these past few weeks involve a lot of emotional dramas.
preggie mummy no doubt is a time bomb.

++ NYaKiT ++

assalammualaikum...
selamat pagi sabtu!
hoyeh.akhirnye weekend again.
penat btol keje 4ari!

arini nak cite tentang perkembangan diri sendiri.
minggu ini adelah minggu yg ke 32.
jadi da masuk 8bulan la ye?
betol ke kire mcm ni ek.
kdg kdg aku pon da pening.
ikut je la ape yg doc cakap.
sebab beliau yg belajar medic.

perot slalu sgt gatal skang neh!
T______T
sedih tau.
kalau gatal mesti la garu kan.
org cakap kalau garu nnti jd buruk lepas bersalin nnti.
skrg mmg tade secalit stretch mark pon d perot.
tp org cakap lepas bersalin nnti berlambak.
utk prevention aku sapu krim palmer's.
tp tadela stiap malam tanpa gagal.
selalu je terlupe.

sekarang ni slalu sgt rasa senak di bawah saneeeee.
especially bile berjalan.
n juge bile nak pakai sluar.
n d toilet.
rase mcm kene pijak tau kat ctu.
org cakap sebab kepale bb da engaged.
kite punye tu bukan besar sgt kan.
so kepale bb menekan la ruang tu.
sakit!
nak kalih posisi tdo pon seksa.
sbb dctu mmg sakit...
T____T
aku rase cam bley bayangkan.
skrg pon rase sakit,
time nak deliver haruslah berjuta ganda sakit.
yelah,nak bg lepas kepale,bahu,badan, muntot bb lg....
ngeri...ngeri....

selain dari kesakitan itu,
kekerapan ke tandas is beyond imagination!
tak sangke akan sgt suke kan tandas.
@____@
mcm berpuluh puluh kali ke tandas kot.
my tummy is small.
but d bb is almost 2kg by now.
rasenye he really squeezes himself to fit in there.
siannye bb.
sabar ye cayang.
sket je lagiiii......

rase mcm bb tak sempat je tggu 11/03/11.
rase mcm kuar earlier.
:)

++ TaTau ++

haish.
sejak da bukak sem,
mood ade lah swing.
mcm yo-yo pon ade.
when i'm not in d mood,
i definitely will not be able
to do anything!

alhamdulillah,
ketakutan nak deliver sudah ke paras normal.
means,
maseh takut.
cume tade la freaking out mcm last month.
motivationnye of kos la
bayangan bb tomei!
mummy can't wait to cuddle n kiss u bb!!!!!!

ohye.
mcm tak jd beli stroller lg.
psgn ber-anak sumenye pesan stroller bley beli later.
which is after pantang nnti ke.
btol jugak.sbb dlm pantang nak jln ke mane kan.
so z suh beli breast pump dulu.
die kate aku kene usahe breastfeed [BF] bb!
siap nak beli breast pump medela yg riban tuh.
cuak neh cuak neh.
kalu nak BF btol-btol,
kene usaha sungguh.
insyaAllah nak usaha BF kan bb jugak!

life is full with ups n downs.
tapi slalu pesan diri sndiri.
if rase susah,
sebenarnye ramai lg yg lebey susah!
emo jugak kdg-kdg on simple tiny bits.
bear with me,dear!

++ cOunTinG ++

30 weeks n 6days...
n still counting.

phew.
this week is d beginning of semester.
i got 6classes; teaching 2 courses; 6 different faculties.

compared to previous sem,
i had only 5classes.
d timetable was superb!
this sem is a lot more challenging for me.
i have 1 class starting at 8am!
i hate morning class!
previous sem, d earliest class was at 10am.
monday class was great coz i had only 1class 5pm-7pm.

my classes r from monday-thursday.
friday is reserved for meetings by the English unit.
[thru out d sem,there will b only 1@ 2 meetings only]
so basically, my working days r mon-thurs.
usually, all of us r MIA on fridays. :p
even though d schedule is quite pack,
but i have a bunch of interesting students this sem.
n i am more prepared compared to previous sem.
he.he.he.

i start teaching in 2nd meeting with d students.
n still rushing from 1class to another.
my feet r always in pain.
i'm having backache n other preggy-women-diseases.
i'm going to teach up to week 8.
then i should b ready for my bb!

hopefully i can wait until week 8.
i'm quite worried that i might deliver
earlier than d expected date.
takpela.
itu urusan Allan.
hope everything will b okay!
amin....

btw, i noe i should learn to b grateful.
keje rileks je sebenarnye.
but myb i'm already in my 3rd trimester,
i feel tired n hungry all d time.
compared to those yg keje lg penat,
i'm happy with my job!

++ Bb..Bb... ++

hye!blom terlambat tuk wish hepy new year 2011!
semoga tahun ini menjadi lebih baek dari tahun2 sebelom ini.
teringin nak review 2010.
insyaAllah ade kelapangan nak buat juge.
hee.

1/1/11 yg lepas telah buat kenduri doa selamat.
ingatkan buat kecil2an je.
tp rupenye pacak 2khemah jugak la.
btol2 lupe nak amek gambar!
alhamdulillah...
kenduri utk bb,aku n z skali la tuh.
tak lupe juge utk yong yg pregnant 3bulan.

2/1/11 balek smule ke kl.
sempat singgah sogo.
z hilang pedoman sebentar tgok sales.
beli 2sluar tp kene p tuka balek saiz!
muahahaha.
muncit da laki aku!

semalam smpai pagi td bb sgt kurang aktif.
susah ati sgt.
seblom tdo bb kick skali je bile z ngaji.
pehtu last kick pukul 6.30am bile aku bangun.
sgt la risau.
tgahri lari kejap ke klinik.
waktu tunggu turn,
baru la bb kick laju laju.
huuu..
bile scan alhamdulillah sume ok.
berat bb da 1.7kg.
scan muke,
nampak bb dok nganga2 mulut.
pehtu tbe2 bb senyum!
heee!rase nak cemolot je!

bb...bb....
namo takutkan mummy n ayah lg ye...
risau sgt sgt!

ohye.
da bukak sem.
ade 2kelas je arini.
tp rase penat btol la!
T___T