++ bEriSteRi Kan SeTaN? ++

tertarik dgn kisah benar sepasang suami isteri ini.

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baru saje berkahwen.

tinggal bersama di rumah baru.

tp sejak kahwen, suami rasa isterinya tak henti berleter.

semua benda nak merungut.

si suami naek jelak dgn sikap isteri.

dlm diam dia menyimpul rasa d dalam hati.

c isteri tak merasa perubahan diri yg ketara.

tp ada masa mmg asik nak marah.

tambah tambah lg dlm rumah tu ada makhluk halus yg suka ganggu.

c suami tak kena ggu.

isteri yang lemah semangat jd mangsa.

bila tinggal keseorangan di rumah,

main cak cak la dgn bayangan hitam tu ditingkap dapur.

ustaz datang untuk buangkan benda itu.

tp mungkin sbb banyak sangat,

yg 1 ini susah pulak nak diusir pergi.

ikhtiar c suami hanyalah sebotol air jampi yg dipesan minum setiap pagi.

makin lama makin panas duduk d rumah.

ada saja benda kecil jd isu pergaduhan besar.

c isteri macam kena rasuk.

mulut dah pandai mintak cerai.

hinggalah 1mlm jumaat,

c isteri mengamuk mcm org gila.

cawan dihempas ke lantai.

bertempik tempik dan memukul c suami.

kasihan suami,

menahan saket dicubit,ditampar,ditendang isteri sendiri.

suami pon hilang sabar.

ditumbuknya dinding dan pintu.

dijerkah pula isteri.

dikatanya isteri gila.

dikatanya isteri setan.

suami cuba menenangkan diri.

c isteri menangis tak henti baru sedar diri agaknya.

12mlm c isteri bangun mandi,bersolat taubat,solat hajat dan membaca quran.

hatinya kacau bilau.tak tenteram.

dan tak paham apa yg berlaku smpai diri sndri bertindak gila.

merayu rayu c isteri mohon diampunkan dosanya.

suami yg panas hati usahkan mendengar,

tersentuh sedikit pon dah merengus marah.

c isteri menangis lg melihat badan suami yg lebam dicubit td.

teresak melihat tangan suami yang luka akibat menumbuk pintu sampai pecah.

yaAllah,berdosanya aku!

itulah yg terdetik di hati c isteri tanpa henti...

bangun pagi c suami memandang isteri pon tak mahu.

panggilan isteri tak di endah.

sms isteri dibalas kasar.

sekali lg isteri disamakan dgn setan.

isteri tak tenteram sepanjang pagi.

menyesali tindakan gila.

sedih dipanggil setan oleh suami sendiri.

dia merayu kpd suami agar membantu dirinya.

suami angkuh mengatakan tak cium bau syurga isteri derhaka.

isteri mencari maklumat ttg gguan makhluk halus dlm rumah tangga.

dengan rasa berat hati di telefon salah seorang pengamal perubatan kenalan keluarga.

diceritakan masalah 1 persatu.

kata orang itu,

c isteri diganggu benda halus yg berkeliaran di kawasan rumah.

mmg suka sgt mengganggu c isteri yg lemah semangat.

jd bila isteri menggila mengamuk,

kudratnya jd luar biasa dan dia seperti tak sedar diri.

c suami mmg tak lut diganggu makhluk jahat itu.

mungkin kerana semangatnya tinggi.

legalah c isteri mengetahui perkara sebenar.

sekurang-kurangnya dia tahu,

dia bukanlah setan seperti yg diperkatakan suami.

cuma hatinya sedih bukan kepalang.

tak kenalkah c suami siapa kawan baeknya dahulu?

yg kemudian menjadi kekasih hati dan tunangannya?

tak boleh kah dibezakan antara setan dan isteri sndri?

tak sedarkah isteri menderita diganggu bayangan hitam?

bukan c isteri pinta jd begini.

solat kembali ditegakkan.

setiap hari membaca quran.

tp mungkin hukum tajwid yg kadangkala tak tentu hala,

buat c bayang hitam tertawa mengekek sahaja.

hati isteri pecah seribu.

mengenangkan kata kata suami dan betapa angkuhnya suami

wpon sudah diterangkan perkara sebenar.

suaminya maseh mengganggap dia lah setan sebenar.

pudar sudah kasih di hati.

entah bila akan terubat.

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mula mula baca cerita ni,

kasihan betol pada suaminya.

yelah,

diperlakukan macamtu oleh isteri sendiri.

tapi dipenghujung cerita,

aku mula tertanya...

c isteri yg menggila sudah tentu disebabkan oleh gangguan iblis.

tp suami yg tak lut gangguan itu,

mengapa boleh jd gila sama dengan menumbuk dinding dan pintu?

bukankah c suami tak terkena gangguan?

tak nampak kah isteri berubah drastik?

kenapa tak dibacakan ayatul qursi atau diazan kan ke telinga isteri yg dirasuk?

kesimpulan cerita:

sapa setan sebenar?

=p

notakaki::

z suami yg baek.beruntung aku.hahaha.

++ 7 WeeKs ++

td suda buat 1st scan.

doc da confirmkan suda 7weeks +.

mmg bunting plamin btol la maksudnye.

sbb ari nikah = ari abes peod.

tak sangke da hmpir 2bulan bb kat dlm neh...

slesa x syg?

mummy mintak maaf slalu lasak lasak

n tak pandai langsung jage makan....

kite same same blaja ye...

tadi mase scan doc tunjuk jantung bb...

eiiii...kecik sgt.tp degup laju gile.

n with d technology i can even hear d heartbeats...

dup dup kuat sgt...

waktu tu trus sebak rase nak nanges...

sy da jd mummy.

my little bb da ade jantung...

da ade prasaan.

mummy akan jage bb baek baek insyaAllah...

arini sepanjang hari tersenyum

bile terbayangkan bb...

doc print out hasil scan..

asik tgok je smpai nak renyuk da...

heehe..

alhamdulillah...

tq Allah..

ohye.

expected delivery date is 11.03.11...

notakaki::

td 1st tym muntah.kluar lendir kuning pekat..eiiii....

++ sToP ++

i have stopped following most of d wedding prep blogs.
some r still on d list coz they r my fave reading lists.
thanks to all diz bloggers that have inspired me a lot!
i juz need to move on!

1st week of d semester is hectic.
i've been running up down due to d pack schedule.
d students r awesome.
i love teaching them.
two of my classes r exceeding d max number of students allowed.
i chased them out last week but they refused to leave.
guess i need to try harder this week.

early stage of pregnancy is tiring.
my moods r unexpected.
plus my energy is reducing.
i need to lie on d bed most of d tym.
i dont vomit yet.
but im experiencing d nausea.

i love when z put his palms on my tummy...
he will run his fingers on my tummy
n sumtimes kiss it.
it's ours.
even though it was hard at 1st place to accept
d fact dat i'm pregnant,
but now i juz love it.

thank u Allah...
everything happens for a reason.
=)

++ LiFe ++

i havent finished sharing wut happen on my W-day,

n now i'm pregnant.

wut a life!

z n i aren't planning to have a baby diz fast.

n those close frens know dat i kept on telling

dat i want baby atleast next yer.

it is a shocking news for us.

even though i had d instinct n had most of d symptoms,

i kept on denying it because it's like unbelieveable.

some close frens were trying real hard to conceive n it aint easy.

so we dont think dat we r dat lucky.

i bought two pregnancy kits n tried twice

n d results were both +ve.

then 2days later we went to confirm with d doc.

n yes. it's still +ve.

n we think it's time to announce to d family n frens.

diz is a big surprise for us both.

we r just adapating to new marriage life

n now with d news,

more adjusting needs to b done.

alhamdulillah,z has been so nice to me.

he doesnt hesitate to do d house chores.

he even did d cooking.

n he cooked nasi ayam for my frens

during d 1st batch house warming.

it was delicious.

thanks yayang.

plz pray d best for d 3 of us.

it's still a long journey...

hope everything will b ok...

alhamdulillah...=)

++bZ++

bz days have just arrived.
i am attending 3weeks induction course
from 8.30am-1.30pm.
n starting next week i am going to start teaching.
im still not familiar with d campus area.
n haven't done revision on the two courses dat i'm going to teach.
owh.hectic life is here.finally.

z n i just bought bedroom set n sofa last nyte.
it was beyond our planning actly.
n now we r both broke.
hahaha.
both my mum n his mum r quite worry
on how we spend our money.
we r worried too!
haih.
but we both r so proud of ourselves
on how dedicated we decorate d house.=p

when d set arrive,
i'm going to take some photos to share.
=)

++ MeNtUa ++

heee...
ptg neh keluarge mentua nak dtg...
beramai2...
berdebar plak rase...
bertungkus lumus menyiapkan rumah!
hahahaha.

alhamdulillah...
rumah da banyak peningkatan.
semua tingkap n sliding door da berlangsir.
perabot pon da bertambah.
nampak la mcm rumah org da kawen...
=)

z berhabes belikan kain langsir
n bantal bantal baru
sbb family die nak dtg...
semalam die beli peti ais.
insyaAllah pagi ni sampai la kot...
semalam jugak kami g survey set bilik tido kat bangi...
rase nye nak g booking petang nnti.
[ye,sblom neh kami tdo atas comforter je :">]

line telefon da ok.
tinggal nak pasang internet.
n tgah tggu astro buat installation.
bodoh betol.
da 3minggu tggu!

ade rezki nak beli washing machine n sofa.
tp nanti la plak.
da semput da duet gaji.

rase puas ati sgt sbb kami beli pakai duet sndiri.
smoge pengalaman hidup susah bersame
jd kenangan bermakne bile kami hidup senang nti...
=)