Wednesday, February 8, 2012

++ LiTTLe aNGeL ++

this n3 is in my draft since july 2011!
since i still feel d same,
i think why not publish it!

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i used to wake up in d middle of d nite n struggling to continue sleeping.
usually it takes about 1 hour or more to make me go sleeping again.

i usually get my hp n starts playing Jewels n Angry Bird.
but typical me.i got angry playing Angry Bird when i lost.

so i will watch Zareef sleeping just right next to me.

it is an incredible feeling seeing him sleeping so soundly.
sometimes he will smile in his makes me smile too.
n sometimes he will frown n make frightened face as if he is having a nightmare.
n i will quickly hug n pat him to make him feel safe.

i always have feelings of
"have i done d best?"
- when thinking of my responsibility of a mother.
i used to ask myself this question.
it keeps on buzzing me.
i want to b the best mother for Zareef.
i want to do d best for him.

i guess every mom feels the same things.

it is just that we will have different approaches.

mama loves u always.

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