++ WoRdLeSS WeDNeSDaY...RinDu pErOt BuLaT iTu... ++

++DeTiK iTu PaRt 2 ++

hadoiii...susahnye nak curik mase update blog!

ok.mari sambung crite dgn pantas.

jadi aku n mak jalan kaki ke maternity ward kat 1st floor.
sampai ctu nurse suruh tunggu kat area labour room.
utk yg bersalin normal, ade 4labour rooms.
waktu tu 2 da di occupied.
sempat la dengar org push-push (--")
menyebabkan aku seram sket.sket je.

then nurse inform doc mimin.

aku masuk labour room no 3.

nurse kasik baju spital suh salin

n suh baring atas katil.

waktu tu mak tunggu z kat luar.

takut die tak jupe bilik.

so terlantar la aku sorg-sorg.

tahap kesakitan masih boleh diterima fizikal n mental.

lame jugak tunggu,

baru doc dtg utk VE.

mase tuh seriau sbb teringat VE kali pertame yg azab.

tp kali ni tak sakit.

mungkin sbb da start contractions kot.

sudah bukak 3cm!

aku mcm eksaited sket.

sbb cepat jugak da bukak kan.

waktu tu pukul 10am lebey kurang.

nurse kasi ubat berak.

aku rase saket mase masuk ubat.

T-T

tapi effect ubat mmg dasat!

terus ke toilet.

x lame pehtu,

z pon da temankan aku kat labour room.

hoh.

10am onwards,

saket mmg da kuat n kerap.

dari saket period pain,

da bertukar jd saket-yg-tak-reti-nak describe.

siyes.taktahu nak describe rase tuh.

tapi saket+tak slesa+rase nak marah+tak tahu nak buat ape.

waktu tu mmg rase tak tahan sgt da.

tapi tak nanges!

z pasang mp3 surah-surah,

n bacekan doa jugak kuat-kuat.

plus z suapkan air selusuh yg amek mlm seblom tu.

tapi everytime minum o sapu kat perot,

mmg berganda saketnye!

pukul 12 doc masuk n 2nd VE.

3cm jugak!tade peningkatan!

n aku terus give up!

yela,da 2jam tp bukaan byk tuh je.

bile mak masuk,

aku da bising mintak nak epidural.

mak naek pegi klinik doc mimin n discuss dgn die.

doc cakap tak perlu epidural sbb die rase aku akan cepat bersalin.

aku hampa!

then ade nurse masuk.

die tanye ade amek ubat kat muntot tak.

aku ingatkan ubat berak tu.

so aku cakap la, dah amek...

then die kate, ade rase ngantok tak skrg.

aku da memelik la kan...

rupenye yg nurse maksudkan adelah pain killer.

aku terus mintak pain killer.

inject kat muntot.

buat kite lali n tertido.

but everytime contraction datang,

mesti terjage jugak n had to endure d pain...

='(

pukul 2.15pm,doc turun nak pecahkan water bag.

gelabah lg!sbb penah bace pglaman org,

dorg kate saket!

tp bile doc nak pecahkan,

die kate da tade.

pehtu baru aku teringat ade mcm bunyi pecah td.

so rupenye water bag da ruptured sendiri.

n waktu tu da bukaan da 8cm!

eh,cepat pulak kan!

ok. sambung lg nanti.

hahaha.

muke pucat+tension melayan z yg nak amek gambar mase tgah contraction.

T-T

++ DeTiK iTu ++

part 1:

kali ni nak cite pasal pengalaman melahirkan!

bb zareef tgah tdo,

so bley la curi-curi on9 jap.

start rase takut nak deliver mase dpt tahu

ade kawan yg EDD 2ari awal da deliver on 22nd feb.

boley refer n3 ini. [klik cni]

mase tuh slalu usap perot n mintak bb sabar smpai selesai sume keje.

n guess wut?

bb sgt obey!

friday was my last working day.

n dat was d day i got bloody show.

bley refer 2 n3 ini. [klik cni] n [klik cni]

so after g makan-makan on friday,

wpon da ade bloody show,

aku just rase mild period pain.

so tak risau sgt.

g klinik n cek bukaan sblom nak gerak balek kg.

waktu VE kali pertame tuh,

mmg saket sgt-sgt.

rase terus fobia!

rasenye doc tuh tak pandai cek....

sbb bile check ngan doc pakar,

tak saket pon..

T-T

after VE,

doc cakap mmg tade jalan lg.

so boley la balek kg.

tp ke2-2 mak kat kg risau sgt-sgt.

takut aku terberanak dlm kete.

hiks.

selamat sampai umah dlm kul 7 kot.

mmg tak rase saket lg time tuh.

tp darah mmg dok ade je.

so aku decide selagi tak saket,

tak perlu lg ke hospital.

malam tu sempat lg g makan tomyam.

n sempat amek air selusuh.

bangun dari tido pagi sabtu,

perot da start saket.

tp maseh ok lg la.

cepat-cepat siap nak ke hospital pantai pu3.

mase kat rumah,

contraction was every 30minutes.

rasenye mase kat umah tu,

opah bagi segelas air akar fatimah.

kalu ikut plan,

nak g breakfast dulu b4 ke hospital.

tp dlm kete da start saket every 20mins,10mins,7mins...

terus jd cuak n tak lalu nak makan.

so terus head to hospital.

ohye.waktu tu cume ade aku,z n mak.

sampai hospital,

z dropped aku n mak kat main entrance.

staff dtg nak bg wheel chair.

tp aku malu nak naek.haha.

oklah.

end of part 1.

nanti sambung lg!

++ 18 days ++

omg!

it's been 18days i've become a mommy!

i have a lot of stuffs to talk about.

from d experience, d confinement, d new routines n blablabla.

hiks.

but lets start with the baby's name.

there were a lot of emotional dramas going on

when choosing the name.

our fault!

we never discussed seriously abt d name thruout d 38 weeks.

n within 2weeks after d bb was out,

we need to register d bb's arrival.

things become complicated when we were apart.

i'm at kampong n z is in kl.

so we chose name over phone calls n sms.

it was really hard to come to an agreement.

n u noe wut will emotional mommy do?

ha.ha.ha.

z came back on last thursday

n we need to register on friday morning.

we were still choosing d name at 10am on friday.

after a lot of discussing,

we finally came to an agreement.

MUHAMMAD ZAREEF MIRZA B ZAKRIL SYAFRANI

at 2weeks old!

ok.thats all for now.

mommy is getting bz at all time!

:)