++ 360° aGaiN ++

When we had Zareef, life has changed 360°.
Now that we are having twins,
Should i say life is changing another 720°?

Phew.

My confinment experience this time around is totally different.
Sempat rasa berpantang macam org lain for 2weeks je kot.
Tu pon memang berulang ke HUKM.
Lepas mak balik..
Aku pantang ikut suka je.
Makan mmg jaga jugak.
Tp keluar malam n bertungku asal dan je.

Nak buat cemana.
Parents yg ada anak2 di nicu should understand this.

Tawakallallah.

Tu je aku pegang.
Perlu ada sacrifices.
Zareef kena duk kg for 3weeks.
N those were d longest 3weeks in our lives.
Z berulang setiap ari from PD-umah-hukm.
Aku pantang sorg2.

Then Malisa came back with us.
A week later Zareef pon balik.
Ohoh.
Baru rasa cam nak pengsan.

Zareef ok ngan Malisa.
Tapi dia suka ciom.
So risau jgk kalau die picit badan Malisa accidentally.

Semalam balik kg n kidnap adik utk temankan kitaorg.
Ada berbaki beberapa hari lg berpantang.
Tp it seems that i hv to drive around lps ni.
Z da xde cuti..
Again...sacrifice.

I cant wait to bring Maeisya home.
Tengok geng2 ibu kembar yg dah bersalin n posted photos of their twins buat aku rasa nak nanges.
Sebab aku x sabar nk put Malisa n Maeisya side by side jugak.
D only thing that i do nowadays is collaging their pictures...

...and admiring how amazing to hv these identical twins!

Soon...soon..
Allah knows best for us..kan?
:)