++WoRDLeSs WeDNeSDaY++

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++ RaYa oH RaYa ++

less than 1 week before we r going back to hometown.
that makes this d last weekend to shop!
n incik Z adelah kerja sabtu n ahad.
sobs!
hanye boleh shopping malam-malam.
which i think will limit d time n places to go.

petang ni da chup nak g alamanda.
iftar n nak beli handbag guess idaman itu.
arap-arap masih ade la....

yesterday we went to empire hotel for iftar with nippon paint.
it was d prize giving ceremony.
makanan sume sedap!
i ate two bowls of soto, a plate of nasik, macaroni cheese,
lamb steak,fillet, chicken, n many bites of cakes...
adoila sedap n puas gile makan!
cant wait for d paint makeover.
tgah choose colors.
i think i want d feature wall to be in orange.
complimentary color biar dorg pilih la.
huhu..

after d ceremony has finished,
we went around empire mall.
1st time sampai.
taktahu pon ctu ade mall.
before this lalu tepi federal highway ingatkan shoplots je.
looser kan.
masuk pumpkin patch n beli jeans n kemeja for Zareef!
1st jeans for him
hahaha.
harge pumpkin patch murah jugak.
macam osh kosh.
tp osh kosh mahal sikit.
better la dari poney.
jeans baby kat poney seratus lebih!
tambah lg seratus lebih da dapat jeans levis mama!
T-T
kat pumpkin jeans die 80+ n kemeja 76 rasenye.
so tinggal nak beli kemeja/ overall brown je kat Zareef.
mungkin cari kat osh kosh esok.
pastu complete la barang Zareef.
raya tahun ni..
baju Zareef dari poney ke pumpkin ke osh kosh ke baju melayu
sume skali 600+!
gile!
x sedar pon kluar duit banyak tu!
bile dok kire tadi baru perasan!!!!
aduii...
da boleh beli tv flat screen la sayang..
tak kire lg expenses tiket die nak g taiwan n flight fees die..
yg tu lg 20 nak 1k..
T-T

kesimpulannye bulan ni duet bukan kluar mcm air.
tp da macam tsunami.
:(

mama masih listing benda nak beli for raya.
da berkenan a few blouses n sleeves.
insyaAllah nak g beli nanti.
jeans still thinking nak amek levis or others.
sbb levis confirm 300 punya.
tp kalah membeli menang memakai!
so pk n pk lg....

aritu gatal buat rambut.
taktahu la nak suke ke x.
mcm x suke!
uwaaaa!

Zareef is turning 6 months soooonnnn!
kepale budak ni kebal betol.
da bape kali terhantuk mcm-mcm.
die tak nangis.
mommy die yg da bergenang air mate!
nasib beli buds 1st aid aritu,
cepat-cepat sapu...
risau betol.
1 rumah die dah sapu.
lepas ni pasti lebih mencabar!
T-T

++ SaYaNG ++

happy birthday sayang!
dah tua pon!
hihi...

this is d 4th time we celebrate ur birthday together.
n i hope that there r many years to come for us.
i love u.
i really do.

Allah has answered my prayers.
tot it was hard to forget.
but He makes it easy for me.
alhamdulillah.
so plz la quit smoking.
:)

i hope u love d little treat u had last night.

well, we had buka puasa at Little Pantry ioi mall.
love this restaurant to d bits!
suma sedap.
no pictures were taken sbb lapar sgt da.
this breastfeed mommy menggeletar kaki every 5pm!
hahaha.

a few days before, Z gave me five hundreds plus
so that i can buy my dreamed handbag.
i was overjoyed!
but looking in our wardrobe,
i realised that he hasn't bought even a piece of baju raya yet
[while both Zareef n i had almost completed ours]
so i decided to use d money to bring him to buka puasa
n later i asked him to pick 1 shirt from d polo haus.
1 jela.mahal kot.siap tak bagi ambil yg new arrival!
hahaha.

then we went to PDI n shopped for a few more pieces baju raya.
so all of sudden both of us dah banyak pulak baju raya.
sitting at Tutti Frutti,
2-2 dah plan nak beli ape lagi after this.
Z said i better buy Polo Handbag.ade 1 yg gorgeous la pulak semalam.
n i think i need to get a pair of jeans n at least 2more tops.
n 1 kasut raye.dah tu je.
Z nak beli jeans polo n tshirt new arrival n of course baju melayu.
utk Zareef maybe 2,3 more will do.
pehtu duk diam-diam sbb duet konpem ciput.

by d time i licked my yogurt ice cream,
baru teringat dat we didnt buy anything for Zareef.
sedih pulak.
cepat-cepat nak rush ke Poney tp kedai da tutup.
x pela nak,
nanti kite g d curve ye.

itu sahaje cerite celebration Z's birthday
n shopping raya.
petang ni macam nak makan kat SR pulak.
tak complete kan birthday without cake.
a slice would do!
n saye tak puase.
dah 2ari tak pose.
later la story pasal breastfeed journey yg menyedihkan!
tsk!

papai.
happy weekEND.

++ aLHamDuLLiLLaH ++

i won consolation prize from nippon paint!
it is rm2k paint makeover!
alhamdulillah!
syukur!

=)

n we might be going for a babymoon after raya...
insyaAllah!

=)

++ CeLeBRaTioN ++

last nite a small celebration was held.
we dined in at papa john's ioi puchong which i think serve better food than papa john's in front my house.
had a piece of choc cake, 9"pizza with half-half toppings and baked rice yg kurengggg sedap.
lupe nak snap pic of the food sbb tgah lapo sgt.

so it was a celebration for our belated 1st anniversary n z's new increment.
z seems so happy.
i'm happy too!
Zareef pon happy sampai meniarap more than 10times semalam!
hahahaha.

sekarang rase senang nak bawak Zareef g mane-mane.
mase mule-mule beli stroller he refused to stay in it.
now mcm da suit well n he seems comfortable.
so bile keluar jalan-jalan he is so well-behaved.
alhamdulillah.
anak papamama tahu yg parents die kuat berjalan.

so here's some pics mase kuar berjalan semalam.
i bought stripes tight for Zareef.mcm comel pulak tgok die pakai.
n last nite grabbed another tight.tp tak colorful sgt.


Zareef with his colorful stripes tight.

1 family. :)


with papa.
with mama.

da poo poo.so muka tak slesa!

++ tHeSe DaTeS ++

last year, 2010, on these dates...

-10/06/10-


-11/06/10-


-12/06/10-


and...

-13/06/10-


this year,2011...
a simple,budget celebration was held between the 3 of us.
hihi.
after my-almost-fainted incident last week,
this week z was attacked by diarrhea,
n Zareef was infected by cough.
plus d money status is not OK.
so duk umah diam-diam.
T-T

thanks for the one year of love-hatred journey.
i think we have learned a lot of things.
n Allah has granted us with the most valuable, beautiful gift ever~ Zareef.
i'm thankful for being ur wife, alhamdulillah.
n insyaAllah,till death do us apart.

ade rezki next month we shoot to Melaka n have our babymoon.
haha.

++ OuR DReaMs ++

dreams can be shared!
the day i applied for Masters,
Z was looking thru possible courses for engineering as well.
then he said that he wanted to apply for Masters too.

i was like a lil bit shocked.
before this he used to say he's not going to study now sbb malas.
but then tu la...
life is full of surprises!

he will apply to take Masters in this coming sem.
but then he still needs to ask his boss.
his crazy working hours might b d only barrier for his dream.

so,ade rezki both of us will do Masters together.
if not,i'll do first n Z will follow later.

ohye.
i just found out a new,exciting way to increase EBM.
with Z's help, actually.
thanks to him!
hihihihi.
Zareef minum sampai tersedak because banyak sgt susu.

++ LiFe ++

life is like a box of everything!
most of the time, it contains a lot of surprises.
good.n bad surprises.
i hate surprises eventhough sometimes i do hope there will b warm surprises from my hubby.
:)

but who knows he could come out with 'such' surprises.
something out of mind and so powerful that smashed my heart into pieces...

thank you.
i [still] believe everything happens for a reason.
insyaAllah.

chiaooo.

++ PaPa ++

today is sunday.
z went working half day then he went to play golf.
yeap.that's his hobby.
dlm byk-byk sport apsal la pilih sport org kaya.
he is so addicted to golf.
*puke*
yes.i'm not a supportive wife!
bukan apa,he wasted so much money on golf equipments.
not to mention d time that he spent to go driving n all.
tp nak buat camna.
i can only nag at him n he will smile n crack jokes to make me laugh.

at first i was thinking of buying him a gift that get to do with his hobby.
kayu golf ka,kasut ka...
tapi ya ampunnnn...mahal sgt.
so kansel la.
hahaha.

i hope he read this.
cyg tak suke abg main golf.hahaha.

oh yes!i'm using new template again!
aha.
kunon dah matured la pakai template baru.
hihi.
but seriously i think this simple template suits better with my age.
as if da tua sgt pulak.huh.

n aside from applying for Masters,
i've been thinking to do something else too.
tsk.macam byk masa je nak slip in 1more project into my schedule.
tp niat baik always granted by Allah kan?
i'll try.
this is also one of my dreams.

ok.happy weekend.

++ 33rd ++

oh.cuti adelah sgt heaven.
skrg ni tiap tiap ari rase penat sgt.
jalan sket penat.
ngajar penat.
naek tangga penat.
sume sume pon penat.
:(

jd bile cuti rase lega sket!
arini ingat nak kemas sket rumah.
n basuh baju bb.
lg 2minggu nak balek kg mase CNY.
so boleh la angkut sket sket bawak balek.

semalam went thru bb checklist.
rupenye da byk jugak yg dibeli.
baju bb da ckup sgt rasenye.
tinggal nak cari baju lubang lubang je.
sbb aritu cari kat sogo tp utk newborn da abes.
yg selebeynye nak beli brg2 mandi bb,
bb grooming,
n bedding.
mak da tempah tilam.
aku ingat nak cari bantal n comforter bb kat fabulous mom nnti.
n kalu berkesempatan nak ke ikea nnti.
kena cepat!
aku risau je bb kluar awal....

bb is almost 33weeks by now.
bb da slalu sgt mengeras.
bile keras perot tu mule la rase tak bley buat pape.
huhu.
selain dari itu,
masalah mase mule mule preggy da dtg balek.
slalu rase nak muntah lepas makan.
n constipation.

ohye.
last week we went for maternity photoshoot.
yeah.finally.
itupon menumpang pre-wedd photoshoot kakak z.
hehehe.
teaser pics tade pon lg.
abg iparku bz.
nnti suh die buat album je la trus.
kiteorg tangkap kat frim kepong
n then sambung kat umah die.
buat b/ground puteh mcm kat studio.
tak tahu la outcomenye camne.
hiks.

these past few weeks involve a lot of emotional dramas.
preggie mummy no doubt is a time bomb.

++ TaTau ++

haish.
sejak da bukak sem,
mood ade lah swing.
mcm yo-yo pon ade.
when i'm not in d mood,
i definitely will not be able
to do anything!

alhamdulillah,
ketakutan nak deliver sudah ke paras normal.
means,
maseh takut.
cume tade la freaking out mcm last month.
motivationnye of kos la
bayangan bb tomei!
mummy can't wait to cuddle n kiss u bb!!!!!!

ohye.
mcm tak jd beli stroller lg.
psgn ber-anak sumenye pesan stroller bley beli later.
which is after pantang nnti ke.
btol jugak.sbb dlm pantang nak jln ke mane kan.
so z suh beli breast pump dulu.
die kate aku kene usahe breastfeed [BF] bb!
siap nak beli breast pump medela yg riban tuh.
cuak neh cuak neh.
kalu nak BF btol-btol,
kene usaha sungguh.
insyaAllah nak usaha BF kan bb jugak!

life is full with ups n downs.
tapi slalu pesan diri sndiri.
if rase susah,
sebenarnye ramai lg yg lebey susah!
emo jugak kdg-kdg on simple tiny bits.
bear with me,dear!

++ Bb..Bb... ++

hye!blom terlambat tuk wish hepy new year 2011!
semoga tahun ini menjadi lebih baek dari tahun2 sebelom ini.
teringin nak review 2010.
insyaAllah ade kelapangan nak buat juge.
hee.

1/1/11 yg lepas telah buat kenduri doa selamat.
ingatkan buat kecil2an je.
tp rupenye pacak 2khemah jugak la.
btol2 lupe nak amek gambar!
alhamdulillah...
kenduri utk bb,aku n z skali la tuh.
tak lupe juge utk yong yg pregnant 3bulan.

2/1/11 balek smule ke kl.
sempat singgah sogo.
z hilang pedoman sebentar tgok sales.
beli 2sluar tp kene p tuka balek saiz!
muahahaha.
muncit da laki aku!

semalam smpai pagi td bb sgt kurang aktif.
susah ati sgt.
seblom tdo bb kick skali je bile z ngaji.
pehtu last kick pukul 6.30am bile aku bangun.
sgt la risau.
tgahri lari kejap ke klinik.
waktu tunggu turn,
baru la bb kick laju laju.
huuu..
bile scan alhamdulillah sume ok.
berat bb da 1.7kg.
scan muke,
nampak bb dok nganga2 mulut.
pehtu tbe2 bb senyum!
heee!rase nak cemolot je!

bb...bb....
namo takutkan mummy n ayah lg ye...
risau sgt sgt!

ohye.
da bukak sem.
ade 2kelas je arini.
tp rase penat btol la!
T___T

++ GuMBiRa ++

samsung fully automatic 7.0kg washing machine da sampai!
hahahaha.
sungguh seronok.
alhamdulillah.
pehni tak perlu anto dobi kat indon bawah rumah yg sexy tuh!

stakat neh,
barang barang dalam rumah,
electrical n furniture mmg sume nye kami beli sendiri.
alhamdulillah.
dengan duet gaji yg berdekit dekit tu la rumah ni akhirnye jd rumah.
cume tv je ehsan dari mak.
nnti la kalu ade duet nak tukar LCD.
tp lambat lagi kot.......
z sebuk nak set home theater.

selain dari itu,
kalu bley aku desperately nak beli booster pump water heater.
yg tuh 500++
T___T
sem depan aku ade klas seawal 8am!
sejukkkkk.

n semalam tgok jugak aircond.
tp setakat neh bilik sejuk je wpon hanye ade kipas.
tengahari la panas sket.
ohye.maceh kpd org yg bg adiah kipas pink mase kawen!

kalu bley jugak,
aku nak cat umah!!!
tp z kate nnti dulu.
ohye.
cadar pon nak tukar.
skang pakai hush puppies belang belang rimau.
ganas kan!
z yg beli dulu.
hahahah.
haih.
mcm mcm rase nak beli kan.
tp kene la slow slow.

oklah.
buat mase neh berangan la dulu.
kena focus semula kpd bb!

++ QuiCk uPDatEs ++

hello dearies...

i've been promising some of my frens

dat i'll write abt my new workplace.

it's heaven baby.

[for d tym being]

i have a bunch of cool colleagues,

i got no work at all to do.

we r having breakfast in bangi

n lunch in d mines.

then go for movies lg...

life is great.

masuk keje adelah sukati coz

we can actly ask fren to click in/out for us.

=)

but d seniors have been telling this

"enjoy ur time as long as u can"

ha.ha.

after d semester break,

i believe dat it'll b haywire.

so for d tym being,

i better enjoy myself!

yesterday z n i went out to buy wedd stuffs.

i managed to grab lace umbrella.

hoyeh!

n i'll be doing my pending pomander balls.

n yes.

aku terpk konsep arab mase mlm nikah.

nak pakai purdah tu b4 z deliver his kiss!

i dunno.

i think i would want it.

baju nikah da amek.

i love it.

kudos to unaisah.

but i havent bought my tudung nikah yet.

z has almost completed his barang hantaran yestreday.

i think evertyhting is ok.

i fell in love with z again.

seriously.

spending d wiken with him,

n him being d old him,

treating me nicely n put aside his work pressure,

i really cant wait for d 24days countdown.

++ ???? ++

landed safely at my house.

alhamdulillah.

selepas sesat di kl,

berdepan ngan ujan lebat

n 3,4 eksiden all d way.

mencabar betol perjalanan kali ini.

da lamenye tak berblog.

i spent almost 2hours to catch up

other blogs' updates.

hiks.

i got soo many things to talk too.

i went to upm yesterday.

n instead of started working yesterday,

we agreed to postpone on 3rd may.

hoyeh.

so i decided to go home n settle a few stuffs.

ohye.

z is on d way to buy a house.

selepas sesi perbincangan n a few times

tukar tukar keputusan,

akhirnye we made up our mind.

we chose apartment.

despite of d votes,

z akhirnye akur bahawe

kami blom btol2 mampu nak beli rumah 200k ++.

bley nak beli.

tp pehtu nnti tak dpt la nak tukar kete...

so we decided to start from scratch.

susah susah dulu yayang..

nnti kite bersenang senang

=)

jgn kol eric plak!

d location is in equine park.

is on d 19th floor.

d view is so fascinating.

we are facing d pool.

as well as d jusco.

hahaha.

jusco tu yg penting.

we went there with my family n viewed d house.

it is not very big.

but comfortable enough for us.

we love d house to d bits!

thanks yayang.

alhamdulillah.

at d age 23+,

my life is almost perfect!

getting married,

stable career,

a car,

a house,

happy families.

maybe i should add babies on d list next yer.

insyaAllah.

muke mintak kesian.aku sesat kat kl n susahkn my bff.=p

++ SorRy bUt i LovE u ++

tajuk geli geli.
heee.

last nyte before sleeping,
i texted* z a long sms.
n ended up crying under d pillow.

then he replied.

i smiled.
n i was crying n smiling at d same tym.
w/out replying his sms,
i went sleeping.

sorry syg.
i shouldn't have doubted u.
=)

*texted = it is not an english word.i created dat word myself =p. it is a verb that means writing a text message.

++ uS ++

love lies.
it never blossoms all d tyms.
most of d tym u need to get thru
d bumping n winding route.

ppl change n dats including my beloved fiancee.
since he started working,
he changed a lot.
n he changes even more now.
do i change too?
or should i change?

i dunno.
some frens keep on telling me
dat i shuld see things from d bright side.
but i cant be dat +ve all d tyms.
i guess when money comes in,
d attention moves out.

he's been soooo bz working day n nite.
n i mean it.
day n nite.
sumtimes he worked from 8am-8am.
24hrs or more.

he doesnt have d tym to pampered me as he used to.
no more "no-purpose" sms.
no more telling stories.
no more babbling stuffs dat we do daily.
no more sweet bubble talks.
no more flirty-dirty talk.
aha.kiddo.

i miss him.
i miss him a lot.
i miss him.d old him.

he used to be so funny.
he used to crack stupid jokes.
he used to annoy me with millions ways.

n now i'm annoyed by his work.
n i dunt hv d heart to tell him diz.
he said he loves his job.
blurgh.

i should be more supportive.
think more abt d money he earns.
evil.

should behave more like a big girl.
n big girl doesnt cry.
she just cries silently in her heart.

i love u syg.
despite d rambling writing here.
i hope u noe dat.

++ hOmE sWeeT hOmE ++

i'm torn between an apartment o a terrace house.
i love apartment.
always did.
n still do.

but z prefers a terrace house.
o dlm bahase kami,
"rumah bertanah".
hahaha.

z n i r looking for a potential house
for us to start our new life =)

i kept on asking z to find an apartment.
while z seems to object d idea.
but he's too kind to break his future wife's heart.

secare halus z cube pujuk aku utk umah bertanah.
here r d reasons he gave me:

• 1st reason sbb ade tanah. so senang nak renovate.
• sng nak parking kete btol2 depan pintu umah.
• if relatives dtg pon sng nak park.[u noe apt,susah nk dpt parking]
• spacious.ade anak2 nnti senang.
• rumah tak tinggi.senang nak bawak masuk prabot.
• ade porch tuk basuh kete n maen kejar2 ngan aku kat yard.

d last reason is d sweetest kan.pandai die nak pancing aku.huh.

i love apartment!

• i love tall buildings.it gives me d ideas of living in d hotel.so everytym balek rumah rase cam menginap di hotel.
• i love d balcony n d view.i always dream dat z n i will be sitting together at d balcony, admiring d fascinating view.n d breeze.

ehem.tu je reasons aku bley bg.such a loser.

nmpaknye z mungkin akan menang dlm battle ini.

++eDiSi BuMpEr ++

it's been so long i stopped blogging.
diz was 1 hectic week for me.
byk gilak keje.
everytime i switch on d laptop,
my eyes will shut down.hahaha.

actly i'm still thrilled abt moving to upm serdang!
it's like a dream come true!
reasons?

1. it's in serdang baby!near to my future hubby.so we r going to live together after d wedd.no PJJ![pengantin jarak jauh]
2. d opportunities that UPM r offering me.UPM will sponsor us[d educators there] to further studies in Masters n PhD.isn't dat great?
3. it's a permanent job.not a contract n hey,i'm still working under government n entitled for all d privilleges.
4. d salary is higher.alhamdulillah.it hits my target.it will be more than 2.5k.
5. i'm not a cekgu anymore.=p
6. i can wear any formal working attire.atleast no more baju kurung mon-friday.

alhamdulillah!syukur atas rezki kurniaan Allah.

btw,preps for wedding r still on progress.
during d 1week school holidays,
i've bought some of the items for d big day.
also, z n i went to nilai to buy d wedd favours for his side.
i've also bought d ring for z
n booked myself a bracelet.

yesterday my mum called me,
telling me dat she splurged 3k at ssf n kk home deco.
i dunno wut she bought
n was really surprised with d amount.
isk isk isk.
now i know from where did i inherit diz splurging habit.

a few things still buzzing my head.
d wedding attires!
aha.smpai skrg maseh jalan buntu.
adekah tade baju bersanding nnt?

n i'm looking for a house to rent near upm area.
sbb after a month working there,
z will move in with me.
not to mention,
i need to buy the necessities for d house.
gonna start from scratch sbb both z n i tade assets.

korang bg adiah set perabot rumah bley?

++ ReZeKi PeNgaNTiN ++

diz few weeks,
aku asik saket saket.
from 1 to another.
smpai da rase putus ase.
tp atas semangat loved ones,
aku rase kuat jugak tuk tempuh sume neh.

d latest,i got some allergic symptoms
on my face n some parts of d body.
my lips r numb n very dry.
n very itchy.
small dots appeared in d eyes area.
n again,they r very itchy too.
my face somehow looks like it is slightly bigger;
due to the bengkak.
doc said im allergic to something.
i've taken d medicine but still no different.
so maybe i should take for an injection later on.

i am totally depressed wif my health condition.
i am so freaking worried!
plz doakan aku sehat n walafiat ok!

luckily there's 1 news dat spice up my mood today!

i still remember when z broke d news,
abt him moving back to kl in early feb...
we both were so sad.
i bet he wanted to cry when he heard my voice
on d other line.
n today,
he said he wanted to cry when i told him d news.
i'm moving to upm serdang.
received a letter today that i made it for d interviews.
syukur Alhamdulillah!
mungkin ni ganjaran selepas byk dugaan!
i'm going to upm...soon!=)



n diz is a picture of my first trial on pomander balls.
i couldnt find the sphere polystyrene.
pandai pandai je acu bunga tu smpai jd bulat n ikat ngan dawai.
agak buruk since 1st tym buatkan.
but i'm going to give diz to my bestfren in johor.
die hampir menanges bile dpt tahu aku akan pindah kl.
=(