++ RaYa oH RaYa ++

less than 1 week before we r going back to hometown.
that makes this d last weekend to shop!
n incik Z adelah kerja sabtu n ahad.
sobs!
hanye boleh shopping malam-malam.
which i think will limit d time n places to go.

petang ni da chup nak g alamanda.
iftar n nak beli handbag guess idaman itu.
arap-arap masih ade la....

yesterday we went to empire hotel for iftar with nippon paint.
it was d prize giving ceremony.
makanan sume sedap!
i ate two bowls of soto, a plate of nasik, macaroni cheese,
lamb steak,fillet, chicken, n many bites of cakes...
adoila sedap n puas gile makan!
cant wait for d paint makeover.
tgah choose colors.
i think i want d feature wall to be in orange.
complimentary color biar dorg pilih la.
huhu..

after d ceremony has finished,
we went around empire mall.
1st time sampai.
taktahu pon ctu ade mall.
before this lalu tepi federal highway ingatkan shoplots je.
looser kan.
masuk pumpkin patch n beli jeans n kemeja for Zareef!
1st jeans for him
hahaha.
harge pumpkin patch murah jugak.
macam osh kosh.
tp osh kosh mahal sikit.
better la dari poney.
jeans baby kat poney seratus lebih!
tambah lg seratus lebih da dapat jeans levis mama!
T-T
kat pumpkin jeans die 80+ n kemeja 76 rasenye.
so tinggal nak beli kemeja/ overall brown je kat Zareef.
mungkin cari kat osh kosh esok.
pastu complete la barang Zareef.
raya tahun ni..
baju Zareef dari poney ke pumpkin ke osh kosh ke baju melayu
sume skali 600+!
gile!
x sedar pon kluar duit banyak tu!
bile dok kire tadi baru perasan!!!!
aduii...
da boleh beli tv flat screen la sayang..
tak kire lg expenses tiket die nak g taiwan n flight fees die..
yg tu lg 20 nak 1k..
T-T

kesimpulannye bulan ni duet bukan kluar mcm air.
tp da macam tsunami.
:(

mama masih listing benda nak beli for raya.
da berkenan a few blouses n sleeves.
insyaAllah nak g beli nanti.
jeans still thinking nak amek levis or others.
sbb levis confirm 300 punya.
tp kalah membeli menang memakai!
so pk n pk lg....

aritu gatal buat rambut.
taktahu la nak suke ke x.
mcm x suke!
uwaaaa!

Zareef is turning 6 months soooonnnn!
kepale budak ni kebal betol.
da bape kali terhantuk mcm-mcm.
die tak nangis.
mommy die yg da bergenang air mate!
nasib beli buds 1st aid aritu,
cepat-cepat sapu...
risau betol.
1 rumah die dah sapu.
lepas ni pasti lebih mencabar!
T-T

++ ..... ++

i become emotional when writing or sharing my BF experience.
[breastfeeding ye.bukan boyfriend]
last week i tot i'm ok.
tak kesah la kais hari ini utk makan esok...
but when d menstrual cycle hit me,
d milk production dropped again.
aku mcm dah pening n runsing n stress n GIVE UP.

serious rase give up sgt.
penat dah.
taktahu nak telan ape dah.
shaklee blom try lg btw...

yesterday morning, i pumped out 3oz pon amek mase 30mins.
then Zareef nanges nak nenen.
tp susu da abes masuk dlm bottle!
sian sgt dgr die nanges.
suap die solid food.
die makan sungguh-sungguh sbb lapar sgt.
then bile dukung msti mulut die nganga cari nenen jugak.
tapi aku tade ape nak diberi pade Zareef.....
T-T

so i texted Z.
i told him dat i am giving up.
dah taktahu nak buat ape.
nipple sampai da besar semacam n sakit kot sbb asik pump.
eiii..trauma kdg-kdg...

my BF journey is not only rocky,it is also bumpy n...dead end maybe?
tapi bile nak give up,tgok muke Zareef mesti hati jadi sayu sesayu sayunye.
sedih sgt kot.
i keep on asking myself.
hv i done my best?
hv i tried everything?

i put my health at a risk right now.
tah.serious tah taktahu nak buat ape dah.
aku masih akan pump.
cume really,
Zareef kene topup dgn FM bile dgn kak Mas.
atleast dgn kak Mas die minum gak.
dengan aku mmg bersilat die tamo bottle.

cucuk Depo, peod gelong.
makan Yasmin susu kering.
berjenti Yasmin,peod gelong.
bile peod,affect susu lagi.
da tu camne?
org len rileks je aku tgok.
x makan supplement pon B keras dgn susu.

tapi tu la...susu ni rezeki dari Allah..
siape lah aku nak persoalkan knp rezki org lebih...
rezki susu die banyak,
tapi aku byk rezki lain...
begitu la Allah mengadili hamba-hambaNya..
sesungguhnya aku dah redha sangat-sangat.
tapi keadaan Zareef yg tanak minum FM kalau dgn aku ni...
buat aku kesian sgt kat die.
bg FM macam minum racun.
ade skali tu...
aku suap FM...
mate die pejam.
kemain die nyonyot kuat-kuat.
pehtu die terbukak mate n sedar yg aku bg bottle.
terus nanges tepis botol.
adui la anakku....
asalnye da minum da tuh...

ntah.letih da nak menyedih dgn nasib diri.
cube setakat terdaya.......................

ohye.
duit usim dah masuk.
duit bonus da masuk.
alhamdulillah.
petang ni berbuke di hotel empire subang.
nippon paint prize giving ceremony.

tak sabar nak shopping raye.
nak complete kan ape yg tak pernah-pernah cukup.
hahaha.

Zareef is turning 6 next week.
hadiah utk Zareef adelah slow cooker utk masak bubur!
n kalau ade rezki lebih nak beli high chair utk die.
insyaAllah...

YaAllah..sesungguhnye Engkau yg menurunkan rezeki kepada setiap hambaMu...aku bermohon jika masih ada rezeki susu utk anakku, Engkau mudahkan lah perjalanan ini Ya Allah. Namun jika sebaliknya...aku redha...kumohon mudahkan lah anakku menerima susu selain susu ibunya...dan semoga dia tetap membesar dgn sihat dan sempurna..jauhkanlah aku dari rasa sedih dan bersalah ini...sesungguhnya Engkau yg Maha Mengetahui...

++tHanK u to U ++

alhamdulillah.
thanks pade kawan-kawan yg bg support bile aku cite pasal bf.
ade yg msg,ade yg pm kt fb,drop comments n all...
thanks sgt-sgt.

sbb aku tade join mane2 group breastfeed mommies.
just share dgn 3,4 org kwn-kwn yg same-same ade bb je...
so tade tempat mengadu..
thanks ye kawan yg prihatin!

alhamdulillah.
lepas 3,4 ari stop Yasmin,
susu dah kembali banyak.
tade la banyak sgt smpi melimpah ruah.
tp alhamdulillah,bekalan Zareef cukup.
dah 3+oz FM masuk dalam perot Zareef kat umah kak mas.
nak korek balik tak boleh.
tapi lepas ni boleh suh kak mas stop bg FM.
selagi susu mama cukup,Zareef minum susu mama je tau!

arini pegi sacc mall shah alam nak cari baju Zareef.
last month pegi ade 1 kedai [name dirahsiakn]
ade jual baju osh kosh yg agak murah.
bile tanye kat salesgirl,die kate original.
tp last month dtg x beli.
so tadi g dgn ayuni mektok nak beli la 3,4 helai.
harge memang murah la dari osh kosh d curve.
so aku cam peliks la.
mungkinkah reject kan.
sbb label kat belakang baju tu mcm ade conteng.
macam kat reject shop punye baju.
tanye sales girl,
die kate bukan reject.tp sbb ni bukan butik osh kosh,
jd dorg kene conteng label tu.
aku double triple pelik!

aku dok bising2 kat ayuni ni mcm baju reject.
salesgirl kat sebelah tu buat muke tak puas hati
n cakap ni bukan reject jugak.
then aku dok belek overall ni,
rupenye butang sebelah lain-lain.
tgok overall yg lain ok.
yg ni pulak butang pelik.
hahaha!
aku pon panggil salesgirl tu tanye.
die kate mmg mcmni fashion nye.
pehtu aku tunjuk overall lain yg button normal.
die terus bawak baju tu g stor!
huh.

then aku belek overall lain.
rupenye ade jahitan yg buruk.
amek lg 1 yg len,
overall len ade 4buttons,
yg ni ade 3 je!
huh nampak sgt setiap satu mmg ade cacat nye kan!
kan reject namenye tuh!
overall tu 59.90.
rase kat osh kosh dalam 79.90 kot.
so baik beli kat sane.
aku tak kesah sgt yg defect sikit2 o kat belah dlm.
sbb bukan org nampak kan.
tp masalahnye sampai sudah dok cakap bukan reject yg aku bengang tuh.
langsung tak beli pape.
nak g d curve cm dah lewat.
so len kali la g beli kat butik osh kosh sebenar.
bukan osh kIsh!hahaha.

masuk body shop tershopping plak barang mekup.
belanja ayuni 1.
aku beli 3.
tade dlm list pon nak beli makeup raye.
dasar shopaholic.
x dpt osk kosh g beli body shop pulak.

before balik singgah fabulous mom.
asalnye nak beli ni

aritu Zareef luke bawah hidung.risau sgt.yg ni ade teatree untuk treat luke bb.

terbeli jugak ini.******************************************************************

tadi first time dalam tahun ni berbuke sorang.
Z bukak kat hotel company blanje.
next week baru bley bawak spouse.
tetibe sayu bukak sorang wpon Zareef ade dok bergolek depan TV.
selalu Z yg bace doa.
selalu ade je bende nak sembang.
selalu ade je bende nak gaduh.
arini makan sorang-sorang.
terus text Z sedih2.
Z pon tetibe bg text sedih...
hahaha.
cam tah hape hape.
camne la org laki bini dok jauh-jauh.
T-T
tumpang sedih utk org len.

oklah.
jumaat nak ronda jalan tar dgn tasha.
semalam g dgn Z.tapi tak beli pape.
buat lawatan dulu.
hihi.

++ oF BrEasTFeeDing & SoLiD FooD ++

i welcomed a lot of reactions when announcing that Zareef is going to have his solid food in his 4 months +.
some give +ve feedbacks.
some just rudely give -ve feedbacks.

i know d fact that babies r advised to have their first solid food after 6months.
but every child is individual n unique.
as i said, we can't compare 1 child to another.
cause d development is different.
i read, i asked n i consulted experts before i started feeding Zareef.
every mom wants d best for their babies.
same goes to me.
i appreciate advise.
but i dont welcome harsh critiques n all.
thank u.

so i made him apple puree.
it was very easy to prepare.
i added in my EBM n Zareef loves it.
puree is super soft so it is d best for his digestive system.
n it is easy to prepare too.
i'm lucky to have another new blender given by Z's friend on our wedd day.
it is 1 year+, n now only i start using it for Zareef's food.
[dont use kitchen blender for babies' food]

n of my breastfeeding journey......T.T
i still breastfeed him exclusively.
but the journey has [sort of] came to an end.
d milk production has dropped drastically.
last month, i was only period-free for 4days!!!!
T.T
the rest were heavy flows..
i became restless n d milk production declined as milk is from blood.

but i'm still trying to breastfeed him exclusively.
semlam macam force diri.
malam terus pening n nak pitam lagi.
see?
but i dont want to give up!
mesti berusaha.
selagi ade rezeki Zareef mmg tanak campor FM..
unless kalau terpaksa...
T.T

till here then.
.xoxo.

++ LiTTLe 5 ++

alhamdulillah.
my boy turns 5 months young today.
weighing 7+ kg, he's able to roll over;
moving from 1 spot to another.
he seems understand when watching tv n when we talk to him.
he lovessss to scream!
yesterday when we were at d mall,
he screamed n played to himself in the stroller
n attracted so many eyes n hands to squeeze his cheeks!
n he has started his solid food!
tak sempat tunggu 6months.

Zareef membesar dgn cepat n sehat!
except tang rambut yg lambat no naiknye.
hahaha.

so for his 5th month birthday,
mama buys some treats for him.

1. boon squirt.since he has started his solid food,this item would be very beneficial. handy n practical.:)
2. clutch diaper from Snugggbaby. i really want a diaper cluth so that whenever we r going to malls, i can hang it on his stroller. inside d clutch we can put diapers, nappy rash cream, etc. it is very practical as we roll it open, it can be a perfect place to put ur baby on when changing his/her diaper. n d design is yummylicious!i love it!


i've been thinking to get a food jar to put Zareef's food. but since Zareef eats once a day only, it might not be that important now. but when he turns 6 next month, i should consider buying one of these:
i love the first one!
what's up with d pink stuffs?
i just love it. btw, these things r not going to be attached to Zareef's body.
mama yg akan guna.so x pela pink color kan!hihi.

yesterday bought him another rompers. red color. untuk raya nanti!tehee.
oh..we r going back to perak this weekend.
n on saturday we'll be in penang!
n first day of ramadhan will be in kampung.
can't wait!
:)

++ bZ ++

life has never been bz since last year.
hihi.
there r a lot of things going around in d faculty.
n somehow i always involve here n there.

i hv workbook meeting next week where we need to gather d exercises that we [should] have done.
but until now i havent started on any question yet.
i couldnt work during weekend becoz Zareef just didnt want me to be far from him.
i even put him in d baby carrier n carried him around on my shoulder when i did d laundry.
n he would simply hug n smile.
everytime i tried to put him down,
i needed to bear with his loud cry.
T-T
n by the time i picked him up,he would stop crying n giggled.
T-T

i didn't have any clue about BERSIH Ver 2.0 becos i dont watch TV.
i mean i dont watch other channels other than BBTV at astro.
dat will b Zareef's favourite channel.
so Zareef will always win in whuteva situation.
T-T

i dont know how to start doing my work when most of the time i am bz with other things.
some unimportant things to b truth.
btw, i am just confirmed in service by upm.
so no more 3years probation.
n i am entitled for 50% discount if i want to do my Masters here.
on about dat dream,
it has to be postponed to next semester coz there too many things going around in english department right now.i dont want to force myself to d limit.
takut tak mampu.

n dat is it.
Zareef is doing fine with Kak Mas.
syukur Kak Mas da sehat.

Z is also in d pink of health.
we went to ioi driving range watching him swing kayu golf.
tak best la.
byk nyamuk.
hihi.

money status je x bape best.
sibuk makan tempat mahal je n shopping tak ingat dunia.
so i need to suffer la until next salary.
T-T


d only reason to make me smile.
:)

++ d aRRiVaL ++

my new nephew has safely born this afternoon.
weighs 2.8kg.
so mummy has new baby to play with!
[my nephews call me mummy]

i eagerly waiting to go back to hometown.
n to get my new handphone.
taktahu la bile Z tak bz n will b available to bring me to subang.

nak beli hp murah je pon.
smartphone yg da kuar lame gile tp aku baru terkedek nak beli.
nak wat camne,
byk sgt commitment lain!


-d newborn.tomei je-

-Zareef mase baru lahir.besau.-

now hobi Zareef is to roll over.
asal letak je roll.
kejap je meniarap then dia da nanges sbb sakit dada kot.
then bila baringkan die,
he will roll again.
comei.
tp nak record susah.
bile mama rakam terus Zareef jadi malas.
hihi.

oklah.nak dinner sorang-sorang.
T-T

++ oF SuNDaY++

happy fathers' day to my beloved abah!!!
Zainuddin b Abdul Wahab.
n
my beloved husband cum Zareef's beloved papa!!!
Zakril Syafrani b Samsudi.

to abah::
thanks for raising us up.u have been so patient and so determined in changing our lives.i have d chance of living in luxury because of ur hard work.insyaAllah,ur efforts will be paid next week!amin.

to hubby::
thanks for helping out to cook,to look after Zareef,to bathe Zareef,to get him ready, n a lot more.most important is thank u for contributing ur genes in making the most perfect baby for us!:)


-love u both!-

this afternoon we went to pullman lakeside in putrajaya to see amrina n her bb.
masyaAllah...montel sgt c aufiya ni.
i've been looking at her pictures for so many times.
so when having d chance to hold her, i felt like i wanted to bite her!
she is so adorable!~
Zareef mcm cemas je jumpe awek cun.
sampai muak,berak n kentut!hahahaha....
ade rezki nak adiahkan aufiya dress raya,insyaAllah.

owh,btw amrina is the friend yg delivered dekat-dekat ngan my delivery date.
so aufiya is older by 4days to Zareef.

-the mamas n d babies-

-Zareef's first kiss from awek.hahaha.-

-us-
-penyek pipi aufiya-

then we went to nilai to visit Z's uncle.
he just got a new baby as well who is younger by 2weeks from Zareef.
so Zareef ada pak ucu yg muda 2minggu dari dia.
tp tak snap pic coz d bb is not feeling well after taking his 3rd jab.

oklah.
till here then.
esok my beloved sis akan deliver her baby!
moga segalanya dipermudahkan Allah.
amin!

++ CeLeBRaTioN ++

last nite a small celebration was held.
we dined in at papa john's ioi puchong which i think serve better food than papa john's in front my house.
had a piece of choc cake, 9"pizza with half-half toppings and baked rice yg kurengggg sedap.
lupe nak snap pic of the food sbb tgah lapo sgt.

so it was a celebration for our belated 1st anniversary n z's new increment.
z seems so happy.
i'm happy too!
Zareef pon happy sampai meniarap more than 10times semalam!
hahahaha.

sekarang rase senang nak bawak Zareef g mane-mane.
mase mule-mule beli stroller he refused to stay in it.
now mcm da suit well n he seems comfortable.
so bile keluar jalan-jalan he is so well-behaved.
alhamdulillah.
anak papamama tahu yg parents die kuat berjalan.

so here's some pics mase kuar berjalan semalam.
i bought stripes tight for Zareef.mcm comel pulak tgok die pakai.
n last nite grabbed another tight.tp tak colorful sgt.


Zareef with his colorful stripes tight.

1 family. :)


with papa.
with mama.

da poo poo.so muka tak slesa!

++ JaDeD ++

haih.
penat.
there r committee meetings going around for these few weeks.
n i was in-charged on editing the current evaluation forms.
peliks.
last sem was my 1st sem teaching that subject.
tu pon ajar half way coz i went for maternity leave.
so with very little experience,
i revamped n edited the forms.
alhamdulillah, 60% of my new adaptions are good n will be implemented for next sem.

i did wish n pray for a lot of good things on the early of june right?
seems none turn out right YET.
Z is still having problem with his stomach.
Zareef with his cough n flu.
n i found myself getting infected by Zareef.

maybe next week when i get my hands on my new handphone,
life would turn out beautiful!
hahaha.

my sister is giving birth next week.
since she will go for Cesarean,
she can actually choose the date n she chose 20/06/11.
nothing nice with the numbers arrangement.
it is just the best time for her n d baby!
oh baby boy again.
suma grandsons la nampaknya keturunan incik Din!
[for d time being]
i want to have baby girl!!!!
hahaha.gatai.

Zareef alhamdulillah membesar dgn hebat.
makin lama makin berat.
now suka angkat-angkat kaki tanpa ketahuan motif.
yg pasti comel selalu di mata papamama.
:)


angkat 1 kaki.

angkat 2kaki.

kusyuk tengok babytv.

my frozen EBM.in chiller got a few more.

++ tHeSe DaTeS ++

last year, 2010, on these dates...

-10/06/10-


-11/06/10-


-12/06/10-


and...

-13/06/10-


this year,2011...
a simple,budget celebration was held between the 3 of us.
hihi.
after my-almost-fainted incident last week,
this week z was attacked by diarrhea,
n Zareef was infected by cough.
plus d money status is not OK.
so duk umah diam-diam.
T-T

thanks for the one year of love-hatred journey.
i think we have learned a lot of things.
n Allah has granted us with the most valuable, beautiful gift ever~ Zareef.
i'm thankful for being ur wife, alhamdulillah.
n insyaAllah,till death do us apart.

ade rezki next month we shoot to Melaka n have our babymoon.
haha.

++ SuNDaY ++

morning sunday!
:)

yesterday we were visited by z's bestfriends~eira n her husband.
they came around 3pm until 9pm.
so sempat la lunch n dinner same-same.
n sempat dera eira masak utk dinner.
hehehe.

as far as i can remember,
yesterday was d 1st time we stayed at home without going anywhere when z is on leave.
before this every weekend filled up with a lot of activities.
somehow it wasn't that bad to spend d whole day at home.

i managed to pump out 12oz yesterday.
there were 2 morning sessions and 1 session in afternoon.
then i was too bz with d guests.

oh yes!on friday morning, i woke up at 4.45am to pump out my milk;discovering i needed to hold to the wall to balance myself.i was so dizzy but didn't care much.
after pumping,i continued sleeping n when i woke up at 7+,i still feeling drowsy.
by that time i was confused whether to go working or not which at d end i went.
during lunch break both z n i brought Zareef for his 3rd jab.
he weighs 6.6kg already.
after Zareef,i asked d doc to check me n yadaa yadaa ~ i had low blood pressure.
so yesterday, z went to the market n purchased all nutritious food that were believed to increase the blood cells in our body.
hopefully it's not going to happen again.i am so worried that i might faint while holding Zareef.

haih.i used to think i am strong. well, i was strong during my pregnancy. but after 1 week started working,i understand how hard it's to be a working housewife.

*sigh*

- aunty unkel Zareef -

somehow i feel OK to send Zareef to d current babysitter.
somehow everything seems OK.
i hope he will be OK.
i love the fact that the new babysitter is also in d same block as ours.
so it is VERY convenient for me.

well yesterday i went to littlewhiz in setia alam to buy 1more set of cooler bag+icepacks.
money flows out like water.
it's only 1st june n i feel like so poor already.
hahaha.



this is my first time pumping milk at office.
everyone one is out except the Korean instructor n i.
so i asked her permission before pumping out.
somehow i forget to bring my nursing poncho
[when all the time it is in my handbag,somehow yesterday i took it out T-T]

i managed to pump out 4 oz ONLY.
stress betol la ngan production susu nih.
kene mintak tolong Z lg kot.
hi.hi.hi.

i miss this little cuddler so much.
i miss u darling Zareef.


i can't wait for weekends for i can spend d whole day n night with Zareef.

++ PiTy HiM ++

from office,i went straight to JJ equine to buy a few stuffs to be left at Zareef's babysitter's house [banyaknye possessive pronouns..hehe]. i hate the idea of taking a lot of trunks everyday to send to her house.even this morning,Z took 2trunks to d house before he left for work.by the time i wanted to send Zareef,i couldn't bring my handbag n work bag plus the cooler bag.it felt like crazy.n i didn't want to risk Zareef' safety.

so i bought another basin for Zareef to take his bath as kak ita[the babysitter] doesn't have any.she claims that all the babies there do not use basin to bath.but Zareef cried so loud this morning during bathing time. which forced me to buy the basin asap.anak manja mama.

by the time i picked him just now,he was crying for milk.so i held him in my hands n hugged him tightly. it took him a few minutes before he realized that he was cuddled by me.he stopped crying,stared at my face n suddenly carved a smile.later he giggled. :)

i know he is not happy staying there.but that is d only place available at the moment.be tough dear Zareef.

i think i need to buy another cooler bag n set of icepacks.kak ita doesn't have a chiller.she has frozen fridge only.i don't prefer to give Zareef with frozen milk all the times. because frozen milk has less nutrients compared to chilled milk [but frozen milk is always better than formula milk].
if i get another cooler bag,i can leave it at her house as the icepacks can last up to 14hours.

well yes,breastfeeding is not easy.but never give quit Lya!all the best for little Z.

++ oF ZaReeF ++

arini baru la officially masuk keje.
b4 this g clock in n clock out je.
pehtu balek.
jahatkan.
nak buat camne. tade sape jage Zareef.

akhirnye aku hantar Zareef ke babysitter bawah rumah tu jugak.
T-T
dah pusing around tp nursery lain lagi tinggi tahap bahaya nya.
tapi aku masih tak puas hati.
nak ajak z pusing lg cari tempat lain.
arap-arap kak mas cepat sehat.
kak mas kate kalau ok,dia akan jage smule Zareef.
tp mungkin ambil mase...
n mungkin jugak die tamo jage langsung....

sian sgt tinggalkan Zareef td.
boleh pulak air mate die mengalir je.
bukan menangis jerit-jerit tu.
tp airmate mengalir jeee...
hmmm...

skrg tade keje.
start sem sumwhere in september.
tapi maybe nanti ade projek buat workbook.
office adelah penuh dgn sume org yg buat hal masing-masing.
not to mention,ramai yg MIA.
dulu-dulu time mcmni aku da merata ceruk da.
g shah alam,d mines,alamanda,balik kampong pon penah,balik tido kat rumah lg slalu.
tp skrg rase insaf sikit la.
da cuti lame sgt.
tak best pulak rasenye buat kepala mcm dulu.huhu.

rindu budak tembam tu.nak balek jenguk die kejap.

++ JuMaaT ++

Zareef yang masih tiada babysitter.
T-T

so arini akan g keje bawak c Zareef.
1st time nak drive berdua aje dgn Zareef.
hope he will be fine sitting in his carseat.

later we will go for nursery hunting.
taqdir Allah.
Zareef kene hantar ke nursery jugak.
dalam mase yg same akan cari juga babysitter lain nnti.
for d time being terpakse la.

petang nak balek kg.lagiiii!
hihi.
my bestfriend nak bertunang on saturday.
n tesolian nak kawen on sunday.
alhamdulillah.
all d best for them!

++ HePpY BeSDaY ++

Zareef is 3months young today!
alhamdulillah..dah besar anak mama papa!

by now Zareef dah pandai tahan kepala n tangan masa meniarap.
da pandai guna tangan utk grab stuffs around.
suke diagah,gelak n senyum...
n yeap!he weighs 6.5kg dahhhhhh.
patut la lenguh tgn mama.
papa pon komplen berat.hihi.

we got shocking,sad news a few days ago.
tetibe his babysitter,kak mas jatuh saket.
terkena buatan orang.
so at d moment she's not capable of taking care babies anymore.
i should be started working today.
tapi terpakse la sambung cuti coz in short notice,
it is very hard to find somebody else to take care Zareef.
so yesterday i went to another babysitter on ground floor.
dah macam nursery.
she has so many kids n babies.
there was 1 kid jumped on a baby yg tengah meniarap.
n another toddler threw toys kat other babies.
haiyooo..scarry gile.

z n i still need to search.
coz i need to start working.
arap-arap kak mas cepat sehat n masih nak jage babies.
die macam fobia coz org yg antar benda tu adelah bapak budak yg die penah jage.
bapak budak tu TERjatuh cinta pulak kat kak mas!
gile kan?
dunia mmg gile.n kejam.

zareef n his pacifier.

++ OuR DReaMs ++

dreams can be shared!
the day i applied for Masters,
Z was looking thru possible courses for engineering as well.
then he said that he wanted to apply for Masters too.

i was like a lil bit shocked.
before this he used to say he's not going to study now sbb malas.
but then tu la...
life is full of surprises!

he will apply to take Masters in this coming sem.
but then he still needs to ask his boss.
his crazy working hours might b d only barrier for his dream.

so,ade rezki both of us will do Masters together.
if not,i'll do first n Z will follow later.

ohye.
i just found out a new,exciting way to increase EBM.
with Z's help, actually.
thanks to him!
hihihihi.
Zareef minum sampai tersedak because banyak sgt susu.

++ ZaReeF's sHoPpiNg DaY ++

so today we went out.the first plan was to get the milk storage bottles at fabulous mom puchong.since it was our 1st time, we missed d junction so we headed to ikea to eat meatballs.sadly ikea cafe is temporarily closed due to JAKIM inspection.[on halal status]...

we went to d curve to find any suitable fastfood restaurants when z insisted to lunch at popeyes in cineleisure.ok,follow the lead.hihi.while eating,z suddenly asked about the halal status of popeyes.n i said i dont't know.he looked around several times n said that there wasn't any halal logos around.we will check later either popeyes is a halal restaurant or not.

then we went to osh kosh b'gosh in d curve and shopped crazily over Zareef's outfits.the outlet is having a promotion where if we buy 2pieces,we can get another 1piece for free.so we bought several pieces for Zareef.the sizes are bigger as they are UK/US sizes.we also bought Zareef's first stimulating toy from mothercare.Lamaze Elephant which i think is quite expensive compared to Lamaze toys on on9 shops.i think is the quality.i dunno.i think.

nak melaram this coming weekend.nak g several kenduri.

before we went home,we stopped at fabulous mom in puchong.we bought 2dozens of milk storage bottles,fan for Zareef's stroller,hanging toys for stroller/rocker.

i don't buy plastic storage coz according to 1 research,the milk nutrients might left at the plastic.

hanging,stimulating toys for Zareef to grab/kick.

there u go, Zareef.all d best for u.

++ MiLK ++

before this, i used to think that breastfeeding was sooo not in trend.i thought that it would be easier and better to give formula milk to babies.only when i was pregnant, i started googling about breastfeeding.n when z started to interfere,i became so serious about breastfeeding Zareef.

n as i mentioned in previous n3,it is not that easy.u need to have the equipments n eventho it is a big investment,but for long run,it will benefit u n d baby insyaAllah.

i was so worried before this with the milk production.when most breastfeed mommies are period-free for months,i already got mine for twice!when u r in menstrual cycle,the milk production is declining.that was what happened to me.

i started my milk stock last 3weeks.having Zareef 24/7, i would not be able to pump seriously.his sleeping time is d best time for me to run house chores.by the time i hold medela,he will wake up n demand for milk.when i went to nilai last two days,i realized that i managed to pump out 10 oz in one session.alhamdulillah.i'm going to start working by next week.so i hope that i will b able to supply sufficient milk stock for Zareef!insyaAllah.

today z n i will need to purchase another dozen of milk storage bottles n the BPA-free plastics storage as well.i like mom's little one bottles!fit well with medela n the indicators r cute!hihi.

the best thing about breastfeed our babies is seeing how he gains his weight n develops body cells from ur own milk!every drop of mom's milk = every drop of blood = love!

up to today, i have 16bottles that consist 4 @ 5oz milk =65+ oz and some milk in plastic bags that i'm not sure of the total amount.yes,my friends have more milk stocks from mine,but i'm thankful with what gifted by Allah as for today.
:)

makanan Zareef.