++ WoRdLeSS WeDNeSDaY...RinDu pErOt BuLaT iTu... ++

++DeTiK iTu PaRt 2 ++

hadoiii...susahnye nak curik mase update blog!

ok.mari sambung crite dgn pantas.

jadi aku n mak jalan kaki ke maternity ward kat 1st floor.
sampai ctu nurse suruh tunggu kat area labour room.
utk yg bersalin normal, ade 4labour rooms.
waktu tu 2 da di occupied.
sempat la dengar org push-push (--")
menyebabkan aku seram sket.sket je.

then nurse inform doc mimin.

aku masuk labour room no 3.

nurse kasik baju spital suh salin

n suh baring atas katil.

waktu tu mak tunggu z kat luar.

takut die tak jupe bilik.

so terlantar la aku sorg-sorg.

tahap kesakitan masih boleh diterima fizikal n mental.

lame jugak tunggu,

baru doc dtg utk VE.

mase tuh seriau sbb teringat VE kali pertame yg azab.

tp kali ni tak sakit.

mungkin sbb da start contractions kot.

sudah bukak 3cm!

aku mcm eksaited sket.

sbb cepat jugak da bukak kan.

waktu tu pukul 10am lebey kurang.

nurse kasi ubat berak.

aku rase saket mase masuk ubat.

T-T

tapi effect ubat mmg dasat!

terus ke toilet.

x lame pehtu,

z pon da temankan aku kat labour room.

hoh.

10am onwards,

saket mmg da kuat n kerap.

dari saket period pain,

da bertukar jd saket-yg-tak-reti-nak describe.

siyes.taktahu nak describe rase tuh.

tapi saket+tak slesa+rase nak marah+tak tahu nak buat ape.

waktu tu mmg rase tak tahan sgt da.

tapi tak nanges!

z pasang mp3 surah-surah,

n bacekan doa jugak kuat-kuat.

plus z suapkan air selusuh yg amek mlm seblom tu.

tapi everytime minum o sapu kat perot,

mmg berganda saketnye!

pukul 12 doc masuk n 2nd VE.

3cm jugak!tade peningkatan!

n aku terus give up!

yela,da 2jam tp bukaan byk tuh je.

bile mak masuk,

aku da bising mintak nak epidural.

mak naek pegi klinik doc mimin n discuss dgn die.

doc cakap tak perlu epidural sbb die rase aku akan cepat bersalin.

aku hampa!

then ade nurse masuk.

die tanye ade amek ubat kat muntot tak.

aku ingatkan ubat berak tu.

so aku cakap la, dah amek...

then die kate, ade rase ngantok tak skrg.

aku da memelik la kan...

rupenye yg nurse maksudkan adelah pain killer.

aku terus mintak pain killer.

inject kat muntot.

buat kite lali n tertido.

but everytime contraction datang,

mesti terjage jugak n had to endure d pain...

='(

pukul 2.15pm,doc turun nak pecahkan water bag.

gelabah lg!sbb penah bace pglaman org,

dorg kate saket!

tp bile doc nak pecahkan,

die kate da tade.

pehtu baru aku teringat ade mcm bunyi pecah td.

so rupenye water bag da ruptured sendiri.

n waktu tu da bukaan da 8cm!

eh,cepat pulak kan!

ok. sambung lg nanti.

hahaha.

muke pucat+tension melayan z yg nak amek gambar mase tgah contraction.

T-T

++ DeTiK iTu ++

part 1:

kali ni nak cite pasal pengalaman melahirkan!

bb zareef tgah tdo,

so bley la curi-curi on9 jap.

start rase takut nak deliver mase dpt tahu

ade kawan yg EDD 2ari awal da deliver on 22nd feb.

boley refer n3 ini. [klik cni]

mase tuh slalu usap perot n mintak bb sabar smpai selesai sume keje.

n guess wut?

bb sgt obey!

friday was my last working day.

n dat was d day i got bloody show.

bley refer 2 n3 ini. [klik cni] n [klik cni]

so after g makan-makan on friday,

wpon da ade bloody show,

aku just rase mild period pain.

so tak risau sgt.

g klinik n cek bukaan sblom nak gerak balek kg.

waktu VE kali pertame tuh,

mmg saket sgt-sgt.

rase terus fobia!

rasenye doc tuh tak pandai cek....

sbb bile check ngan doc pakar,

tak saket pon..

T-T

after VE,

doc cakap mmg tade jalan lg.

so boley la balek kg.

tp ke2-2 mak kat kg risau sgt-sgt.

takut aku terberanak dlm kete.

hiks.

selamat sampai umah dlm kul 7 kot.

mmg tak rase saket lg time tuh.

tp darah mmg dok ade je.

so aku decide selagi tak saket,

tak perlu lg ke hospital.

malam tu sempat lg g makan tomyam.

n sempat amek air selusuh.

bangun dari tido pagi sabtu,

perot da start saket.

tp maseh ok lg la.

cepat-cepat siap nak ke hospital pantai pu3.

mase kat rumah,

contraction was every 30minutes.

rasenye mase kat umah tu,

opah bagi segelas air akar fatimah.

kalu ikut plan,

nak g breakfast dulu b4 ke hospital.

tp dlm kete da start saket every 20mins,10mins,7mins...

terus jd cuak n tak lalu nak makan.

so terus head to hospital.

ohye.waktu tu cume ade aku,z n mak.

sampai hospital,

z dropped aku n mak kat main entrance.

staff dtg nak bg wheel chair.

tp aku malu nak naek.haha.

oklah.

end of part 1.

nanti sambung lg!

++ MiRaCLe ++

fresh from d oven!

alhamdulillah.

our [not so] little prince was born on 26th of february 2011.

3.47pm.

3.4kg.

normal delivery + vacuum ext.

++ uPDatE LaJu ++

tgahari td sempat lunch kat nandos
n tapau donut jco!
masuk toilet n tgok panty liner penuh
ngan bende kaler coklat kuat.
nak kate darah bukan.
tapi mcm awal-awal o ujung peod tuh la.
nak g clinic jap g.
pehtu trus balek kg.

mungkin japg akan mengalami pengalaman di VE!!!

amek kesemptan ni utk mintak maaf pd smue.
sbb tak tahu ape yg akan jd lepas ni kan...
sesungguhnye yg baik dtg dari ALLAH...
yg buruk dtg dari kejahilan diri ini.

-LYA-

++ tGi FriDaY ++

bile agaknye ye?
will he be february bb or march bb?

yes.
dah friday!
my last working day before starting my maternity leave!
arini kene g upm,
jupe language instructors yg akan take over my classes.
hope tade masalah da pehni.
pening haku.

this morning around 4am,
mcm biase la.
terjage tuk ke toilet.
lepas tu mcm tak bley tdo balek.
sbb rase saket mcm period pain tuh.
tade la saket byk sgt.
tp agak disturbing la sbb lepas kawen da tak penah kene peod kan.
hiks.

then pg ni kul 8 bangun nak siapkan bekfes z.
masuk toilet nak tencing lg.
pehtu mcm terperasan ade lendir darah.
was it bloody show??
aku tak tahu.
sbb kat panty tade.
lari cek atas katil pon tade pape.

hmmm...hmmm....
da terkonpius sorg-sorg.
malas nak pk lagi.
tp td da btau z.
die pesan ape-ape mesti lekas kol.
n pesan byk-byk kali hp mesti kat tgn.

skang ni period pain tu ade sket-sket lg.
tp konpius la.
ni signs of labour ke ape kan.
da la 1st time.
malas nak cakap kat family.
kang dorg kelam kabut.
so aku nak tggu lg.
kalu betol-betol saket,
baru bley buat pengumuman tergempar.
btw,mlm ni da nak balek kg da pon.
tengah nak kemas umah,
packing barang...
nak tinggalkan rumah n suami lame ni...
huuu...sedey.
semalam b4 tdo pon dok berpelukkan kuat-kuat.
emo la kan.ape lg!

maternity album da dapat!
nnti kalu sempat nak upload piccas yg len.
:)

p dot s:
smlm tgok gambar z mase zaman mrsm yg kwn die tag kat fb.
kami dok gelak-gelak.
kalu z tgok gambar aku 7tahun lepas lagi besar kot die gelak!

++ it's TueSDaY! ++

happy tuesday!
i had finished almost 70% of my work.
alhamdulillah.
baru ade peace in mind!

today i went for last checkup dgn doc kat cni.
d actual appointment is on friday.
but since yesterday,bb did not really move.
aku n z adelah sgt risau.
tp bile tggu turn kat klinik td,
terus bb lompat-lompat!
adui...kuat nyakat nye bb neh.
this was d 2nd time jd camneh.
i told z how naughty d bb is.
exactly like him!
sbb suke sakat aku jugak.

my friend who was warded on sunday,
da selamat melahirkan bb gurl pg td...
wow.sonotnye!
bile my turn eh!!!!
excited.tp anxious at d same time!

++ ..... ++

a friend of mine whose due date is on 9/3
was warded yesterday morning.
n suddenly i had a rush of adrenalin to finish loads of work!
i'm quite worried if i'm not able to finish them.
n i slept with a lot of thinking abt work,
n woke up this morning restless.
:(

blood pressure, plz don't shoot up.
that will be the least thing wanted right now.

my last working monday.
dragging my feet to work......

++ CheCk uP ++

hi!
did my check up yesterday.
alhamdulillah, bb is still growing.
:D
he weighs around 3.1kg this week!
since the weight is plus minus by 300gm,
so he is approximately 2.8kg-3.4kg.
bp is ok.
position is ok.
alhamdulillah,everything seems ok.

when doc scanned d bb,
she made a statement that made my heart stopped beating.
she said that bb's head is right in the channel.
n i just need to wait for d contractions.
obviously i'm going to deliver anytime soon.
but again, Allah knows better!

i have 1more of working week.
there r tones of work that need to be settled
before i leave.
to be honest,
since i was in UPM,
i have never been this committed!
(--")

Allah, U knows the best for us.
may everything is ok for us.
amin.

happy weekend peeps!
i'm going out with my bestie.
i think d last outing without d bb's stroller!
^___^

p dot s::
1 good fren broke a news that she's pregnant too!
congrats n welcome to d club!!! :)

++ RiSaU. CuaK. ++

this week will be my 37th week.
maseh dlm mode berjage-jage.
tande-tande mcm tade sgt.
selain dari bb mengeras,
adelah rase mild period pain.
tp tak membimbangkan sgt la.

yg dicuak kan adelah kalau-kalau tak sempat siapkan keje.
ehee.
tetibe jd begitu committed terhadap keje kan.
bukan ape.
bile aku tade,
i need to hand over my classes to another lecturer.
aku tamo la nanti die kate aku tak habeskan syllabus,
or tak siapkan marks budak n etc.
reputation kene mantain beb.

pehtu cuak jugak sbb takut tak sempat nak makan-makan.
skang neh asik teringin nak makan macam-macam.
yela.nanti nak pantang kan.
so sabtu ni nak ajak my besties makan meatballs kat ikea.
*gulp*
[telan liur da]

rase cuak juge timbul bile packing bags last weekend.
selain hospital bag, bb bag, aku jugak packing baju-baju lepas confinement.
yela.nanti lame nak dok kg kan.
kutip-kutip jeans n mng tops.
pehtu bile acu kat badan,
tergantung kat perot!
T_____T
apekah?
aku baru naek around 12kgs!
n aku yakin senang nak turun berat tu nanti!
rindu gile nak bergaya!

cuak ke3 sbb tgok z cuak.
haish.
nampak cam cool je, tapi...
semalam saje la cakap,
"abg,standby tau malam ni..."
pehtu trus die pandang aku n cakap "eh!jangan!"
aku tanye la nape....
die bley jawab "abg cuak la yang!"
hehehe.
pagi td ngadu tak sehat badan.
die trus ajak g clinic.
tp aku ade classes nak kene attend.
so nanti jela pegi.
ptg sket die msg tanye aku ok ke x.
aku cakap la mcm ade mild period pain.
die da suh call doc da...
hehehe.
tak tahu la mcmane rupenye z dlm labour room nanti!
mak cakap mase abah temankan mak,
dgn abah sekali sebuk meneran!
(--")

tak sabar da nak tgok bb.
tp kalu boleh biarla on schedule.
byk lg tak settle-settle neh.
tp kalu bb nak kuar jugak,
mummy n dd terime ngan ati terbuke!!!

++ tQ ++

thank you to....

• friends yg keep on calling and texting me asking abt my emotional status recently.
• friends yg sudi take me out. fetched me from my apartment n sent me back. puncak alam-seri kembangan-shah alam-damansara-seri kembangan-puncak alam. jauh tu. tenkiu...isk. terharu.
• friends yg offer tuk belikan hadiah for my bb. thanks babes~ :)
• friends yg mahu hang out with me n my tummy.
• families yg keep on calling n texting to check my condition like every few hours. :)
• husband yg belikan makanan, served right in front of me with d drinks. buying food stock, washing the dishes and run the house chores for me.[not to forget d sweet lavender on top of d tv.haihhh.comel sgt kot.smpai terpakse senyum n nanges at d same time]

thank you.

.i love you.

p dot s: salam maulidur rasul :)

++ JaDeD ++

tiring weekend!
penatnye.
esok keje.
2kali isnin je lg.
pehtu nak rest.
:)

++ CouNTing DaYs...StiLL ++

huhu...
mcm tak sabo sgt je rupenye kan.
aduyai...
mmg tak sabar pon.
masalahnye bukan pasal bb.
tp pasal keje.
teaching 6 different faculties mmg sgt penat!
i need to rush from 1 class to another.
jln laju-laju je saket bawah.
kdg-kdg rase mcm penguin je.
T___T

ohye.
last week kan balek kg.
sempat ke penang.
:D
alhamdulillah dapat satisfied kan sume
keinginan makanan penang!
cume tak sempat jalan di tepi laut sbb da lewat.

n kakak z aka kakak iparku pon da kawen.
sempat borak ngan mak andamnye ~ kak zie.
byk la petua die bg tuk org ngandung cam aku neh.
salah 1nye ialah aku da bley start minum minyak kelapa dara.
die kate utk melancar n melincirkan proses branak nnti.
so semalam aku pon g cari minyak tu.
n da telan 1/2 sudu pg ini.
masyaAllah!
terlampau sedap kot!
waaaa....
tp bile ingatkan niat nak mudahkan bersalin,
aku gagahkan jugak.
mane tahu kot bley ubat jugak constipation aku neh.

lg 1 petua die bg,
kene slalu 'bersame' suami.
tujuannye utk mudahkan bukaan.
hahaha.
ye ye.
walaupon lasenza da tak muat,
tp misi tetap diteruskan!
:p

akak tu siap cite pasal posisi sume.
hadui...malu la i!
akak ni umo 34.
tp anak da 8org!
so mmg sifu la bab-bab cenggini ye...
:)

aku jugak da ade air selusuh.
tp aku taknak minum lg.
aku nak start minum mase bukaan 8cm nti.
means mase dlm labour room la.
sbb kalu minum awal-awal,
saketnye da kuat,
tp jalan tak buka-bukak.
tu yg bahye.
ni pon dari pembacaan kat blog mummies laen la...

ohye.
ni gambar nufera minyak kelapa dara.



minyak sedap!

kot-kot ade yg nak bace pasal minyak ni,
bley klik sini.
bukan utk ibu ngandung je.
byk lagi khasiat laen yg aku pon baru tahu.(--")

p dot s: ikhtiar segala termampu asalkan tak melanggar hukum syarak.
:)

He...

HE HAS BEEN...

A great WORKER

A great SON-IN-LAW

A great SUPPORTER

A great SPORT PLAYER

A great EATER

A great SMILE

A great KARAOKE SINGER

A great BELLBOY

A great HUGGER

A great PHOTOGRAPHER

AND A great HUSBAND....

*
*
*
*
*

WILL HE BE A great FATHER?

:)

++ BreaTh iN...bReaTh ouT ++

wachaaaaa!


this week will b my 36th week.
means da cukop bulan!
anytime boley deliver...

beg-beg nak di bawe ke hospital da dok diam-diam dlm kereta.
tp mummy's stuffs ade lg yg blom complete.

setakat neh bb's stuffs da cukop.
tinggal bende besar-besar mcm stroller, car seat,almari...
yg tu lepas abes pantang la pulak.

kesihatan tak begitu baek.
was attacked by flu again.
demam sekejap aritu tp skang da sehat.
selebeynye adelah saket-saket org ngandong.
betol-betol tak larat da nak bawak diri.
i can't help from holding d bottom of my tummy when walking.
as if nak tampung berat tummy tu.
T___T

these days,
rase saket menyucuk di bahagian atas perot.
n perot sgt asik mengeras.
taktahu la normal ke ini.
nanti g checkup baru tanye doc lg.

YaAllah...
cepat lah segalanya selesai.
permudahkan lah segalanya!
amin...

++ mY Bb ++

alhamdulillah...

bb at 34th week!

did a normal checkup yesterday.

n surprise surprise.

bb is already 2.8kg!

doc said that d weight is plus minus 300gm.

so bb's actual weight is approx 2.5kg.

still have 1 month to go on.

my mum n sis said that,

their babies had never exceeded 3kg when deliver.

seems that my bb is going to weigh 3.5kg when deliver.

:D

besarnye kan!

did more shoppings for bb stuffs.

opahnye pon belikan jugak.

jd barang-barang bb mmg almost complete da!

tinggal beberape je lagi.

bulan depan plak beli.

btw,presenting my bb...

moga bb selamat keluar!

tak sabar sgt nak tiom-tiom pp dabuh die tuh!

++TeaSeR++

maternity photoshoot
date: 16th of january 2011
venue: frim kepong n studio IQmaster
photog: iQram photomaster

++ HeLLo eNeRgY ++

i'm lack of energy!
arini basuh baju bb n buat popia daging je.
tp saket belakang sgt sgt.
popia pon 40ketul je.
da makan 10!
hehe.

mase bace surah yusuf td,
serious semput sgt.
smue org mcm ni ke?
ke aku sorg je.
baru ingat nak goreng nasik utk dinner.
z kate x payah lah masak.
die bungkuskan nasik.

rasenye dlm peti ais tu tak perlu da beli ikan or sayur.
aku nak gantung sudip sebulan seblom bersalin.

++ 33rd ++

oh.cuti adelah sgt heaven.
skrg ni tiap tiap ari rase penat sgt.
jalan sket penat.
ngajar penat.
naek tangga penat.
sume sume pon penat.
:(

jd bile cuti rase lega sket!
arini ingat nak kemas sket rumah.
n basuh baju bb.
lg 2minggu nak balek kg mase CNY.
so boleh la angkut sket sket bawak balek.

semalam went thru bb checklist.
rupenye da byk jugak yg dibeli.
baju bb da ckup sgt rasenye.
tinggal nak cari baju lubang lubang je.
sbb aritu cari kat sogo tp utk newborn da abes.
yg selebeynye nak beli brg2 mandi bb,
bb grooming,
n bedding.
mak da tempah tilam.
aku ingat nak cari bantal n comforter bb kat fabulous mom nnti.
n kalu berkesempatan nak ke ikea nnti.
kena cepat!
aku risau je bb kluar awal....

bb is almost 33weeks by now.
bb da slalu sgt mengeras.
bile keras perot tu mule la rase tak bley buat pape.
huhu.
selain dari itu,
masalah mase mule mule preggy da dtg balek.
slalu rase nak muntah lepas makan.
n constipation.

ohye.
last week we went for maternity photoshoot.
yeah.finally.
itupon menumpang pre-wedd photoshoot kakak z.
hehehe.
teaser pics tade pon lg.
abg iparku bz.
nnti suh die buat album je la trus.
kiteorg tangkap kat frim kepong
n then sambung kat umah die.
buat b/ground puteh mcm kat studio.
tak tahu la outcomenye camne.
hiks.

these past few weeks involve a lot of emotional dramas.
preggie mummy no doubt is a time bomb.

++ NYaKiT ++

assalammualaikum...
selamat pagi sabtu!
hoyeh.akhirnye weekend again.
penat btol keje 4ari!

arini nak cite tentang perkembangan diri sendiri.
minggu ini adelah minggu yg ke 32.
jadi da masuk 8bulan la ye?
betol ke kire mcm ni ek.
kdg kdg aku pon da pening.
ikut je la ape yg doc cakap.
sebab beliau yg belajar medic.

perot slalu sgt gatal skang neh!
T______T
sedih tau.
kalau gatal mesti la garu kan.
org cakap kalau garu nnti jd buruk lepas bersalin nnti.
skrg mmg tade secalit stretch mark pon d perot.
tp org cakap lepas bersalin nnti berlambak.
utk prevention aku sapu krim palmer's.
tp tadela stiap malam tanpa gagal.
selalu je terlupe.

sekarang ni slalu sgt rasa senak di bawah saneeeee.
especially bile berjalan.
n juge bile nak pakai sluar.
n d toilet.
rase mcm kene pijak tau kat ctu.
org cakap sebab kepale bb da engaged.
kite punye tu bukan besar sgt kan.
so kepale bb menekan la ruang tu.
sakit!
nak kalih posisi tdo pon seksa.
sbb dctu mmg sakit...
T____T
aku rase cam bley bayangkan.
skrg pon rase sakit,
time nak deliver haruslah berjuta ganda sakit.
yelah,nak bg lepas kepale,bahu,badan, muntot bb lg....
ngeri...ngeri....

selain dari kesakitan itu,
kekerapan ke tandas is beyond imagination!
tak sangke akan sgt suke kan tandas.
@____@
mcm berpuluh puluh kali ke tandas kot.
my tummy is small.
but d bb is almost 2kg by now.
rasenye he really squeezes himself to fit in there.
siannye bb.
sabar ye cayang.
sket je lagiiii......

rase mcm bb tak sempat je tggu 11/03/11.
rase mcm kuar earlier.
:)