++ uPDatE LaJu ++

tgahari td sempat lunch kat nandos
n tapau donut jco!
masuk toilet n tgok panty liner penuh
ngan bende kaler coklat kuat.
nak kate darah bukan.
tapi mcm awal-awal o ujung peod tuh la.
nak g clinic jap g.
pehtu trus balek kg.

mungkin japg akan mengalami pengalaman di VE!!!

amek kesemptan ni utk mintak maaf pd smue.
sbb tak tahu ape yg akan jd lepas ni kan...
sesungguhnye yg baik dtg dari ALLAH...
yg buruk dtg dari kejahilan diri ini.

-LYA-

++ tGi FriDaY ++

bile agaknye ye?
will he be february bb or march bb?

yes.
dah friday!
my last working day before starting my maternity leave!
arini kene g upm,
jupe language instructors yg akan take over my classes.
hope tade masalah da pehni.
pening haku.

this morning around 4am,
mcm biase la.
terjage tuk ke toilet.
lepas tu mcm tak bley tdo balek.
sbb rase saket mcm period pain tuh.
tade la saket byk sgt.
tp agak disturbing la sbb lepas kawen da tak penah kene peod kan.
hiks.

then pg ni kul 8 bangun nak siapkan bekfes z.
masuk toilet nak tencing lg.
pehtu mcm terperasan ade lendir darah.
was it bloody show??
aku tak tahu.
sbb kat panty tade.
lari cek atas katil pon tade pape.

hmmm...hmmm....
da terkonpius sorg-sorg.
malas nak pk lagi.
tp td da btau z.
die pesan ape-ape mesti lekas kol.
n pesan byk-byk kali hp mesti kat tgn.

skang ni period pain tu ade sket-sket lg.
tp konpius la.
ni signs of labour ke ape kan.
da la 1st time.
malas nak cakap kat family.
kang dorg kelam kabut.
so aku nak tggu lg.
kalu betol-betol saket,
baru bley buat pengumuman tergempar.
btw,mlm ni da nak balek kg da pon.
tengah nak kemas umah,
packing barang...
nak tinggalkan rumah n suami lame ni...
huuu...sedey.
semalam b4 tdo pon dok berpelukkan kuat-kuat.
emo la kan.ape lg!

maternity album da dapat!
nnti kalu sempat nak upload piccas yg len.
:)

p dot s:
smlm tgok gambar z mase zaman mrsm yg kwn die tag kat fb.
kami dok gelak-gelak.
kalu z tgok gambar aku 7tahun lepas lagi besar kot die gelak!

++ it's TueSDaY! ++

happy tuesday!
i had finished almost 70% of my work.
alhamdulillah.
baru ade peace in mind!

today i went for last checkup dgn doc kat cni.
d actual appointment is on friday.
but since yesterday,bb did not really move.
aku n z adelah sgt risau.
tp bile tggu turn kat klinik td,
terus bb lompat-lompat!
adui...kuat nyakat nye bb neh.
this was d 2nd time jd camneh.
i told z how naughty d bb is.
exactly like him!
sbb suke sakat aku jugak.

my friend who was warded on sunday,
da selamat melahirkan bb gurl pg td...
wow.sonotnye!
bile my turn eh!!!!
excited.tp anxious at d same time!

++ ..... ++

a friend of mine whose due date is on 9/3
was warded yesterday morning.
n suddenly i had a rush of adrenalin to finish loads of work!
i'm quite worried if i'm not able to finish them.
n i slept with a lot of thinking abt work,
n woke up this morning restless.
:(

blood pressure, plz don't shoot up.
that will be the least thing wanted right now.

my last working monday.
dragging my feet to work......

++ CheCk uP ++

hi!
did my check up yesterday.
alhamdulillah, bb is still growing.
:D
he weighs around 3.1kg this week!
since the weight is plus minus by 300gm,
so he is approximately 2.8kg-3.4kg.
bp is ok.
position is ok.
alhamdulillah,everything seems ok.

when doc scanned d bb,
she made a statement that made my heart stopped beating.
she said that bb's head is right in the channel.
n i just need to wait for d contractions.
obviously i'm going to deliver anytime soon.
but again, Allah knows better!

i have 1more of working week.
there r tones of work that need to be settled
before i leave.
to be honest,
since i was in UPM,
i have never been this committed!
(--")

Allah, U knows the best for us.
may everything is ok for us.
amin.

happy weekend peeps!
i'm going out with my bestie.
i think d last outing without d bb's stroller!
^___^

p dot s::
1 good fren broke a news that she's pregnant too!
congrats n welcome to d club!!! :)

++ CouNTing DaYs...StiLL ++

huhu...
mcm tak sabo sgt je rupenye kan.
aduyai...
mmg tak sabar pon.
masalahnye bukan pasal bb.
tp pasal keje.
teaching 6 different faculties mmg sgt penat!
i need to rush from 1 class to another.
jln laju-laju je saket bawah.
kdg-kdg rase mcm penguin je.
T___T

ohye.
last week kan balek kg.
sempat ke penang.
:D
alhamdulillah dapat satisfied kan sume
keinginan makanan penang!
cume tak sempat jalan di tepi laut sbb da lewat.

n kakak z aka kakak iparku pon da kawen.
sempat borak ngan mak andamnye ~ kak zie.
byk la petua die bg tuk org ngandung cam aku neh.
salah 1nye ialah aku da bley start minum minyak kelapa dara.
die kate utk melancar n melincirkan proses branak nnti.
so semalam aku pon g cari minyak tu.
n da telan 1/2 sudu pg ini.
masyaAllah!
terlampau sedap kot!
waaaa....
tp bile ingatkan niat nak mudahkan bersalin,
aku gagahkan jugak.
mane tahu kot bley ubat jugak constipation aku neh.

lg 1 petua die bg,
kene slalu 'bersame' suami.
tujuannye utk mudahkan bukaan.
hahaha.
ye ye.
walaupon lasenza da tak muat,
tp misi tetap diteruskan!
:p

akak tu siap cite pasal posisi sume.
hadui...malu la i!
akak ni umo 34.
tp anak da 8org!
so mmg sifu la bab-bab cenggini ye...
:)

aku jugak da ade air selusuh.
tp aku taknak minum lg.
aku nak start minum mase bukaan 8cm nti.
means mase dlm labour room la.
sbb kalu minum awal-awal,
saketnye da kuat,
tp jalan tak buka-bukak.
tu yg bahye.
ni pon dari pembacaan kat blog mummies laen la...

ohye.
ni gambar nufera minyak kelapa dara.



minyak sedap!

kot-kot ade yg nak bace pasal minyak ni,
bley klik sini.
bukan utk ibu ngandung je.
byk lagi khasiat laen yg aku pon baru tahu.(--")

p dot s: ikhtiar segala termampu asalkan tak melanggar hukum syarak.
:)

++ BreaTh iN...bReaTh ouT ++

wachaaaaa!


this week will b my 36th week.
means da cukop bulan!
anytime boley deliver...

beg-beg nak di bawe ke hospital da dok diam-diam dlm kereta.
tp mummy's stuffs ade lg yg blom complete.

setakat neh bb's stuffs da cukop.
tinggal bende besar-besar mcm stroller, car seat,almari...
yg tu lepas abes pantang la pulak.

kesihatan tak begitu baek.
was attacked by flu again.
demam sekejap aritu tp skang da sehat.
selebeynye adelah saket-saket org ngandong.
betol-betol tak larat da nak bawak diri.
i can't help from holding d bottom of my tummy when walking.
as if nak tampung berat tummy tu.
T___T

these days,
rase saket menyucuk di bahagian atas perot.
n perot sgt asik mengeras.
taktahu la normal ke ini.
nanti g checkup baru tanye doc lg.

YaAllah...
cepat lah segalanya selesai.
permudahkan lah segalanya!
amin...

++ mY Bb ++

alhamdulillah...

bb at 34th week!

did a normal checkup yesterday.

n surprise surprise.

bb is already 2.8kg!

doc said that d weight is plus minus 300gm.

so bb's actual weight is approx 2.5kg.

still have 1 month to go on.

my mum n sis said that,

their babies had never exceeded 3kg when deliver.

seems that my bb is going to weigh 3.5kg when deliver.

:D

besarnye kan!

did more shoppings for bb stuffs.

opahnye pon belikan jugak.

jd barang-barang bb mmg almost complete da!

tinggal beberape je lagi.

bulan depan plak beli.

btw,presenting my bb...

moga bb selamat keluar!

tak sabar sgt nak tiom-tiom pp dabuh die tuh!

++ 33rd ++

oh.cuti adelah sgt heaven.
skrg ni tiap tiap ari rase penat sgt.
jalan sket penat.
ngajar penat.
naek tangga penat.
sume sume pon penat.
:(

jd bile cuti rase lega sket!
arini ingat nak kemas sket rumah.
n basuh baju bb.
lg 2minggu nak balek kg mase CNY.
so boleh la angkut sket sket bawak balek.

semalam went thru bb checklist.
rupenye da byk jugak yg dibeli.
baju bb da ckup sgt rasenye.
tinggal nak cari baju lubang lubang je.
sbb aritu cari kat sogo tp utk newborn da abes.
yg selebeynye nak beli brg2 mandi bb,
bb grooming,
n bedding.
mak da tempah tilam.
aku ingat nak cari bantal n comforter bb kat fabulous mom nnti.
n kalu berkesempatan nak ke ikea nnti.
kena cepat!
aku risau je bb kluar awal....

bb is almost 33weeks by now.
bb da slalu sgt mengeras.
bile keras perot tu mule la rase tak bley buat pape.
huhu.
selain dari itu,
masalah mase mule mule preggy da dtg balek.
slalu rase nak muntah lepas makan.
n constipation.

ohye.
last week we went for maternity photoshoot.
yeah.finally.
itupon menumpang pre-wedd photoshoot kakak z.
hehehe.
teaser pics tade pon lg.
abg iparku bz.
nnti suh die buat album je la trus.
kiteorg tangkap kat frim kepong
n then sambung kat umah die.
buat b/ground puteh mcm kat studio.
tak tahu la outcomenye camne.
hiks.

these past few weeks involve a lot of emotional dramas.
preggie mummy no doubt is a time bomb.

++ cOunTinG ++

30 weeks n 6days...
n still counting.

phew.
this week is d beginning of semester.
i got 6classes; teaching 2 courses; 6 different faculties.

compared to previous sem,
i had only 5classes.
d timetable was superb!
this sem is a lot more challenging for me.
i have 1 class starting at 8am!
i hate morning class!
previous sem, d earliest class was at 10am.
monday class was great coz i had only 1class 5pm-7pm.

my classes r from monday-thursday.
friday is reserved for meetings by the English unit.
[thru out d sem,there will b only 1@ 2 meetings only]
so basically, my working days r mon-thurs.
usually, all of us r MIA on fridays. :p
even though d schedule is quite pack,
but i have a bunch of interesting students this sem.
n i am more prepared compared to previous sem.
he.he.he.

i start teaching in 2nd meeting with d students.
n still rushing from 1class to another.
my feet r always in pain.
i'm having backache n other preggy-women-diseases.
i'm going to teach up to week 8.
then i should b ready for my bb!

hopefully i can wait until week 8.
i'm quite worried that i might deliver
earlier than d expected date.
takpela.
itu urusan Allan.
hope everything will b okay!
amin....

btw, i noe i should learn to b grateful.
keje rileks je sebenarnye.
but myb i'm already in my 3rd trimester,
i feel tired n hungry all d time.
compared to those yg keje lg penat,
i'm happy with my job!

++ Bb..Bb... ++

hye!blom terlambat tuk wish hepy new year 2011!
semoga tahun ini menjadi lebih baek dari tahun2 sebelom ini.
teringin nak review 2010.
insyaAllah ade kelapangan nak buat juge.
hee.

1/1/11 yg lepas telah buat kenduri doa selamat.
ingatkan buat kecil2an je.
tp rupenye pacak 2khemah jugak la.
btol2 lupe nak amek gambar!
alhamdulillah...
kenduri utk bb,aku n z skali la tuh.
tak lupe juge utk yong yg pregnant 3bulan.

2/1/11 balek smule ke kl.
sempat singgah sogo.
z hilang pedoman sebentar tgok sales.
beli 2sluar tp kene p tuka balek saiz!
muahahaha.
muncit da laki aku!

semalam smpai pagi td bb sgt kurang aktif.
susah ati sgt.
seblom tdo bb kick skali je bile z ngaji.
pehtu last kick pukul 6.30am bile aku bangun.
sgt la risau.
tgahri lari kejap ke klinik.
waktu tunggu turn,
baru la bb kick laju laju.
huuu..
bile scan alhamdulillah sume ok.
berat bb da 1.7kg.
scan muke,
nampak bb dok nganga2 mulut.
pehtu tbe2 bb senyum!
heee!rase nak cemolot je!

bb...bb....
namo takutkan mummy n ayah lg ye...
risau sgt sgt!

ohye.
da bukak sem.
ade 2kelas je arini.
tp rase penat btol la!
T___T

++ 30th ++

assalammualaikum...

intai ticker kat sebelah tuh...
huuu,i'm already in my 30th week of pregnancy.
i have another 10 weeks to go.
kejapnye mase berlalu.
to b honest,
i'm quite worried abt delivering process.
keep on searching experiences from other blogs,
n finally i'm freaking to death!
bile ingat nak bersalin je,
terus debar debar jantung.
lg hebat dari penangan countdown kawen!

ketakutan ni dtg dgn tetibe je.
tgah dlm toilet,
tgok tv,
tgah makan,
tgah masak.....
tetibe je akan kluar dari mulut,
"takutnye nak beranak"
z pon pelik ttbe dgr aku cakap cmtu.
hahaha.
die taktahu dlm kepale aku tade bende laen da dok pk!

Ya Allah,
permudahkan lah urusan ini!
amin.

++ GuMBiRa ++

samsung fully automatic 7.0kg washing machine da sampai!
hahahaha.
sungguh seronok.
alhamdulillah.
pehni tak perlu anto dobi kat indon bawah rumah yg sexy tuh!

stakat neh,
barang barang dalam rumah,
electrical n furniture mmg sume nye kami beli sendiri.
alhamdulillah.
dengan duet gaji yg berdekit dekit tu la rumah ni akhirnye jd rumah.
cume tv je ehsan dari mak.
nnti la kalu ade duet nak tukar LCD.
tp lambat lagi kot.......
z sebuk nak set home theater.

selain dari itu,
kalu bley aku desperately nak beli booster pump water heater.
yg tuh 500++
T___T
sem depan aku ade klas seawal 8am!
sejukkkkk.

n semalam tgok jugak aircond.
tp setakat neh bilik sejuk je wpon hanye ade kipas.
tengahari la panas sket.
ohye.maceh kpd org yg bg adiah kipas pink mase kawen!

kalu bley jugak,
aku nak cat umah!!!
tp z kate nnti dulu.
ohye.
cadar pon nak tukar.
skang pakai hush puppies belang belang rimau.
ganas kan!
z yg beli dulu.
hahahah.
haih.
mcm mcm rase nak beli kan.
tp kene la slow slow.

oklah.
buat mase neh berangan la dulu.
kena focus semula kpd bb!

++ x SoNoK ++

sekadar hiasan.jgn g print n potong wat g shopping plak!

pagi senin yg tak best.
cek cimbclicks n yadaa yadaa!
gaji da masuk.
part tu best la.
dlm 30 saat je best!
then after buat few clicks,
terus tak best!
gaji da tinggal separuh after tolak hutang piutang.

haih.
da keje mmg byk commitment!
ade 1 pepatah melayu tu...
"besar periuk nasik,tebal la jugak kerak nye"
heee.camtu la lebey kurang kot.
maksudnye lagi besar gaji,
lagi besar la tanggungannye!
n i juz couldnt agree more.
d more u earn,
d more u spend.

malam ni ingat nak beli washing machine.
ye ye.
baru nak beli.
b4 this anta dobi je.
anak anak sotong jantan betina je yg dibasuh tangan.
tp lately aku da tak larat nak bongkok memberus.
baru 2kali mintak z tlg.
pehtu pakcik tu cakap jom beli washing machine.
he.mcm ngandong je.
anta dobi best la.
baju wongi je.
da siap lipat plak tuh!
pehni more work load for me!
huhu.

kepade yg mungkin membace blog aku.
kalu masih belajar,
belajar leklok k!
cari keje best best n gaji besau!
mesti gaji 2.5k++ tau!
baru bley idop.
tp tu pon cukup cukup jela.
kepade yg nak kawen,
cari yg berkerjaya stabil.
gaji pon biar stabil!
duet tu penting!
sape kate tak penting???
cinta je tak cukop nak kenyangkan perot!
hiks.

kepade yg da kawen.
[aku le tu]
kawal nafsu shopping tuh!
mula mula hidop pastinye susah camneh!
insyaAllah ade rezki anak.
tak kesah la,
ujung bulan bley pow sket duet z.
elaun die banyak bulan neh!
hahahaha.

oklah.
sekian di pagi senin yg tak best.

p dot s.
aku masuk office kul 8arini!
awalnyeeee!

++ 10.12.10 ++

alhamdulillah...

sudah 6bulan menjadi isteri!
6bulan ngandong jugak.
mcm tak caye.hiks.

smlm ingat nak wish kat z.
masuk tdo pukul 11 lebey.
dok sembang, gelak, geletek,jerit....
langsung tetido!
hahaha.
cmtu la slalunye.
org sebelah mesti pelik
apehal la jiran die suke jerit mintak tolong malam malam!
(--")

ucapan utk ulang bulan ke6 ialah...
sy sgt hepy jd isteri z.
n bakal melahirkan zuriat z.
n berharap kebahagiaan ini berkekalan.
amin.

p dot s.
petang ni balek kg!yeayea!rindu!!!

++ SaLaM MaaL HiJRaH ++

salam maal hijrah utk sume.
semoga tahun baru ini membawa perubahan ke arah kebaikan dalam hidup kita semua.
insyaAllah.
sila tgok ticker baru di sebelah kanan.
countdown sudah kurang dari 100 hari rupanya.
perasaan utk deliver adalah sgt takut!
asik baca pengalaman ex-mummy to be.

Ya Allah,
Engkau permudahkanlah segalanya...
amin.

++ SuLk ++

assalammualaikum....
:)

smlm ke pwtc tgok pameran keta.
masyaAllah..penatnye rase.
yg sonok z sorg jela kot.
rancak je snap snap gambo model sexy!
huhhh!!!

sebenarnye aku awal awal lagi da merajuk.
sbb mase kuar umah tu,
tetibe z cakap tak dapat nak beli stroller dulu.
sedey gile ok!
aku kan mummy yg emo.
so sepanjang kat pwtc mmg aku sulked.
tanak amek gambo langsung.
n langsung tak enjoy.

ingatkan kot tak dapat beli stroller,
tp dapat la survey survey.
tp sampai pwtc pon da kul 6.
pusing himpit penyek dlm tu plg kurang 2jam.
jupe jali n g makan...
so mmg da lewat.
*hujan dalam hati*

terpakse la survey kat tenet je!
hiks.
stroller nih ade mcm mcm jenis.
mcm mcm jename.
tp aku n z mmg tak mampu la nak beli yg lebey 400!
x berduet.. :(
lgpon byk lg mende nak beli neh...
sumenye mahal mahal!

top 3 stroller yg aku suke adelah ini.

1.

S300A SCR5 Stroller: Sweet Cherry

on9 price : RM 414 [ade blogger cakap during jusco sale can get below 400]
net weight: 8kg

2.

C922A Cosmo Stroller: Sweet Cherry

on9 price: RM359
net weight: 9.6kg

3.

S301 SCR6 Stroller: Sweet Cherry

on9 price: RM399
net weight: 8.4kg

dari 3-3 neh, aku suke yg ke3!
sbb design die very tasty!
aku suke yg 3 wheeler sbb nampak smart.

tapi menurut review mummy ini,
yg 1st tuh tak bulky bile dilipat.
yg 2nd n 3rd aku tak pasti.
tuh sbb nak kena survey dulu before beli.

oklah.
itu saje setakat ini.
btw,my sis n her family are coming today.
yeay!rindu kat nephews 2org tuh.
my sis pon preggy jugak.
dorang dtg kl sbb beli kete toyata caldina...
jelesnye.
>_<

assalammualaikum!

++ hMMm ++

org cakap kalu saket tak baek merungut kan.
sbb tu pon sebahagian dari rezeki Allah...

tapi alahai....
tak tahannye dgn selesema ni...
semalam terjaga kul 4am-6am ~ tak bley tido.
hidong tersumbat.
pegi hembus byk kali tapi sket je klua.
bile baring,susah nak napas!
amek vicks letak kat idong tp tak bau pape!
oh,da ilang deria bau kah.
tdo dgn kepala lebey tinggi.
pon x jalan!

last last terkebil kebil la berjage sorang.
takkan nak kacau incik z kan!
usik2 kepale die dalam pukul 6 baru tertido!
n pagi neh menghembus idong tak henti henti.
byk gile hingus.
tak paham mane dtg hingus setiap 10minit.
korg tau x dari mane die dtg???
merah da idong asik menghembus!
bb ok ke syg?

ohye.
smlm da g checkup.
kene cucuk tetanus.
cakit wooo!
lenguh gile badan kiri.
seb baek z pinjamkan tangan utk urut urut badan!
owh!
bb da seberat 880gm di usia 6bulan!
mummy naek 3kg lg.
jadi la,dari tak naek...
perot aku mmg tecik sgt utk 6months pregnant.
tp doc cakap bb's development is totally normal n on schedule.
so alhamdulillah.
tu yg pentinG!

lepas g checkup,kiteorg g MAHA.
rugi la tak g kan...
dekat sgt dgn umah.
ramai org.
masuk2 je da nampak nangka besar sgt!!!!
aku adelah jakun kat ctu.
n tgok binatang binatang ternakan yg laen.
n3 MAHA kita buat lain kali ye.
sbb z tertinggal hp kat umah abg die.
jd tak dpt la nak upload gambar.
hiks.

oklah.
nak sambung hembus idong n makan yogurt mango.

ni gambar ari ahad.saje nak tepek jugak!

sy kelihatan seperti anak dara kan!(- -")

++ HeLLo DeCeMBeR ++

1st of december!
we are already at d end of year 2010.
i still remember that last year by this month,
i was busy preparing for my wedding.

december 2010 means that it has been 6months i've become a wife.
6 months of experiences,
i know i have nothing much to share
compared to 6 years or 16 years married wife.
but still i can brag here n there among my friends. ;p

maybe there's something to share.
n i'll post later.

i want to do maternity photoshoot!
i've been secretly discussing this with my brother in law
[he's a photographer]
n try to bargain to a good price.
then i'll need to persuade z!
he's not really into d idea.
but i really really want to do!
skali seumo idup je pon ngandung anak sulong kan!

today we r going for my medical checkup.
kali ni kene cucuk tetanus n akan dapat blood test results.
then nak g MAHA!
eksesais kaki...
:)

++ Saket. sRooTtt..sRooTTT...++

after 4days of suffering sore throat,

i think i have fever today.

my nose is blocked.

n slight headache.

d last time i got fever was like 5months ago.

but that was totally different story.

mase tuh ade ustaz cakap aku terkena buatan org.

he.

aku ni mmg lemah sket n senang bende2 nak masuk2.

blocked nose makes me hard to breath.

pity d bb inside.

i’m wondering if my condition somehow might affect him.

insyaAllah this wednesday will b going for regular checkup.

i miss my bb soooo much

n cant wait to know his development!

n teringin nak makan megi.

camneh nehhhh...!

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