++ .... ++

tak tahu kenape...
tapi mendengarkan berita itu,
hati aku turut bersedih...
mataku turut mengalirkan airmata...

ternyata,
wpon kita x pernah berbaik,
namun Allah membuka hati ku dgn musibah yg menimpa dirimu.

takziah dari aku dan Z.
bertabahlah.

++ FRiDaY BLeSsiNg ++

alhamdulillah.
when z texted me this morning,
he broke 1 unexpected, good news.

he got an increment on his salary coz d his boss said that he is so hardworking.
hehe.
d increment is almost 10% from his salary.

alhamdulillah.

Allah answers our prayers.
with 2good news in a week,
i hope there's another fortune coming next week.
insyaAllah.

He...

HE HAS BEEN...

A great WORKER

A great SON-IN-LAW

A great SUPPORTER

A great SPORT PLAYER

A great EATER

A great SMILE

A great KARAOKE SINGER

A great BELLBOY

A great HUGGER

A great PHOTOGRAPHER

AND A great HUSBAND....

*
*
*
*
*

WILL HE BE A great FATHER?

:)

++ uNTuK Dia yG SaTu ++

selamat ari lahir yg ke 24!

semoga beroleh rezeki yg melimpah ruah...

diberikan kebahagiaan hati yg hakiki...

dikurniakan kesihatan yg baek...

dan kesabaran yg utuh dlm menempuh dugaan duniawi...

sekejap je mase berlalu,

n now we r celebrating d besday as hubby n wifey.

i love u still...

d love becomes deeper n stronger.

n i'm sure our baby is d most luckiest to have u as a father!

alhamdulillah...

thanks for being a _____ hubby for me.

[fill in d blank =p]

i love u abg.

i will always do, insyaAllah...

i want us to b like this always.

look thru my heart n u'll c blooming luv

each n every time u hug n kiss me.

happy birthday zakril syafrani!

++ uS ++

love lies.
it never blossoms all d tyms.
most of d tym u need to get thru
d bumping n winding route.

ppl change n dats including my beloved fiancee.
since he started working,
he changed a lot.
n he changes even more now.
do i change too?
or should i change?

i dunno.
some frens keep on telling me
dat i shuld see things from d bright side.
but i cant be dat +ve all d tyms.
i guess when money comes in,
d attention moves out.

he's been soooo bz working day n nite.
n i mean it.
day n nite.
sumtimes he worked from 8am-8am.
24hrs or more.

he doesnt have d tym to pampered me as he used to.
no more "no-purpose" sms.
no more telling stories.
no more babbling stuffs dat we do daily.
no more sweet bubble talks.
no more flirty-dirty talk.
aha.kiddo.

i miss him.
i miss him a lot.
i miss him.d old him.

he used to be so funny.
he used to crack stupid jokes.
he used to annoy me with millions ways.

n now i'm annoyed by his work.
n i dunt hv d heart to tell him diz.
he said he loves his job.
blurgh.

i should be more supportive.
think more abt d money he earns.
evil.

should behave more like a big girl.
n big girl doesnt cry.
she just cries silently in her heart.

i love u syg.
despite d rambling writing here.
i hope u noe dat.

++ a LiL cOnfeSsioN ++

sepeti da janji.
aku nak explain ttg 2 perkare.

1st ttg layout n 2nd ttg n3 ini.

layout::
yep.aku da tak pakai layout lame.
tp bukan la ats ape ape sbb spesifik.
aku suke layout yg zaza buat tu.
almost a year pakai.
cume it's a classic template.
classic template byk kelemahannye.
huhu.
so tukar layout biase.
bile pakai layout baru,
terase bersemangat balek utk menulis.
hahaha.
mungkin sbb bende tgah fresh.
idea pon jd fresh.

ttg n3 sdey::
ye.n3 itu mmg ditaip saat aku sgt sgt sgt sedey.
i dunno bout u.
but to get married,
there r tons of things cracking up in ur head.
sumtimes partner juge berubah sikap...
n i was like tamo kawen.
bukan sbb ade org ke3 dari mane mane pihak.
no no.
tp as i said ~ attitude.
attitude both of us.
so when i texted z to tell him dat i'm going to buy hantran stuffs,
he said "alhamdulillah cyg nak kawen dgn abg!"
dear...
actly,i cant imagine d future without u.

so b2b out there...
atau maybe yg sdg bercinta,
things like diz happen.
b strong.
bile aku lemah, z penguatnye.
n alhamdulillah,
aku tak terbawa bawa dgn hasutan setan je...
tips: ingat saat saat indah!

notakaki: mase cakap tamo kawen ngan z, aku siap terpikir,ade ke org nak kat aku???hahahaha...

...........

aku sudah penat menanges.
sudah penat mengalah.
sudah penat menanti.
skrang adelah waktu bertawakal.
moga Allah beri petunjuk.
amin.

++ hmmm ++

z gave me a call a few minutes b4...
breaking a news dat break my heart....
hmmm...
i noe dat we r going to go thru diz thing...
but i never thought dat it would be diz soon...

hmmm...
it's not final yet.
i hope we will get a new news.

plz.
plz dont leave me.again.

++neW yeaR ++

huh.
penah tak korg tuleh n3 panjang panjang,
buh gambo bagai,
tp last last bile post,
jd mcm kat bawah neh?
bengang okeh.
ilang mood aku nak berkarya.
nnti nnti la aku sambung stori mori okeh.

aku nak siap siap.
mau g dating ngan incik z.
die da dapat gaji.
heheh.

esok aku keje.
sobs.
so nak wish in advanced,

*heppy new year*

welcome 2010!
no spesific resolutions since i noe dat i wont fulfill any of them.
just lots n lots of prayers n hope dat diz 2010 will bring me
a lot n a lot of happiness...
n insyaAllah...
i'm going to become some1's wifey in mid year!
*pray hard*

got so many stories to share wif.
tggu wiken nnti baru senang sket [kot].

to all readers;
heppy new year!

++ ThanK U ++

hooray!
we have been engaged for 9 months!
hiks.
kalu ade anak da pandai merangkak kot.
it's been a very looooooong n tiring journey.
da bape juta kali aku bergaduh,merajuk n mintak putus ngan pakcik neh.
n there he is.
standing still n hold on very tight to me.
he still keeps his promise to look after me n never ever let me go.
thank u.

so this appreciation is for him...

thanks for always at my side.
i noe i'm being too much most of d tyms.
but u r still here.
thanks for ur patience n love.

thanks for endless sarcatism, critics, crazy pranks n all.
u noe u hurt ur oversensitive partner
but it seems dat u cant stop those things.
n i guess i'm d one who needs to endure those for d rest of mylife.
ces.

thanks for d jokes n funny stories
dat u will alwiz share wif me...
i love d moment dat both of us will laugh so hard
that i feel like my waist is twisting
n we both will be gasping for air.
n eventho i alwiz feel embarass
when we both laugh like crazy in public,
but those memories carved in my heart.

thanks for putting my name
on d top list of ur priority...
i am truly honoured.

thanks for making me cry in my late nights...
eventho it has ended,
but u have taught me something.

thanks for being so hard on me sometimes.
i hated when u kept on commenting on d way i dressed up.
but u have made me a better person.
[no more baby t or short sleeve]
tsk!

thanks for spending tym to go on a date wif me.
eventho later on u will keep on making phone calls
to ur workers to check things up.
but there u r...
will alwiz try to fulfill my wishes.

there will b so many thanks to give away to diz 1 person.
so let me juz wrap it in 1 final saying,

thank u zakril syafrani
for...


juz being u.






.i love u.
*blush*

++ sELamaT ++

selamat ari jadi
to my beloved fiancee!
sori lambat publish n3...
almaklumlah...
skang da tade wireless...
x mcm mase kat umah...

may Allah fulfill d coming year
wif lots n lots of luv...
lots n lots of prosperous...
lots n lots of fulfilled dreams...
n may Allah bless both of us
n our families...

u noe i love u sooo much...
n never doubt about it...
=)

p/s: cant wait 4 tomorrow!

++ ConGratuLatIon n cELeBraTion ++

mR Z skang berade tak jauh dari aku…

tp die sedang bekerja.

he.

So tak dpt nak dating2 sgt!

Td die msg btau 2 brite gembira.

1^st::

Jeng2…

Alhamdulillah…

Die dapat keje da…

N mybe start on july nnti…

Wah…jd engineer da u!

2^nd::

Results tesis die da kua…

N Alhamdulillah…

Die dapat A…

Waaaa….

Aku sndiri dlm debaran tggu results mlm neh!

Papepon..

Tahniah abg!

Syg jeles heppy for u!

Notakaki::kena pose nazar seari la….

++ BoDoHoDoH ++

AMARAN::

entry ini mungkin akan mengandungi sedikit elemen2 ganas.
jd pade yg tak tahan keganasan,
sile jgn teruskan pembacaan anda....

okeh.
aku juz nak sound sum1...
before ngate org,
amek cermin
n tgok diri sendiri betul2 dulu...
cantik ke?

hahaha...
jgn mengate org sesuke ati ye...
tak baik...
awk tu pon bukan bagus sgt...
idong besar serombong kapal.
gigi turun naik mcm akar pokok bakau.
[dats y every pic pon tamo senyum nmpak gg]
hahahahaha...
so,
plz laaaa....
jgn la mengate org.

LYA!!!! tak baik mengate org la!!!!

oppps!maaf...
hahaha...
aku bukan mengate.
tp menyatakan hakikat kebenaran.
sebenarnye aku pon tak suke nak mengate.
tp aku rase terpanggil tuk membela org2 yg aku sayang.

aku mtk maaf pade yg terase...
aku pon byk kekurangan n kelemahan...
aku mengate td pd sum1 sahaja...
yg len jgn terase plak...
sbb al maklumlah...
blog aku ni slalu buat org terase.
padehal bukan mengate die pon...

okeh???
pEaCe!