++ oLe oLe ++

yehuuu!
mesia menang piala aff!
heee...
eksaited btoi tgok bola td...
berdebar-debar jantung n ngilu-ngilu da perot!
rasenye tak sesuai sgt la untuk tontonan ibu preggy.

insyaAllah nak balek kg this wiken.
ari sabtu mak nak buat kenduri sempena
perot yg sudah boyot hampir 7bulan.

kalu berkesempatan,
jumaat tu singgah terus kat pantai puteri
utk buat checkup.
yelah,aritu baru buat skali je kat ctu.
kalu bley nak biar doc belek-belek lg perot neh.

oh ye.
welcome to my humble, new looking blog.
saje ngedit-ngedit sket.
dapat jupe template xml.
so keje jd lg senang.
yg lebey nye adelah kaedah cube jaye.
:)

72 hari lagi.dup dap dup dap.

++ YoU ++

hey my bestest friend!
this post is specially dedicated for u.

i know that u r strong enuff to face this.
n believe me,
even though z n lil bb occupy my heart,
but we can alwiz make room for u!

take care buddy!

++ cLaSSiC tEMpLaTe ++

sedang gatal tangan guna balek classic template.
hasilnye adelah tak seberape.
n sgt saket ati sbb susah nak carik coding die.
huh.

masalahnye da terdelete template seblom neh.
pintar sungguh!
T___T

++ 30th ++

assalammualaikum...

intai ticker kat sebelah tuh...
huuu,i'm already in my 30th week of pregnancy.
i have another 10 weeks to go.
kejapnye mase berlalu.
to b honest,
i'm quite worried abt delivering process.
keep on searching experiences from other blogs,
n finally i'm freaking to death!
bile ingat nak bersalin je,
terus debar debar jantung.
lg hebat dari penangan countdown kawen!

ketakutan ni dtg dgn tetibe je.
tgah dlm toilet,
tgok tv,
tgah makan,
tgah masak.....
tetibe je akan kluar dari mulut,
"takutnye nak beranak"
z pon pelik ttbe dgr aku cakap cmtu.
hahaha.
die taktahu dlm kepale aku tade bende laen da dok pk!

Ya Allah,
permudahkan lah urusan ini!
amin.

++ aPa yG KaU CaRi? ++

assalammualaikum ^___^

masih dlm mood ulang bulan ke-6 perkahwinan zL,aku saje saje la nak review pasal kawen. saje nak share pengalaman yg sedangkal ni.hiks.

disclaimer: apa yg aku share dcni adalah mixture of pengalaman aku sendiri + pengalaman kawan2 + ehsan mr google. :)

since i was one of d earliest among frens yg got hitched, they love to throw questions to me. 1 of d favaourite question is, "How do we know that he is the right person?"

actually we can't tell. there's no such thing as official letter telling u that u have made d right choice. but funny enuff, u just know.:)

aku percaye jodoh itu da ditetapkan oleh Allah swt. but then, we need to make efforts to get the best one. mane ade bende datang bergolek golek kan. kalu dok umah tbe tbe laki dtg bergolek scary jugak meh!

kite slalunye dapat rase he is d one.hinggalah tiba 1-1 masa yg mane ko rase konpius. contohnye bile die buat salah sket. ingat ye kawan kawan, tade manusia yg sempurna. masing2 ade flaws yg tersendiri. jd belajarlah menerima n tolak ansur. kite pon tak purrrrrfect!

however, jika berpeluang memilih,pilihla calon suami yg terbaik...[terbaik utk kita tak bermakna terbaik tuk org laen]. criteria kat bawah ni sekadar guidelines utk sume...

♥ agama.
- mcm cliche. tp percayalah, ada agama,insyaAllah terjamin hidup.zaman skrg mmg susah nak dpt yg sempurna imannya.tp kalau dia mampu bimbing kamu ke jalan yg benar, jgn dilepaskan! kdg2 pelik.bila laki tegur suh pakai tudung,ko kate ngongkong.wahal tu la tande die syg...tanak tgok kite di azab nnti.n biarlah boleh imamkan solat.sbb byk hikmahnye solat berjemaah dgn suami tau!:)

♥ rupa / perwatakan / personaliti
- cari yg sedap mate memandang supaya tak jemu dipandang. chewah. yelah,nak idup lame ni same same. n lg skali, elok d mate kite, tak semestinye elok d mate org laen.yg penting mate n hati kite. tak kesah la ape soksek org. jgn peduli k.

- personaliti pon penting. biarlah presentable nak bawak jupe org. jgn cari yg berperangai unik.kang unik sgt pon bahye. n hindari yg panas baran.

♥ responsible
- ade rasa tanggung jawab yg tinggi. jadi suami neh byk tanggungan nye. kalau masa bercinta da nmpak ciri2 x boleh bertanggung jawab, baek la angkat kaki.

♥ capable of doing house chores
- aha!penting neh. jgn cari yg lgsung tak reti buat keje rumah.jawab nye nnti mmg sume bende pon kat bahu kite. alhamdulillah. z da biase buat keje rumah. awal2 dulu pon die yg masak.hehe. ok,bukan nak buli laki tau. tp ade keadaan tertentu yg kite memerlukan bantuan suami. waktu ni la criteria ini sgt penting!

♥ background
- keturunan asal asul pon penting. mmg la tak dpt nak selidik smpai akar umbi kan. tp cube tgok family history die ke...sbb d way a person was brought up will somehow affect his/her future. kalau die penah cite yg die penah pukul ex die ke,haaaaa....bahye tuh!

♥ family
- bile da kawen, kite akan ade 2mak, 2ayah, 2kakak, etc...carilah lelaki yg mempunyai family yg sederhana, tp penuh dgn kasih syg n kebahagiaan. penerimaan tu penting. alhamdulillah. family z senang tuk didekati. aku tade mslh nak rapat even bfore tunang dulu...

♥ faithful
- wpon da kawen, bile pompuan lawa or sexy lalu depan, for sure dorg jeling2 jgk.yg tuh mmg tak bley nak control. laki dilahirkan begitu. tp kalu sampai ade affair, mmg x boley maafkan! sbb tu penting cari laki yg faithful. kite nak kawen lame. kalu senang sgt curang, susah nak bertahan nnti. sikap neh da boley nampak mase bercinte kan.kalu die ulang2 kecurangan je, i bet u r wise enuff to know wut to do right?x perlu tunggu smpai 10 tahun kot.

♥ money / education
- mane yg penting? education tu penting. sbb dari ctu bley secure keje yg baek.mcm aku slalu bebel.duet tu penting. tade makne nye "cinta segalanya"!tp kalu ade yg boley hidup dengan cinta semata mata, takpelah. mmg betol, kdg2 rezeki ni dtg kemudian...

oklah.
my 50cents.
yg baek jd kan panduan.
yg tak baek jd kan sempadan.
:)

++ GuMBiRa ++

samsung fully automatic 7.0kg washing machine da sampai!
hahahaha.
sungguh seronok.
alhamdulillah.
pehni tak perlu anto dobi kat indon bawah rumah yg sexy tuh!

stakat neh,
barang barang dalam rumah,
electrical n furniture mmg sume nye kami beli sendiri.
alhamdulillah.
dengan duet gaji yg berdekit dekit tu la rumah ni akhirnye jd rumah.
cume tv je ehsan dari mak.
nnti la kalu ade duet nak tukar LCD.
tp lambat lagi kot.......
z sebuk nak set home theater.

selain dari itu,
kalu bley aku desperately nak beli booster pump water heater.
yg tuh 500++
T___T
sem depan aku ade klas seawal 8am!
sejukkkkk.

n semalam tgok jugak aircond.
tp setakat neh bilik sejuk je wpon hanye ade kipas.
tengahari la panas sket.
ohye.maceh kpd org yg bg adiah kipas pink mase kawen!

kalu bley jugak,
aku nak cat umah!!!
tp z kate nnti dulu.
ohye.
cadar pon nak tukar.
skang pakai hush puppies belang belang rimau.
ganas kan!
z yg beli dulu.
hahahah.
haih.
mcm mcm rase nak beli kan.
tp kene la slow slow.

oklah.
buat mase neh berangan la dulu.
kena focus semula kpd bb!

++ nGeeE ++

rase nak tumbuk je diri sendiri.
baru je post n3 pagi td,
tengahari da g berpoya poya habeskan duet.
hampeh x?

asalnye nak get new hair cut je.
almaklumlah,
sejak ngandong neh malas da nak jage rambut panjang.
so bile masuk salon tu,
cakap nak gunting je.
gunting 30.gunting + cuci 35.
haruslah aku amek cut n wash.
tgah belek2 pale aku,
hairstylist tu kate rambut aku byk gugur.
die kate tgah pale mcm da kurang rambut.
i was like aiyark?
biaq betoi kan.
setahu aku rambut aku mmg tebal.
so die bawak aku scan kulit pale.
uhuh.
ade kotoran minyak pd kulit kepale.
mcm ade flakes.tp bukan dandruff.
so die suggest wat scalp treatment.
treatment+wash+cut =88.
agak berbaloi sbb treatment saje 80.
so aku pon stuju.
lame jugak kat ctu.
bb da tendang tendang ajak mamam.
after siap sume,
wat scan lg skali.
n amazing!
flakes sume da ilang.
die kate kalu rajin bley buat scalp treatment once a month.
amek pakej 5x=300je.
ade rezki insyaAllah aku buat.
sbb rase puas ati.
rambut pon da ringan.
wangi je...
suke suke suke!

then saje masuk sasa.
asalnye nak tanye psl japan bb drink tu je.
tp terkabur mate ngan makeup stuffs.
n terbeli makeup base cyber colors.
salesgurl tu la...
baek sgt melayan aku.
aku mmg tak bley.
T___T
aku pakai mac b4 this.
tp tah nape kulit aku mcm da immune ngan mac.
bile try test cybercolors[cc] td,
rase cam best plak.
hampir terbeli suisse lip scrub n lipstick cc,
tp tak jadi.
tp rase mcm akan g beli plak esok.
susahnye rumah depan jj!

botanical smoothing hydro-base.best gile.
rm 79.90

gemstone aqua-base pudding foundation spf20PA++.best gile gak.
rm89.90

gemstone compact spf40 PA++.juge best!
rm89.90

#sume dpt less 20% rasenye.

huh.
nak abeskan duet kat brg bb plak pehni.
bad mummy betol!

++ x SoNoK ++

sekadar hiasan.jgn g print n potong wat g shopping plak!

pagi senin yg tak best.
cek cimbclicks n yadaa yadaa!
gaji da masuk.
part tu best la.
dlm 30 saat je best!
then after buat few clicks,
terus tak best!
gaji da tinggal separuh after tolak hutang piutang.

haih.
da keje mmg byk commitment!
ade 1 pepatah melayu tu...
"besar periuk nasik,tebal la jugak kerak nye"
heee.camtu la lebey kurang kot.
maksudnye lagi besar gaji,
lagi besar la tanggungannye!
n i juz couldnt agree more.
d more u earn,
d more u spend.

malam ni ingat nak beli washing machine.
ye ye.
baru nak beli.
b4 this anta dobi je.
anak anak sotong jantan betina je yg dibasuh tangan.
tp lately aku da tak larat nak bongkok memberus.
baru 2kali mintak z tlg.
pehtu pakcik tu cakap jom beli washing machine.
he.mcm ngandong je.
anta dobi best la.
baju wongi je.
da siap lipat plak tuh!
pehni more work load for me!
huhu.

kepade yg mungkin membace blog aku.
kalu masih belajar,
belajar leklok k!
cari keje best best n gaji besau!
mesti gaji 2.5k++ tau!
baru bley idop.
tp tu pon cukup cukup jela.
kepade yg nak kawen,
cari yg berkerjaya stabil.
gaji pon biar stabil!
duet tu penting!
sape kate tak penting???
cinta je tak cukop nak kenyangkan perot!
hiks.

kepade yg da kawen.
[aku le tu]
kawal nafsu shopping tuh!
mula mula hidop pastinye susah camneh!
insyaAllah ade rezki anak.
tak kesah la,
ujung bulan bley pow sket duet z.
elaun die banyak bulan neh!
hahahaha.

oklah.
sekian di pagi senin yg tak best.

p dot s.
aku masuk office kul 8arini!
awalnyeeee!

++ 28 WeeKs ++

28 weeks n still going on.
alhamdulillah.
^__^

Mummy::
mummy is gaining weight drastically.
tetibe da naek 10kg.
but since i'm thin way b4 married,
skang pon consider slim lagi.
ok tipu.
baju kebanyakannye da tak muat.
bought new top L size n balek rumah muat muat je.
- _ -"
slera makan sgt hebat.
i can eat 2slices of cake at 1 time.
kat kedai mamak order mee goreng+roti telor.
:)

kaki slalu lenguh n saket saket.
belakang pon same.
:(
skang da mule rase berat sgt badan ini.
asik cari alasan tamo masak je.
sbb tak larat sgt da....

tido tak lena sgt.
i notice that for d past 1month,
stiap kali bangun tido mesti rase mcm tak cukop tido jugak.
badan saket saket.
tapaham nape?

toilet is my favourite place!
haha.
asik nak tencing.
after 5mins tencing pon rase nak lg.

Baby::
bb is no doubt very active!
asik kicking here n there.
mummy da susah nak tdo mengiring.
bb akan kick kuat kuat n laju laju nnti.

bb da pandai komplen (--")
kalu makan lambat je,
beliau akan menendang sekuat hati tanpa henti.

DaDdY::
semakin besar tummy sy,
semakin mendalam kasih sygnye!
tiap tiap malam akan bacekan surah an-nur kat peyut.
bley diharap utk mintak tlg dgn keje keje umah.
cume z cakap da tak larat nak dukung aku sbb da berat!
:((

++ 10.12.10 ++

alhamdulillah...

sudah 6bulan menjadi isteri!
6bulan ngandong jugak.
mcm tak caye.hiks.

smlm ingat nak wish kat z.
masuk tdo pukul 11 lebey.
dok sembang, gelak, geletek,jerit....
langsung tetido!
hahaha.
cmtu la slalunye.
org sebelah mesti pelik
apehal la jiran die suke jerit mintak tolong malam malam!
(--")

ucapan utk ulang bulan ke6 ialah...
sy sgt hepy jd isteri z.
n bakal melahirkan zuriat z.
n berharap kebahagiaan ini berkekalan.
amin.

p dot s.
petang ni balek kg!yeayea!rindu!!!

++ SaLaM MaaL HiJRaH ++

salam maal hijrah utk sume.
semoga tahun baru ini membawa perubahan ke arah kebaikan dalam hidup kita semua.
insyaAllah.
sila tgok ticker baru di sebelah kanan.
countdown sudah kurang dari 100 hari rupanya.
perasaan utk deliver adalah sgt takut!
asik baca pengalaman ex-mummy to be.

Ya Allah,
Engkau permudahkanlah segalanya...
amin.

++ SuLk ++

assalammualaikum....
:)

smlm ke pwtc tgok pameran keta.
masyaAllah..penatnye rase.
yg sonok z sorg jela kot.
rancak je snap snap gambo model sexy!
huhhh!!!

sebenarnye aku awal awal lagi da merajuk.
sbb mase kuar umah tu,
tetibe z cakap tak dapat nak beli stroller dulu.
sedey gile ok!
aku kan mummy yg emo.
so sepanjang kat pwtc mmg aku sulked.
tanak amek gambo langsung.
n langsung tak enjoy.

ingatkan kot tak dapat beli stroller,
tp dapat la survey survey.
tp sampai pwtc pon da kul 6.
pusing himpit penyek dlm tu plg kurang 2jam.
jupe jali n g makan...
so mmg da lewat.
*hujan dalam hati*

terpakse la survey kat tenet je!
hiks.
stroller nih ade mcm mcm jenis.
mcm mcm jename.
tp aku n z mmg tak mampu la nak beli yg lebey 400!
x berduet.. :(
lgpon byk lg mende nak beli neh...
sumenye mahal mahal!

top 3 stroller yg aku suke adelah ini.

1.

S300A SCR5 Stroller: Sweet Cherry

on9 price : RM 414 [ade blogger cakap during jusco sale can get below 400]
net weight: 8kg

2.

C922A Cosmo Stroller: Sweet Cherry

on9 price: RM359
net weight: 9.6kg

3.

S301 SCR6 Stroller: Sweet Cherry

on9 price: RM399
net weight: 8.4kg

dari 3-3 neh, aku suke yg ke3!
sbb design die very tasty!
aku suke yg 3 wheeler sbb nampak smart.

tapi menurut review mummy ini,
yg 1st tuh tak bulky bile dilipat.
yg 2nd n 3rd aku tak pasti.
tuh sbb nak kena survey dulu before beli.

oklah.
itu saje setakat ini.
btw,my sis n her family are coming today.
yeay!rindu kat nephews 2org tuh.
my sis pon preggy jugak.
dorang dtg kl sbb beli kete toyata caldina...
jelesnye.
>_<

assalammualaikum!

++ ShOPaHoLic MummY ++

yesterday i went out with my gades.

saje spend mase since ade rezki.
we went to d mines.
watching rapunzel, eating pizza n cakes at secret recipe.

i splurged on maternity outfits ~
which i regretted so much d minute i paid for them.
n to make myself feel better,
i bought another two rompers for d bb!
super duper cute.
oh gosh.i cant stop buying rompers!!!z is not working today.
maybe we r going to auto show at pwtc.
n then we r going to buy stroller for d bb.
really need to buy bb stuffs
before i keep on splurging money on mummy's items!

oh,i really love this wardrobe.
z n i r thinking of customizing this wardrobe from 1 furniture shop nearby.
but then we'll see the cost.
if it is too expensive,
maybe we r going to buy something cheaper from ikea.

delicious rite!


btw, happy sunday!
lots of luv!

++ MaGiCaL JourNeY ++

assalammualaikum ^__^

pregnancy is like a magical journey for every mum.
treasuring n experiencing d differences each day are d best things ever!

mase nak kawen dulu sgt bz buat checklists for everything.
i think i should do some checklist for bb also.

actly, i just copy paste this checklist from another expecting mother.
cause u know...
this is my 1st experience and i don't really know what to buy n their quantities.

here is the list.
i've started buying some bb's outfits n bottles.
so the list is still long way to be fulfilled.

Baby Gear
Baby Tees SL (8)
Baby Tees LS (6)
Romper (2) - checked n dah terbeli sgt byk rompers sbb super cute!
Baby Pant - Short (8)
Baby Pant - Long (6)-
Booties (5) - dah beli 2
Mittens (5) - dah beli 2
Baby Bip (2) - dah beli 1.bila bb dh pandai main air liur
Baby Handkerchief (3)
Barut (10)
Topi-

Diapering
Fabric Nappy (1 pack- 1 dozen)
Disposable Diapers (1 pack - 24pieces)
Diaper Wipes (2 packs)
Changing Mat
Diaper Rash Cream
Baby Detergent for Washing

Baby Care & Grooming
Baby Powder
Baby Lotion-
Baby Oil-
Tissue-yes
Hair Brush-
Cotton Bud
Nail Clipper
Nasal Aspirator-
Thermometer
Minyak Telon-

Nursering
Blanket-
Bedding Set
Kelambu
Bakul Baby (Simpan Baby Gear) - kat ikea ade bakul nyomei


Feeding
Bottle S (2) - dah beli brand tupperware
Puting Botol Susu (2)
Bottle Brush-
Sterilising Tablet-

Bathing
Hooded Towel
Towel-
Bath Tub-
Shampoo-
Body Shampoo-

Travelling
Bag Baby-
Baby Warmer for Bottle
Milk Casing tingkat2

Confinement (Mummy)
Jamu- thinking of amway
Socks-
Blouses-
Panties
Bra-
Towel- no need to buy
Bengkung- dah ada dalam amway set
Pad-

Hospital Checklist
Blouses (5)-
Socks (2)-
Kain Batik (3)-
Panties (5)-
Bra (2)-
Towel-
Pad (6)-
Face Towel-
Disposable Baby Diapers (6)-
Toothbrush-yes
Air Selusuh
Minyak Angin-
Plastic Bags-
Nursing Pad (4)
Sweater
Baju Baby (4)-
Minyak Telon-
Baby Wipes
Hair brush
Facial Cleanser-up to u
Mosturiser-
Slipper-
Air Zam Zam

++ hMMm ++

org cakap kalu saket tak baek merungut kan.
sbb tu pon sebahagian dari rezeki Allah...

tapi alahai....
tak tahannye dgn selesema ni...
semalam terjaga kul 4am-6am ~ tak bley tido.
hidong tersumbat.
pegi hembus byk kali tapi sket je klua.
bile baring,susah nak napas!
amek vicks letak kat idong tp tak bau pape!
oh,da ilang deria bau kah.
tdo dgn kepala lebey tinggi.
pon x jalan!

last last terkebil kebil la berjage sorang.
takkan nak kacau incik z kan!
usik2 kepale die dalam pukul 6 baru tertido!
n pagi neh menghembus idong tak henti henti.
byk gile hingus.
tak paham mane dtg hingus setiap 10minit.
korg tau x dari mane die dtg???
merah da idong asik menghembus!
bb ok ke syg?

ohye.
smlm da g checkup.
kene cucuk tetanus.
cakit wooo!
lenguh gile badan kiri.
seb baek z pinjamkan tangan utk urut urut badan!
owh!
bb da seberat 880gm di usia 6bulan!
mummy naek 3kg lg.
jadi la,dari tak naek...
perot aku mmg tecik sgt utk 6months pregnant.
tp doc cakap bb's development is totally normal n on schedule.
so alhamdulillah.
tu yg pentinG!

lepas g checkup,kiteorg g MAHA.
rugi la tak g kan...
dekat sgt dgn umah.
ramai org.
masuk2 je da nampak nangka besar sgt!!!!
aku adelah jakun kat ctu.
n tgok binatang binatang ternakan yg laen.
n3 MAHA kita buat lain kali ye.
sbb z tertinggal hp kat umah abg die.
jd tak dpt la nak upload gambar.
hiks.

oklah.
nak sambung hembus idong n makan yogurt mango.

ni gambar ari ahad.saje nak tepek jugak!

sy kelihatan seperti anak dara kan!(- -")

++ BesT kE ?? ++

sejak da kawen,
org slalu tanye...

"best ke da kawen?"
"mesti best kan da kawen?"
"ape perasaan da kawen ye?"

pada dasarnye,
perkahwinan mmg tersangat indah.
tambah tambah lg bile masih baru kawen.
tapi mase aku bz prepare nak kawen,
i never thought things beyond of marriage.
i was so busy preparing the wedding.
but not preparing myself for the marriage.
z pon same rasenye.
kami tahu nak kawen je.
hiks.

mule mule mmg manis.
jeng jeng jeng.
tapi cube la bayangkan,
mase bercinte tak sabar nak duduk same same.
bile da kawen,
ngadap muke yg same n perangai yg tak penah nmpak sblom neh....
hmmmm,
mmg 1kejutan.

byk bende kecik yg jd hal besar.
sbg contoh...
seblom kawen rase bangga kawen ngan engineer!
lepas kawen pon masih bangga...
cume seblom neh bile die stay back kat site ko tak rase pape.
tp lepas kawen,
ko menunggu kat umah,mmg rase nak meroyan!
c engineer balek keje lewat da tentu2 la penat.
mane nak prasan isteri menjeruk rase kan...
kat ctu la nnti timbul conflict.
:)

aku ni super sensitive!
jenis nak manje,nak perhatian n belaian slalu.
z penat balek keje,
terlepas pandang bende bende neh.
penyudah nye tentu la gaduh kan...

pade aku,
dari bercinte,bertunang smpai la da kawen...
komunikasi itu penting.
luahan perasaan itu penting.
kalu memendam rase,
mmg pasangan tak paham.
tapi kene pandai pilih mase,
pandai pilih kate kate.
kesilapan mase awal perkahwinan dulu,
bile meluah rase,
org yg bercakap seakan akan mencari kesalahan org yg mendengar.
pehtu jd bertambah gaduh!
(--")

sampai aku penah kuar statement
"lepas kawen lg byk menangis"

tapi tapi tapi...
bukan la setiap mase pon tak best.
ade mase da tentu la bahagia.
saat saat bahagia yg ade tu la jd penawar bg saat saat berduka.
yg buat kite bertahan n masih tersenyum.

apa itu perkahwinan sempurna?
apa itu suami sempurna?
apa itu isteri sempurna?

jawapannye sgt subjektif.
jd aku cuma berdoa kepada Allah...
agar menjadikan aku isteri yg terbaik d mata dan d hati suamiku.
Allah itu Maha Mendengar...
slowly,
suma benda jd betul...
bila seorang bercakap,
yg seorang lg mendengar...
bila seorang menegur,
yg seorang lg berubah...
alhamdulillah...
ini lah saat2 kemanisan sebenar.
alhamdulillah...
aku n z rasa hidup kami lebih diberkati Allah...

sesungguhnye aku da merase sucks in marriage di awal2 perkahwinan dulu.
aku bercerita bukan membuka pekung.
cuma nak buka minda kawan kawan d luar sana...
perkahwinan bukan lah semudah di sangka.
2tahun lebih kami bercinta,
lepas kawen,
everything goes back to zero.
seakan akan baru mengenali dia sekali lagi.
treasure d moment.
aku percaya tade sapa pon yg hadapi ini dgn mudah.
kesabaran n toleransi kunci utama.
dulu aku n z sama2 panas.
aku tak malu nak ngaku...
tapi hasil bersabar,
hasil menerima,
n berkat doa org2 yg mendoakan kami...
barulah kapal berlayar dengan lebih gagah;
wlaupon dipukul badai...

setakat ini dulu.
nanti aku share lg!
:)

++ HeLLo DeCeMBeR ++

1st of december!
we are already at d end of year 2010.
i still remember that last year by this month,
i was busy preparing for my wedding.

december 2010 means that it has been 6months i've become a wife.
6 months of experiences,
i know i have nothing much to share
compared to 6 years or 16 years married wife.
but still i can brag here n there among my friends. ;p

maybe there's something to share.
n i'll post later.

i want to do maternity photoshoot!
i've been secretly discussing this with my brother in law
[he's a photographer]
n try to bargain to a good price.
then i'll need to persuade z!
he's not really into d idea.
but i really really want to do!
skali seumo idup je pon ngandung anak sulong kan!

today we r going for my medical checkup.
kali ni kene cucuk tetanus n akan dapat blood test results.
then nak g MAHA!
eksesais kaki...
:)

++ Saket. sRooTtt..sRooTTT...++

after 4days of suffering sore throat,

i think i have fever today.

my nose is blocked.

n slight headache.

d last time i got fever was like 5months ago.

but that was totally different story.

mase tuh ade ustaz cakap aku terkena buatan org.

he.

aku ni mmg lemah sket n senang bende2 nak masuk2.

blocked nose makes me hard to breath.

pity d bb inside.

i’m wondering if my condition somehow might affect him.

insyaAllah this wednesday will b going for regular checkup.

i miss my bb soooo much

n cant wait to know his development!

n teringin nak makan megi.

camneh nehhhh...!

copied from my tumblr

++ mOthErHooD ++

8.58am sunday morning.
my hubby just got back from work at 7am.
yea.
begitula naseb seorang isteri kepada site engineer.
after watching him sleeping for about an hour,
i think i coudnt lie on the bed anymore.
d bb is kicking very hard.
huhu.

i'm now surveying suitable confinement set.
2 products that r on top my list r from amway n nona roguy.
i dont like hot herbs dat intend to drop the weight like crazy.
besides, i cant stand hot herbs.
i'm gonna opt for 40/44 days package,
then after that im gonna buy LD Venus from elken.
this product is specially formulated for dat 'down part'.
my sister has been using this product.
i've tried before this n it is really superb for hubby-wifey r/ship.
amway is cheaper than nona roguy.
besides it has everything in the package.
maybe i'm gonna buy amway.
one of my frens [who is going to deliver very soon],
she bought amway.
im gonna wait for her feedback.

n this friend of mine also went for maternity photoshoot.
superb delicious!


enuff saying...
hubby!
nak jugak!!!

++ n3 LaJu2 ++

tetibe teringat ade byk cite nak update.
so nak campor campor je sume dlm 1 n3.

last week was my mum's birthday.
tak dapat nak balek.
so hanye kirim kad je.
n 1 lg kad gudluck utk adik yg tengah spm.
patutnye nak snap pic dlm kad yg ade ucapan aku n z.
tp terlupe plak.
hiks.

cute cards.

then semalam buat rendang daging.
first time buat hokei.
n menjadi!
yippeee!
haha.
utk org mcm aku [jarang masak sblom kawen],
mmg terase kembang kuncup gitu.
z balek keje kul 12 lebey n makan penuh slera.
habes nasik seperiuk.
tu pon die komplen tak cukup.
terase kenyang perot bile tingok z makan berselera!

rendang daging enak!eceh.

n ni preggy dress yg baru siap.
kaen di beli di jakel mase kuar dgn gades gades last wik.
tempah kosong je.
then tambah sndiri batu batu kristal tuh.
haishhhh.
sgt la susah rupenye nak menjahit!
wpon berjaye siapkan 1 mlm,
tp mmg penat gile.
hasilnye s0-so aje.
tak bley tgok dekat2!
n tak bley tgok dari dalam!
berserabut benang!
hahahaha...
tp z cakap cantek n pukul 12mlm suh aku try.
:)
yg penting hasil tgn sndiri kan!
n dpt jimat duet!!!


kosong saje.

kotak ajaib sy!

bahan bahan yg diperlukan.

da ciap!

zoom sket!

utk menghabeskan batu,tambah sket bahgian tangan.

ingat nak tambah batu kelip kelip kat bahgian dada.
lebey mase diy tudung nikah dulu.

oklah.itu saje.mlm ni nak makan steamboat ngan ipar biras.

p dot s: baru prasaan muke adelah sgt sunburn lepas balek dari jalan tar.haih.

++ BLaSt WiKeN 2nD ++

it takes me few days to update d 2nd version.
been quite bz to key in marks for my students.
plus i'm not feeling very well.
after a few months,rase cam nak demam plak tetibe.

2nd version happened on sunday.
mmg da merancang dgn gades gades ku nak g jalan tar.
last minute, pasangan pon nak ikut serta.
except for miza.

so we met up at jln tar.
borong shawls murah2an.
then we went to jakel.
i bought two sets of satin silk, pink n brown.
sempat la membuli akak dctu.
g belek belek kaen lace.
owh.rindunye zaman beli kaen utk tunang n kawen dulu!!!

yg lelaki mmg sgt baek.
sabar je layan yg gades gades bershopping.
we had our lunch in between of d shops in jln tar.
then jali came out with a suggestion to karaoke in redbox ria sogo.
z konpem la sukeeee sgt kan.
so we spent 3hours in d super big room.

karaoke always be d best activity!
reunite everybody in one song.
we really had fun!
thanks jali sbb blanje karaoke!

after that masing masing ingat nak balek.
tetibe jali ajak makan nasik lemak kg baru.
so g makan 2bungkus nasik lemak bersame lauk2.
then baru la balek.
tapak kaki saket gile.
n saket kepale sgt sgt.
huuu...

but really enjoy my time with my gades.
dulu slalu risau kalu da kawen tak bley hang out mcm dulu.
but alhamdulillah.
z pon bley masuk ngan dorg.
n now kiteorg tgah merapatkan yg jejake jejake
supaye pehni pon senang nak lepak same same!

ok!
lets pictures do d talking eh.

rainbow shawl.

kaen ni mmg serius sgt cantek!tggl 4metres je.pakej 700++.sesuai utk nikah.cantekkkk!

4th floor.bahgian kaen riban2 semeter.dapat pegang jela...(T__T)

happy hour.misz d moment!

after karaoke session.:)

3couples. [from left~ da kawen,da tunang n bakal tunang]

all of us!


sebabak lepas karaoke....

mummy: cyg cyg x?
papa: cyg la!
mummy: byk mane???
papa: lg byk dari sume lagu yg abg nyanyi tuk cyg td!

some of d songs dat i still remembered;
sejiwa,permata utk isteri,hanya padamu,untukmu n x ingat da...(--")

n most favourite is this.

++ bLaSt weEkeNd ++ [parT oNe]

one blast wiken!
z cuti from friday-sunday.
friday n saturday adelah mase ber2-2an.
oh maaf.b3 bersame bb. (--")

ari sabtu bangun lewat.
terus siap siap nak g lunch.
mummy pakai selebet selebet
sbb ingat nak makan kat alamanda je.
mase nak kuar umah,
kelihatan papa nye bersiap mcm org bujang.
brape kali tukar tcet,
cari socks n kasut jalan.
bile tanye nak g mane,die kate surprise!

lepas makan,
rupenye die nak g tgok pameran kete kat matrade.
ces.
mummy selebet.
papa bergaye sorg2!!!

pakse mummy snap gambo!hahaha.

ohoh.demuknye.

harley davison.

nyomei kan vespa neh.30k je....

pic plg tak bley blah!malu gile ibu mengandong duk terkangkang.papa pakse naek...huuu.

dari matrade g tgok harry potter di cineleisure.
lamenye cite harry potter.
balek dari tgok wayang g shah alam nak cari steamboat.
tp kedai tutup (T___T)
mummy majuk ngan papa.
dpt mc flurry oreo.
tp balek umah nanges sampai tetido.
hee.

end of part one.
nnti sambung part 2!

++ bB Bb bb BB ++

i never expecting a bb in my very 1st year of marriage.

i told almost to all my friends that i’m going to wait for atleast 1 year.

in fact,

a week before my wedding,

i had my menstrual cycle n i knew that it would b “waktu subur” on my wedding nite.

so i asked my bestie to find contraceptive pills for me.

she went all around d town but all the pharmacies claimed that they were out of stock.

so i discussed with some good frens about the chances of getting pregnant.

since there are couples of friends who are really hard to get baby,

i thought that conceiving won’t be that easy for us too.

but i was wrong.

i think it was a JACKPOT.

after 3 weeks of our marriage,

i started to feel d symptoms.

i was so worried that i got pregnant n was so sad.

[since i didn’t want it at d 1st place]

bad mummy.

i did self check for twice.

d double lines were very clear.

n i was still in shocked.n sad.

bad mummy.

things weren’t good between z n i though.

maybe i was so depressed.

i guess both of us were in shocked.

didn’t know that we were so..hmm…healthy?

but after my first scan,

seeing the little heart beating so fast,

i remembered that i almost burst into tears in front of the doc.

n that was the time i felt so relief n grateful with d greatest gift.

alhamdulillah.

i believe everything happens for a reason.

Allah is giving me this little bb to b my companion.

apple of my heart.

mummy loves u bb.

so do daddy.

can u feel when daddy keeps on kissing mummy’s tummy?

when he runs his hands over d bump…

:)

bb…we both love u so much.

n u r more than welcome to b with us.

even though d budget is becoming tighter,

we will make d best preparations for u.

.xoxo.

n oh yes.congratulations to my sister!

she's pregnant too!

healthy family!

copied from my tumblr.

++ on9 sHopPinG ++

wut an addiction!

nowadays, by few simple clicks we can get almost everything dat we need!

i was addicted to on9 shopping way before married.

then,while too bz preparing for d wedding,

i managed to stop d craving.

n now dat i am pregnant,

dunno y somehow i got involved once again!

by simply looking at some pictures n negotiation/bargain thru emails,

we can get the items dat we purchase within a few days!

this month,

i spent almost 6hundreds to buy some on9 stuffs.

skincare products direct from US,

n of course some clothing items.

skincare care products r no doubt much cheaper compared to wut we have here in Malaysian boutiques.

the clothing items r also cheap!

i received my skincare products yesterday.

n today i’m waiting for my clothing items.

heee.

i’m quite interested to buy bb equipements thru on9 shops.

but i prefer to choose n to hold at d items first because bb’s items r very special to me…

till here then.

oh yeap. SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI.this year will be the 1st year dat i’m not celebrating with my family.both z n i r stucked here in KL. :(

copied from my tumblr.

++eMaK++

selamat hari jadi buat ibu tercinta!
yg ke 52...
wpon da separuh abad,
tapi mak tetap muda di mata dan di hati kami semua.

semoga mak bahagia dan gembira selalu.
jgn terlalu memikirkan dugaan yg sedang melanda.
kita hadapi sama sama.
:)

nyah n zakril sayang mak!


happy family,together we will be insyaAllah.

++ tUmbLR ++

ehee...
wpon da ade tumblr,
tapi maseh rindu2an jugak dcni.
kat cni da ramai followers.
tp kat sane ade 4 kawan je.
hahaha.

tp tumblr offers privacy!
kat blogspot neh da ramai sgt yg tahu.
n kdg2 bile kite nak tulis something yg more to private life,
da mule cautious.
bimbang nnti ade yg bace jd 1 speculation plak.
kat tumblr pon tade la reveal private stories sgt.
tp rase selamat tu tinggi kat sane.

oh ye.
da lame tak mandi pagi2.
arini mandi pagi smpai terketar2 1 badan.
kuar bathroom trus mencicit lari dalam selimut z!
hahaha.
sgt la sejuk!
sian z slalu mandi awal sbb die masuk keje awal.
aku masuk sesuki ati!
;p

my bb is 5 n a half months old now.
playing happily inside tummyland.
kicking n jumping n bumping!
last 2weeks has gone for blood test.
next 2weeks will go for tetanus injection kot.

baru mule sket2 beli baju bb.
pehni nak start beli lebey byk bb's equipment.
perot tak besar sgt.
cume sume sluar da tak bley pakai.
alah2 muntah2 rasenye da lame berlalu.
1st trimester pon 5kali je muntah.
alhamdulillah.
now suke emo.
jenuh la z nak melayan.
kejap ok.kejap x.
yg pasti mood ngengade tuh menjadi2.
asik nak berkepit ngan z je.
sabau je la ye abg!

4months to go!
tak sabar nak cuddle my lil bb!

++ MiMpi ++

rasenye da 2malam aku mimpi da bersalin…

siap cuddle bb n breastfeed lg…

apekah?

mmg la perasaan adelah sgt tak sabar nak tgok bb sendiri…

tp smpai 2mlm berturut turut mimpi da bersalin mcm agak scary.

dulu penah terdengar kat hot fm pasal tafsir mimpi.

ustaz tu kate kalu mimpi pasal budak bawa maksud saka.

paling bahaya kalau da sampai tahap memberi makan.

hi.

arap mimpi aku hanye lah mainan tidur seorang ibu yg sgt tak sabar nak dapat bb.

Ya Allah,

lindungilah keluarga kecil ku ini.

amin.

copied from my tumblr.

++ juSt d Way u R ++

pejamkan mate.goyang2 pale sambil bayangkan z nyanyi lagu neh.he.