++ aLHaMDuLiLLaH ++

thank u Allah.
for d great news we received just now.

YOU are the one n the only place for us to ask anything.

alhamdulillah.

++ GasP ++

these days i found myself listening to some songs to heal my soul.
everytime i'm down,
i'll succumb myself to songs that suit with d current feelings.
it helps somehow.
:)

n that is what i'm doing right now; every now n then.
soul, plz come back.
i know we can go thru this.
just come back so that everything will be back normal;or at least near to normal.

life won't be cruel to us all the time...right?

++ ReNuNGKaN ++

- A christian man asked a muslim man why muslim women cover their hair and body. the muslim man smiled and pulled out 2 sweets from his pocket. he opened the first one and kept the other one closed in its wrapper. he threw both sweets onto the dusty floor and asked the christian man, "which sweet would you pick?" the man replied, "the covered one!" the muslim man replied, "that's how we treat our muslim women."-

meaningful!hope i'll be a better muslimah!insyaAllah.

++ WeLCoMe ++

welcome June!
plz bring me some luck+love+happiness+prosperous+surprises[good ones].

thank you June.

++ YoU ++

hey my bestest friend!
this post is specially dedicated for u.

i know that u r strong enuff to face this.
n believe me,
even though z n lil bb occupy my heart,
but we can alwiz make room for u!

take care buddy!

++ 1sT LovE ++

how did 1st love affect u?
or should i rephrase,
how DOES 1st love affect u?

1st love is always d sweetest to some ppl.
coz dat was our 1st step of knowing d opposite gender.
d 1st tym we learnt to love sum1 else either than family n frens.
d 1st trigger to explore abt d other feeling n blablabla...

i was goggling juz now.
n end up wif my 1st ex's fb.
i was quite surprised.
it is a private profile after all.
i juz hv a glance at his profile pic.
it was d picture of him alone when we were still together.
[i snapped d pic]
da lame tu.
haha.

i didnt make frens wif all of my exes.
[they were quite a number]
i chose it dat way.
we CANT be frens.
i dunt want to explain d reasons.
it's juz like dat.

it was a 4yers r/ship.
i do hope dat he's getting his own happiness.
meeting sum1 special who will b good at him.
i am so sorry for wut had happened.
being me d heartbreaker,
i did break my heart a few tyms too.
we ended up d r/ship coz i insisted so.
no apparent reasons.
there were some actly,
but leave them there.=)

i know z's 1st love.
all of my schoolmates know!
my very own classmate mase f3!
hahahha...
i dont get jealous wif her.
she's my fren afterall
n it was an old history.=)

as for me...
no matter how deep d love was,
no matter how long d r/ship was,
no matter he was THE #1 to carve on my heart,
no matter how fast my heart beats when looking at his pic,
it is a WAS.
a PAST.
n i dont care much abt d PAST.
it is juz a piece of memory.
wut i concern more is d PRESENT.
d man dat takes me as part of his life.
that does matter to me.

i love u dear.
u were not d FIRST
but i'm glad dat u r d LAST
to shut n lock my heart.
=)

++CuRrEnT LifE ++

life is as hectic as usual.
too many things to be done
in a very short notice.
i felt like tearing apart.

last nyte i got a headache n almost vomit.
ukh.
so stress out.
not to mention,
im still depressing abt z moving back to KL.
but i dunt reely got d tym to think abt it.
loads of work is piling up on me....
=(

i reely hope dat i can spend my tym wif him....
i dunt have d heart to think abt wedding.
atleast not until next wik.

oh peeps...
i received a phone call from UTEM diz morning.
asking me to come for an interview in next two weeks.
i dunno.
but i dont think i can make it.
T__T