++bUaT JaHat d BaLaS JaHat?++

ok diz is creepy.
i remembered few yers b4,
when i was in usm,
i got this habit of skipping classes.
n dat 1 tym,
mase cuti raye qurban
[if not mistaken]
usm gave like 3days holidays up to wednesday.
n aku plak nak smbung smpai ahd.
so i skipped classes.
when frens called up n asked wut happen,
i told them dat i got fever.hiks.
n guess wut?
aku btol btol demam.bukan calang calang demam.
demam panas yg sampi tak larat bangun.
n yeap,
aku dpt cuti sampai ahad.
tp mcm tak gune pon cuti tu sbb aku saket kan.

n last week.
i skipped my work for 3days.
ade la reason die sebenarnye.
i took mc.
bile kol skolah,
i told them aku saket mate.
bile g klinik,
aku cakap aku diarrhea.
gile jahat nak mati kan.
tp as i said,
i got very strong reasons.

ok sambung cite.
n last two days,
aku rase mate denyut denyut cam pedih je.
bile tgok tade pape.
tp kat eyelid tu rase saket.
n semalam mate aku bengkak n berdenyut.
pegi meeting ngan eyeliner tebal sket sbb nak cover bengkak.

tgah malam semalam,
pukul 2am tetibe terjage n berpeluh peluh.
sakit perut memulas.
ces.
nak tdo mmg tak bley da.
went down stairs n finished my business.
*sepanjang kat johor tak penah bangun tgah mlm utk berry ok*
pehtu pagi td pon terjage sbb perut saket.
kali ni cherry plak.

uhuh.
mcm all made up illness aku betol betol jd kan?
asalnye mrZ suh btau skolah yg aku demam panas.
huh.naseb baek tak ikut cakap die.
n i even came out with an idea ~ankle sprained.
naseb baek tak tipu gitu.
kalu jd betol betol padan muke aku.

actly aku da jupe headmistress n explain sume kat die.
cite sume sume yg aku tak saket tp terpakse amek mc...
n she's very kind.
she's very understanding coz i told her my reasons.
langsung tak marah.
tq datin!
ohye!my colleague, shima might b reading diz!
hahaha...shima,jgn kecoh kecoh ok!
yg penting boss approved!
=)

++saVe d DaTes ++

nah.
tanpa segan silu lagi.
aku pamerkan wedding countdown.
hiks.
rupenye lg 104 ari ek...

buat mereka yg tertanye tanye...
maaf.
bukan aku sengaje tamo btau tarikh.
tp bende ni maseh dlm perancangan.
bile sume da betol betol confirm,
barulah berani nak tayang camneh.
=)

jadi itulah tarikh nikah kami.
10.06.10.

reception perempuan::
12.06.10.

reception lelaki::
13.06.10.

dtg la tarikh mane mane skali pon.
buleh blako...
=)

save d dates!

++fRaGiLe++

haih...
i got diz mixed feelings...
juz arrived in johor yesterday.
i drove alone.
it was a long n tiring journey w/out him
by my side.

again.
i'm being fragile.
i hate diz feeling.
d insecure dat surrounding me.
i need him.
i need my family.
i need d loved ones.

aku tak ske dok jauh jauh cmneh.
alone. n lonely.

++wEdDinG cHeCkLisTs++

cuti yg memenatkan.
dok umah hanye utk makan nasik n tdo.
selebeynye berpoya poya dijalanan.
hahaha.

sepeti yg dijanjikan pade diri sndri,
aku mmg nak wat byk bende berkaitan kawen
sepanjang cuti cny neh.
alhamdulillah,
byk yg terlaksana.

1. suda menjadi pemegang kad keahlian lasenza.

2. suda beli purse guess utk hantaran.tak cantek sgt pon. i luv fossil.

3. suda beli borang borang kawen.

4. suda g wat HIV test ngan z td.

5. suda finalize pelamin, room decor, meja makan, backdrop, langsir umah etc...

6. suda dpt pengapit!hoyeh.both of our bestfrens yg akan jd pengapit. hopefully 2-2 pengapit kami nnti akan jatuh chenta!hahahaha.

7. suda beli baju tuk family mlm nikah n ari sanding. 1k++ tp mak n yong sponsor jugak.so aku kuar sket je...maceh!

8. suda beli baju pengapit. yg pompuan akan dihantar jahit n sulam. yg lelaki da pass kat z.

ohye.
sgt risau ttg kad kawen.
org yg nak kawen bulan 7 n 8 pon suda tempah kad.
apekah?
wiken ni mahu mendesign sndiri kad.
harus!wajib!

juge sgt risau ttg baju receptions...
maseh blom ketemu yg benar benar menambat hati.
ahad ini meneruskan misi bersama z.

akan tggal duet pade mak.
mintak mak belikan kaen utk 4org dayang.

bercadang mahu try pakai inai esok.
i saw these two places yg ade service inai lukes.
aritu penah tanye 1 place.
die charge rm80++.
rase cam mahal je.
ke normal?
so nak try cari kedai laen.
mahu tgok ok ke x...

i got 1 good news this afternoon.
sgt sgt sgt hepy.
tlg doakan bakal pengantin ini dimurahkan rezki
n dipermudahkan perjalanan kerjaya nya ye!

last but not least...
congrats to aYuN!!!
u had such a beautiful wedding.
i'll make a review on it soon~

psssttt...rindu sgt pade pengirim 3kuntum pink roses..=)

++ a LiL cOnfeSsioN ++

sepeti da janji.
aku nak explain ttg 2 perkare.

1st ttg layout n 2nd ttg n3 ini.

layout::
yep.aku da tak pakai layout lame.
tp bukan la ats ape ape sbb spesifik.
aku suke layout yg zaza buat tu.
almost a year pakai.
cume it's a classic template.
classic template byk kelemahannye.
huhu.
so tukar layout biase.
bile pakai layout baru,
terase bersemangat balek utk menulis.
hahaha.
mungkin sbb bende tgah fresh.
idea pon jd fresh.

ttg n3 sdey::
ye.n3 itu mmg ditaip saat aku sgt sgt sgt sedey.
i dunno bout u.
but to get married,
there r tons of things cracking up in ur head.
sumtimes partner juge berubah sikap...
n i was like tamo kawen.
bukan sbb ade org ke3 dari mane mane pihak.
no no.
tp as i said ~ attitude.
attitude both of us.
so when i texted z to tell him dat i'm going to buy hantran stuffs,
he said "alhamdulillah cyg nak kawen dgn abg!"
dear...
actly,i cant imagine d future without u.

so b2b out there...
atau maybe yg sdg bercinta,
things like diz happen.
b strong.
bile aku lemah, z penguatnye.
n alhamdulillah,
aku tak terbawa bawa dgn hasutan setan je...
tips: ingat saat saat indah!

notakaki: mase cakap tamo kawen ngan z, aku siap terpikir,ade ke org nak kat aku???hahahaha...