++ tHaNk u dEaR ++

it's official now.
z is moving back to KL
by d end of d month.
i am so sad indeed.
i wont be here
if it wouldn't because of him.
n now he's leaving me.

i'm not angry at him or his boss.
diz is a big opportunity for him.
he will b an engineer in KL Sentral.
i'm proud of u bebi!

so he made a surprise tonyte.
appeared on my doorway.
took me out for a nice dinner.
we had sweet + romantic tyms together.

i cant lie dat my eyes kept on filling wif tears.
it's juz another two weeks.
i treasured almost every part of johor wif him.
it would b very rare for not having him by my side anymore....

n by d tym he dropped me home,
when i stared into his eyes...
d images were blurred due to my tears...
it's going to happen again.
d nyte dat we went thru in shah alam last yer
is going to happen again in two weeks tym.....

it's ok...
i can deal diz...
btw,
in a few months tym,
we'll be hubby n wifey already!
insyaAllah...

++ of KuRsuS KaWeN ++

1st day of kursus kawen

alhamdulillah.
aku n z da berjaye dapatkan kursus kawen!
sblom neh aku slalu rase cam sgt buhsannye nak g kursus kawen tuh.
yela.8am-5pm nak dgar ceramah.
tp siyes. sume tuh berubah bile aku g last wiken.

banyak sgt ilmu yg kite bley dpt...
tambah tambah lg tentang ilmu membina rumah tangga berlandaskan islam...
wpon ade jugak beberape slot yg buat aku tersengguk sengguk...
tp aku tetap bg perhatian.
n bile tanye z, die pon stuju dgn pendapat aku.
ade byk ilmu yg bley kite dpt kalu kite dgr betul betul.
[btw z tdo 2kali smpai aku kene miskol die.ces kan.]

nasihat aku pade yg nak amek kursus kawen...

1.amek dgn niat yg betul.sesetengah yg dtg g kursus kawen sbb kalu tade sijil tak bley kawen kan?ubah la niat tuh..dtg la utk menimba ilmu...

2. cube praktikkan ape yg disampaikan oleh ustaz ustaz tu...tak dpt byk, sket pon jadila...n muhasabah la diri...

3. kalau boley, g amek kursus kawen dgn pasangan. sbb biar 2-2 dengar segale teguran ustaz...n sebenarnye aku rase ini adelah d most romantic date dat we hv been thru!dok jauh jauh.n sekali sekale jeling jeling sket.=p

4. pegi kursus kawen bile da dekat ngan tarikh kawen. supaye lebih jelas matlamatnye. budak utm pon ramai jgk yg dtg smalam.dorg dtg bujang bujang je.so bile masuk bab dlm kaen,mule la menggeletis semacam. mmg la lawak ape yg ustaz tuh cakap.tp tak pyh la lebey lebey sgt kan. da la tuh.gatal lg. boley kaco kaco pompuan. sedangkan aku datang dgn tunang aku.


2nd day of kursus kawen

ohye.ade 1 ustaz yg buat aku sebak...beliau berpesan pade bakal bakal suami...

"brape ramai suami yg ucapkan trime kaseh pade istri setiap kali istrinye memasak?jd ucapkan la trime kaseh spy istri rase dirinye dihargai...setiap malam,kucup dahi isteri seblom tdo...nescaya segala penat lelah istri akan hilang dan istri akan merase pengorbanan dirinye sgt sgt dihargai..."

owh.aku sgt touching tym neh.my sister is lucky.abg ipar aku slalu ucap trime kaseh kalu die wat papepon..anta air ke...masak ke...n slalu puji yong wpon depan kami adik bradik yg len..."sedapnye mama masak arini kan?""mama masak mmg bes"...camtuh la abg ipar aku tuh...yg aku nmpak mmg keikhlasan die utk memuji yong...hoho...stakat neh baru bape kali je aku masak tuk z...n mmg die ucapkan trime kaseh...kalu aku tlg wat pape ke,mmg die ucapkan trime kaseh jgk..alhamdulillah...kalu boley biar berkekalan...sbb rumah tgga tidak sempurna dgn wang ringgit semate...tp dgn ksh syg yg mcmni...

dan krn pegi kursus kawen jugak...aku redha lepaskan z berpindah semule ke KL...nak buat cmne...tuntutan keje die...arahan bos tak bley dibantah...insyaAllah...Allah lebey mengetahui apa yg terbaek utk kami...=)


lesen kawen!


incik castello bersame sijil kawennye


korang ade sijil kawen?hahaha...

++ hmmm ++

z gave me a call a few minutes b4...
breaking a news dat break my heart....
hmmm...
i noe dat we r going to go thru diz thing...
but i never thought dat it would be diz soon...

hmmm...
it's not final yet.
i hope we will get a new news.

plz.
plz dont leave me.again.

i miss my blog.
i miss to blurt out here.
i miss to share so many things.
i miss u.

bye.
tade mase nak menulis byk byk.
ngan 30 periods.
form teacher.
jd ceti haram kutip yuran.
marking 6sets of exam scripts.
i'm driving myself crazy.
='(

++ a FeW uPdaTeS ++

# of kaen nikah...

aku n z da beli kaen utk nikah.beli kat jakel jln tar last wiken.at 1st kami cdg utk survey saje.tp last last sangkut plak.mule mule ronda gulatis silk house.gulatis ade 3kedai kat jln tar.masuk yg 1st tade yg berkenan.masuk yg 2nd z jatuh chenta kat french lace kaler baby pink.Z fall for baby pink!hahahaha...mmg canteq sangat pon...tp ya ampun...mahal.semeter rm450.after discount rm350.n tetibe sume kaen laen dlm kedai tu x chanteq.tade yg berkenan.n tetibe jugak kami bukan carik kaler gold or off white.tp sebuk carik kaler baby pink.huh.

then we went to alinas bridal house.d service was not dat good.maybe sbb kami 2-2 pon selebet je kot.n aku tgok tade byk pilihan utk french lace.ohye.lupe nak btau yg z suh pakai beaded french lace for solemnization.da tamo pakai chiffon sbb da penah merase tym tunang dulu kan.

seterusnye kami menapak ke semua house.masuk dari 1 kedai ke 1 kedai.n z sebuk cari kaen baby pink.huh.tp mmg langsung tade kaen yg dpt mengalahkan kecantikan kaen kat gulatis tuh!
[mase tuh dlm ati da congak congak nak amek kaen tu nnti.]

da penat n give up tym tuh.tp kami singgah kejap ke jakel.saje la nak ronda ronda seround dua.terus naek ke bahagian french lace.jakel mmg tgah wat sale.n yg bagus nye dcni,kaen kaen pengantin dijual secara pakej.dlm 1 pakej ade

• 2mtrs french lace
• 3mtrs satin lining
  
• 5mtrs satin for d bridegroom.
• 
  

n ade several packages jugak la.harge pakej berbeza mengikut jenis french lace.akak promoter tu berjaya menjalankan tugas dengan cemerlang!byk gile kaen kaen
yg menarik.da berkenan kat beaded french lace kaler off white.tp mcm yg aku cakap td,tujuan asalnye adelah survey.so kami tamo beli lg.baru nak gerak balek,boss die datang.dok kluar lg mcm mcm kaen.n last last berkenan kat french lace light gold.ikut pakej hargenye adalah rm880 pd waktu biase.tp sbb kan YES,harge die jadi RM750. of cos la kami tak bley nak beli trus kan.da la baru pas berpoya poya kat sunway lagoon.so kami pon cakap,nnti kami dtg balek.last last boss die kasik harge runtuh.yg sgt sgt murah la.special discount.n lepas bincang,die kate bley booking dulu.n sbb kami da suke kaen tuh,kami pon berjaye melebur wang di jakel!
[lepas beli kaen kat jakel tuh,trus tak terliur kat baby pink di gulatis!berbelanja mengikut akal.kalu ikut nafsu mmg da beli...hahaha]

# of makeup artist

akhirnye aku da menamatkan makeup artist hunting aku!lega.aku susah nak jupe makeup artist yg betul betul aku berkenan.bile da jupe,ade je plak masalahnye.fully booked, overbudget, x bley travel.n semalam,aku da jupe orgnye.EYRA RIZAL.mcm klako.aku sebuk browse cni sane tuk cari makeup artist,last last EYRA sndiri yang dropped comment kat chatbox aku..insyaAllah,mengikut perbincangan semalam,aku da booked die utk 3-3 events [nikah, sanding, tandang].n nmpaknye cik EYRA nnti akan berkampung le kat kuala kangsar 4hari 3mlm.aku suke tgok hasil magic touch die!tp nak cakap lebey tak bley sbb aku blom kene makeup kan...tp aku pecaye die mmg bley cantikkan aku yg suam suam kuku neh.hahaha.dari segi customer service mmg tiptop.die entertain stiap soalan aku.n siap bg discount sbb aku amek full package ngan die.

# of kursus kawen

da booked dates untuk kursus kawen which r on 9th n 10th of january 2010.arap arap tade pape xtvt kat skolah by dat wiken. kalu tak terpakse kansel plak nnti.

# of cadar kawen

yg neh update tuk z la.smlm kami masuk aussino kat jj tebrau.da berkenan kat quilt set silk kat ctu.harge adelah 389 utk queen n 400++ utk king. mmg canteq sgttt...lembut je..hahaha.tp mak n akak z tak bg beli sbb dorg kate rugi.quilt set cume ade quilt n sarung 2bantal je.cadar,bolster tade.z cam da berkenan sgt kat quilt set tu.aku cume tamo kaen satin jd alas tido sbb panas n outdated pade aku.

# of d designer

aku rase aku nak jugak amek unaisah as designer.sbb aku da beli kaen,juz mintak beliau design kan saje bersame veil.ujung bulan nti nak g kl utk amek kaen kat jakel.then bley trus g jupe unaisah.tu pon if die tak bz.coz she seems so bz skang neh...kalu tak dpt unaisah,aku nak ajak z tempah di dzull classique o kimie kajang.tgok cane nnti.

hmmm..tuh je kot...kad kawen maseh blom tempah sbb aritu kami still konpius dgn date cuti sekolah yg asik berubah ubah.skang da tetap tarikh,baru la senang sket keje.hehe.

till here then.adios.