++ ThanK U ++

hooray!
we have been engaged for 9 months!
hiks.
kalu ade anak da pandai merangkak kot.
it's been a very looooooong n tiring journey.
da bape juta kali aku bergaduh,merajuk n mintak putus ngan pakcik neh.
n there he is.
standing still n hold on very tight to me.
he still keeps his promise to look after me n never ever let me go.
thank u.

so this appreciation is for him...

thanks for always at my side.
i noe i'm being too much most of d tyms.
but u r still here.
thanks for ur patience n love.

thanks for endless sarcatism, critics, crazy pranks n all.
u noe u hurt ur oversensitive partner
but it seems dat u cant stop those things.
n i guess i'm d one who needs to endure those for d rest of mylife.
ces.

thanks for d jokes n funny stories
dat u will alwiz share wif me...
i love d moment dat both of us will laugh so hard
that i feel like my waist is twisting
n we both will be gasping for air.
n eventho i alwiz feel embarass
when we both laugh like crazy in public,
but those memories carved in my heart.

thanks for putting my name
on d top list of ur priority...
i am truly honoured.

thanks for making me cry in my late nights...
eventho it has ended,
but u have taught me something.

thanks for being so hard on me sometimes.
i hated when u kept on commenting on d way i dressed up.
but u have made me a better person.
[no more baby t or short sleeve]
tsk!

thanks for spending tym to go on a date wif me.
eventho later on u will keep on making phone calls
to ur workers to check things up.
but there u r...
will alwiz try to fulfill my wishes.

there will b so many thanks to give away to diz 1 person.
so let me juz wrap it in 1 final saying,

thank u zakril syafrani
for...


juz being u.






.i love u.
*blush*

++iKaN PuYu ++

last wik,
di samping bawak balek garam+lada itam,
h/mate aku bwk jgk 2ekor ikan puyu.
die kate,
ade org btau yg ikan puyu ni bley patahkan ilmu pukau/santau blablabla...
aku pon tak kesah la...
sbb bukan kami nak berharap kat ikan puyu 2ekor tuh.
juz mencube je...

so dlm seminggu neh h/mate aku la
yg cuci bekas ikan tuh.
aku tak penah amek tahu pon.
sbb aku tak suke ikan.
ayam goreng peha aku suke la.

smlm h/mate aku g mersing.
so die amanahkan aku jage anak anak die..
aku pon dgn confident cakap,
"kak nab toksah risau...anak anak kak nab slamat di bawah jagaan lya!"
fuh.riak tak hengat.

skali kn korang....
mlm tadi aku tgok ikan tuh da mati!!!
gile terkejut.
dua dua da floating je...
so aku ketuk ketuk bekas tuh.
sekor idop.
tp cam da nyawa nyawa ikan jugak.
aku pon terus glabah.
apekah ade org ingin menyantau umah aku?
hingga ikan puyu sggup korbankan diri mereka....
tp sbbkan nak g umah mawar,
aku biarkan jela dulu.
dlm ati mcm jahat la...
bia la 2-2 mati.
bley trus buang je sbb aku malas nak cuci bekas tuh.
keji gile kan?

balek rumah td,
aku tgok ikan yg sekor lg tu tak mati lg.
pehtu cam tak smpai ati kan.
aku membayangkan jd ikan tuh.
hidup dlm bekas berdebu dgn sekor bangkai ikan.
sgt sadis.
so aku pon msg h/mate aku,
tnye langkah langkah pembersihan bekas ikan.
rupenye kak nab pakai tapes oren yg gantung kat sinki.
huh.seb bek aku tak penah pakai tapes tu mase memasak!
hahaha.

lepas cuci bekas tuh,
aku masukkan balek ikan nywa nywa ikan tuh
dengan harapan die dpt idop sehat smule lepas neh!
n tetibe rase sgt bangga dgn diri sndiri sbb telah melakukan sesuatu yg mulia!
good job,lya!

slalu cmneh.
binatang pliharaan org len mati mase bawah jgaan aku.
kalu kakak aku bace neh,
msti ingat hamster die mati mase suh aku jage...
huhu.
still rase bersalah smpai skrang ok!

to ikan puyu,

plz jgn mati esok okeh!

notakaki:ayah mawar cakap ikan puyu tak bley dok 2ekor dlm 1 bekas.nnti die gaduh.jd itu la punca kematian sekor puyu tuh.tewas di medan peperangan.tsk!

++....++

:: 11.34 am ::
:: still on d bed ::
:: current mood~mixed feelings ::

oh oh oh.
sgt la malas nak bgn.
bosan gile.
z keje diz wiken.
oh yes.
he's working on every alternate wiken.
since last wiken die off,
so diz wiken die keje.
n next wiken die off again.
n d routine follows.
tp die da jnji ptg neh balek awal
tuk bawak aku kuar.
[slalu die keje smpai mlm mlm :( ]

aku dilanda wabak pimples terlampau.
muke aku bukan la flawless pon.
tp seblom neh mmg da ok byk.
n starting last wik terjadi la migration of pimples
secara beramai ramai.
huh.
sgt tak phm ape puncenye.
slalu tym period tuh mmg common la.
diz tym around cm tak paham sesangat.
tp slowly diz wik die da kurang...
alhamdulillah.
tp cam nak g new york skincare je rase.
hahaha.
ok ke x eh.
spend riban riban,
if d outcome is worth it, xpe la jgk.
kalu d other way around,
mau aku bakar tmpat tuh nnti...
ohye.
mr Z..u da janji nak sponser monthly kan???

ohye.
alhamdulillah stakat neh rumah aku
da tade gguan sgt.
to b precise,
aku cm da tak diggu la..
but my h/mate still tak bley tdo...
n cm ade serpihan gguan lg kot.
mak h/mate aku dtg.
bawak beras kunyit ngan paku.
masyaAllah...
sepah sepah bilik aku kene rembas ngan beras kunyit.
h/mate aku rembas sket sket je wat syarat.
yg aku p buh byk byk.
hahaha.
mane nak tahu.
ingat kot lg byk lg baguih.
h/mate aku siap kua statement..
"kalu mcm ni punye byk,mmg mati terbakar terus bnde tuh lya"
hahaha..

notakaki:: bile aku stat bley sapu beras kunyit n garam ni eh?ke kene bia kan je smpai bile bile???

++heLLo ++

hello lovelies...
i've been away these past few days.
i was like got nothing to update eventho
there were a lot of things happened recently.

but i on9 like 24/7...
browsing,googling,updating,
blogwalking n blog hopping all d tyms.
n i came across diz two pics.


*pengsan*
taken from rins suzana

n make me even more confuse abt d theme color [again]
i love pastel colors soooo much.
n i fell in love wif diz wedd dress...
n suddenly i feel like changing my theme color.
as i told u dat i might want 2 plamin at my house.
so maybe 1plamin can play wif diz colors.
at d same tym,
i still want d combination of red-white-black.
so here comes d confusion.

i alwiz wanted to wear white during d solemnization.
so if red-white-black is for solemnization,
i can reserve the pastel colors for d reception.
but i have to admit dat pastel colors r quite dull.
n having dull color during reception wont pleased my mum.
n if i'm wearing diz dress,
what combination of colors should b applied on d plamin???
crazy ryte?
i never tot deciding theme color cud be diz crazy!!!

i guess i should stop myself from googling!
cos d more i google,
d more i got confused.

++baCk :) ++

lost interest of blogging skejap.
skrang sudah pulih sket.

aku now kat johor.
balek johor ari isnin.
tp tumpang tdo rumah kezen z di air itam.
smlm baru balek rumah sewa yg creepy neh.

mase cuti raye aji yg lepas,
aku n h/mate ikhtiar la jgk utk pulihkan rumah.
so msg msg balek bwk brg.
aku bwk beras kunyit.
akak bawak gram + lada itam.
semlam da renjis renjis la umah
smbil membace ayt kursi n berselawat.
kami sekadar ikhtiar...
selebihnye urusan ALLAH...

dari pakcik yg aku jupe,
die kate ade org kat tman perumahan ni yg membela.
n bnde tuh berkeliaran la mengganggu.
x tahu la pebende nye bende tuh.
n aku mmg tanak tahu.
sbb siyes aku stress je dok umah sorg sorg.
takut weh.
especially bile dlm tandas.
sbb asik kene kaco bile dlm tandas.

h/mate aku da lemah semangat.
asik terkejut sorg sorg.
n smlm kul 2am,
die tetibe kol aku.
die mtk nk tdo kat bilik aku.

huhu.
aku rase ade jgk hikmahnye kami diggu camneh.
kami baru tersedar rumah kami ni tak sempurna.
da lame sgt x mengaji.
mgkin ni peringatan.
aku pon 1 hal gak.
sejak masuk cni aku tak bace yasin dlm bilik
sedangkan bilik neh da lame ditinggalkan.
alhamdulillah...
semlam aku da mule balek bace yasin...
dpt la beri aku kekuatan.
arap sgt lepas neh x de gangguan pape da.
sbb aku tamo pindah rumah...

notakaki:: masih tiade mood utk mengarang.aku tak sehat sgt.