++ SoBeR ++

i luv diz song!
it likes a mirror
dat reflects
my feelings
at d moment...



I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning
'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like protection
How do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
Cryin scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

Aahh, the night/dawn is calling?
And it whispers to me softly come to/and play
Aahh, I am falling
And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round
Looking for myself - SOBER [2x]

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just tryna find a fit

Ooo Oooo

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober

OOooo OOoo

No Pain
Inside
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober?

++ FaCeBooK ++

hahaha..
akhirnye aku ade fb acc sndirik!
aku ni mmg agak kuno.
org len da lame ade.
tp aku baru nak ade.
tu pon sesaje je la...
aku tak reti sgt dgn fb.
haha.

i guess i'm so lonely kot...
dats y i'm signing up for fb...

=)

sile add sy dcni>>> Lya_iceblended@yahoo.com

++ 8 ++

alhamdulillah...
8 bulan da usia hubungan kite...
mungkin masih mude bg org len...
tp bg kami yg melaluinye,
usia ini sudah cukup mematangkan kami...

seminggu lg,
hubungan kite akan diikat
dgn tali janji yg lebih utuh...
moga Allah kekalkan kebahagiaan ini
milik kita berdua...
moga Allah teguhkan hati kita
dlm menempuh dugaan...
moga Allah satukan hati kita
hingga ke akhir nafas ini...

maafkan salah silap syg
selama ini...



[taniah abg!i'm proud of u]

yaTuhan...buka jalan terbaik utk kami...

++ 09.03.09 ??? ++

09.03.09.
seminggu je lagi.
pasni aku da jg tunangan org.
preparation suda 80%.
kain langsir suda dipasang.
pelamin suda hampir siap.
[mcm nak tawen je]
brg2 antaran da siap.
baju da hang dlm closet.
tinggal lagi nak kemas bilik je kot.

aku masih demam.
ini menyebabkan mood aku unstable.
uh.
tahlah.
pening2...

ohye.
berat turun 1kg lg!
sape nak buat liposuction,
meh cni lemak tu sket!

notakaki:aku ketiadaan mood utk post new n3...maaf.

++ciNtaKu yG PuDar++

yup.
cintaku tetibe menjadi pudar.
oh.
bukan pade mR Z.
tp pade dunia bLogGing.
sebenarnye aku sgtTTtt bz minggu ini.
mcm2 masalah n dugaan menimpa.
aku d sekolah tak sempat nak on laptop pon.
aku usung ke skolah tiap2 ari,
tp sekadar sengetkan bahu saja lah!
n for d past few days,
aku berulang alik dari rumah ke tepen setiap hari.
penyudahnye semalam aku demam.
[dlm demam2 sempat g mamam lamb stew ngan housemates kat resipi rahsia!]

sebenarnye aku baru je demam selama 2minggu.
n kemudian sehat selama 2minggu.
n tetiba aku demam kembali.
system immune aku sgt sadis kan!
selepas menimbang berat badan,
aku mendapati aku turun 3kg!
owh.
pekebendanye nehhhh!
lalu smlam aku shopping susu anlene perisa cokolat.
dgn harapan bley cover balek berat yg ilang.

tah la.
aku sgt2[i mean sgt2 sgt2] tensen!
argggHHhhh!
dugaan melanda tanpa henti!
aku da cukup terseksa da.
apsal la org ini tak serik2
lantas menyeret family aku utk membalas dendam???
da la gune care itam.
care kolot gile!
mmg spesis syirik betui!

yaAllah...
aku mohon diberi kekuatan,
ketabahan,
semangat dlm menempuh dugaan.
ni baru merisik.
belum majlis tunang lg...

eiiiii...
kepade manusia tak putus asa ini!
sudah lah!
aku tanak.
sampai mati pon aku tanak.
ape nak tengok aku mati baru puas ke?

notakaki:syG rindu sGt kAt abG!='(