++ ttG iTu ++

siang td aku trime sms dari bff.
mintak pendapat ttg perkongsian duet hantaran.

seblom aku jwb persoalan ini,
aku nak mohon maaf dulu.
kot kot la jwapan o pendapat aku tak same ngan org len.

ok.pade aku tade salahnye berkongsi duet hantaran.
sbb duet hntaran skrg bukan angka kecik.
sume nye angka besar.
n blnja kawen bukan bende maen maen.
mmg pening kpla dibuatnye kalu tak betul manage duet.

kalu nak arapkan yg lelaki seorang menanggung semue,
mmg kesian la aku rase.

taking my case as an example:
duet hantaran aku adelah **k.
mas kawen *k.
gelang utk batal air smbhyg *k.
total sume da **k.
tmbah lg dengan knduri belah laki dlm 10k.
jd ko total sndiri la bape.
tu baru yg asas.
tak kire lg beli brg hantaran,
baju kawen,
favours,
kad kawen,
photog n blablabla.

sng cite,
bajet kawen aku bley beli sebijik rumah.
rumah jenis ape biarlah rahsie.
haha.

kalu nak biar z tanggung sorang,
lepas kawen sebulan konpom kene kejar ngan along.
[kalu z minjam kat along]
hahaha.

duet mas kawen n gelang tu adiah suami tuk istri.
so yg tu biarla z usaha sndiri.
tak payah tanye bape byk aku tlg.
aku tlg stakat yg termampu je.
tak dpt bg duet,
tlg la buatkan bunga bunga telur tuk belah sane.

aku ade dgar kes;
pompuan tanak tlg sesen pon tym kawen
sbb die rase laki tu kene usaha sndiri.
yup.aku stuju jgk.
tp sbg [bakal] istri,bukan kah jd kewajipan kite
tuk senangkan suami?
tak pyh la tlg byk byk.
tp bantuan yg kecil tu pon da bley melapangkan ati [bakal] suami.
sbb yg lebih penting adelah hidup lepas kawen nnti kan.
kalu abes sume simpanan utk mjlis kawen,
lepas kawen mari makan pasir.

jd pade aku,
tak salah bantu membantu.
tp jgn la sume pon ko support.
tu kawen free namenye.
biarlah [bakal] suami terdidik dgn rase tanggungjawab
n rase susah tuk memilikki kite jugak.

pakcik aku kawen umo 40 sbb nak kumpul aset.
skang umo die da 50 anak kecik kecik lg.
huh.tamo i.
lgpon tak elok lewatkan bende elok kan.
bukan masalah gatei nak kawen o takut dirampas.
aku pecaye pd jodoh Allah.
cume aku tanak wat dosa kering.
aku awal awal da cakap kat z.
kalu rase lmbat lg nak kawen,
kite tak payah jupe jupe.
chenta kat hp je.
jgn bohong cakap tak penah pegang tangan!
huhu.

sbb da plan nak kawen,
kerap la plak jupe kan.
hm.ajaran sesat jugak neh.
hahaha.

apepon tepuk dada tanye akal.
hidup ni kite yg tentukan.
jgn rumitkan bende yg mudah.
renung renungkan.dan slamat beramal!

++eDiSi BuMpEr ++

it's been so long i stopped blogging.
diz was 1 hectic week for me.
byk gilak keje.
everytime i switch on d laptop,
my eyes will shut down.hahaha.

actly i'm still thrilled abt moving to upm serdang!
it's like a dream come true!
reasons?

1. it's in serdang baby!near to my future hubby.so we r going to live together after d wedd.no PJJ![pengantin jarak jauh]
2. d opportunities that UPM r offering me.UPM will sponsor us[d educators there] to further studies in Masters n PhD.isn't dat great?
3. it's a permanent job.not a contract n hey,i'm still working under government n entitled for all d privilleges.
4. d salary is higher.alhamdulillah.it hits my target.it will be more than 2.5k.
5. i'm not a cekgu anymore.=p
6. i can wear any formal working attire.atleast no more baju kurung mon-friday.

alhamdulillah!syukur atas rezki kurniaan Allah.

btw,preps for wedding r still on progress.
during d 1week school holidays,
i've bought some of the items for d big day.
also, z n i went to nilai to buy d wedd favours for his side.
i've also bought d ring for z
n booked myself a bracelet.

yesterday my mum called me,
telling me dat she splurged 3k at ssf n kk home deco.
i dunno wut she bought
n was really surprised with d amount.
isk isk isk.
now i know from where did i inherit diz splurging habit.

a few things still buzzing my head.
d wedding attires!
aha.smpai skrg maseh jalan buntu.
adekah tade baju bersanding nnt?

n i'm looking for a house to rent near upm area.
sbb after a month working there,
z will move in with me.
not to mention,
i need to buy the necessities for d house.
gonna start from scratch sbb both z n i tade assets.

korang bg adiah set perabot rumah bley?

++ ReZeKi PeNgaNTiN ++

diz few weeks,
aku asik saket saket.
from 1 to another.
smpai da rase putus ase.
tp atas semangat loved ones,
aku rase kuat jugak tuk tempuh sume neh.

d latest,i got some allergic symptoms
on my face n some parts of d body.
my lips r numb n very dry.
n very itchy.
small dots appeared in d eyes area.
n again,they r very itchy too.
my face somehow looks like it is slightly bigger;
due to the bengkak.
doc said im allergic to something.
i've taken d medicine but still no different.
so maybe i should take for an injection later on.

i am totally depressed wif my health condition.
i am so freaking worried!
plz doakan aku sehat n walafiat ok!

luckily there's 1 news dat spice up my mood today!

i still remember when z broke d news,
abt him moving back to kl in early feb...
we both were so sad.
i bet he wanted to cry when he heard my voice
on d other line.
n today,
he said he wanted to cry when i told him d news.
i'm moving to upm serdang.
received a letter today that i made it for d interviews.
syukur Alhamdulillah!
mungkin ni ganjaran selepas byk dugaan!
i'm going to upm...soon!=)



n diz is a picture of my first trial on pomander balls.
i couldnt find the sphere polystyrene.
pandai pandai je acu bunga tu smpai jd bulat n ikat ngan dawai.
agak buruk since 1st tym buatkan.
but i'm going to give diz to my bestfren in johor.
die hampir menanges bile dpt tahu aku akan pindah kl.
=(

++ oF gYnaE n OphtaL ++

td pegi ke pantai pu3 utk bertemu dgn gynaecologist.

bertanyekan ttg menstrual cycle aku tuh la.

jd lepas bincang bincang,

doc suggest aku sumthing.

n aku pon setuju la...

insyaAllah,tym kawen bukan tym peod.

=D.hiks.

then doc ajak aku scan rahim.

ok.sgt teruja.

wahal bukan ade baby pon.

hahaha.

tp cam bes la.

die tunjuk tunjuk sume.

n alhamdulillah.

rahim aku normal n tade masalah.

bley lahirkan babies cumel n manyak manyak tuk z!
=p

she even suggested me to take acid folic

at least 3months before planning on to have babies.

tp wat mase neh aku n z blom pk smpai ctu.

sbb kami pon after kawen akn berjauhan.

so nnti la dulu.

tp kalu kot da rezki nnti,alhamdulillah.

then ke ipoh specialist utk berjumpe ophtalmologist.

pasal mate aku yg mcm ade bengkak nanah.

n surprise surprise.

i need to undergo a minor surgery.

aduhhhh.

lemah lutut aku dengar.

aku mmg tamo.

so for d tym being amek ubat titik dulu.

then tgok la cmne.

aku tamo operate.

doc cakap mmg takpe sbb bukan cancer o pape.

tp z bising suh buang jugak.

smpai terbergaduh la ngan z td.

aku tahu die marah sbb bimbangkan aku.

tp aku takuttttt sgt!

so ntah la.

juz arap ngan ubat titik neh die bley surut!

amin.

ok.tata.

=)

++ MenStrUaL cYcLe ++

knowing dat i'm getting married,
i've started observing my cycle since last yer.

towards d end of d yer,
i found dat it hit in d middle of d month.
around 14,15 or 16th...

then early diz yer in january,
it hit on 13th...

n for february n march,
it hit on 10th...
uiks.jackpot.

10 adelah hari nikah ok.
if it maintains d cycle,
surely i'm having period during
d 4days of my weddings days.
[10-13th of june]

bley meroyan aku.
bukan meroyan sbb tak dpt
melaram lasenza nighties or
x dpt itut..
we got d whole life time for dat bebeh.

tp masalahnye adelah PMS.
sejak sejak nak kawen neh,
gejala PMS adelah musuh utama aku.
a few days b4 d day,
aku akan sakit pinggang ke bawah.
kaki lenguh mcm nak tercabut.
pinggang sakit mcm nak putus.
kdg kdg sakit bahu mcm baru lepas wrestling.
sungguh tak paham.
masuk kelas aku akan tarik kusi ke tengah n duduk.
aku tak bley nak aktif mcm slalu.
mood tak usah cite la.
muke mcm baru lepas branak kembar 10.
n not to mention d pimples yg sebuk nak tingok dunia.
hadui.

sblom neh tade la mcmni sgt.
kdg kdg je aku kene period pain.
tp sgt jarang la.
tp da dekat dekat nak kawen neh baru jd camne.
adekah hormon bley mentafsir naluri keisterian n keibuan aku?
lantas menduga tahap kesabaran aku?

a few days before d wedding dates
r d most important days.
i read d once b2b blogs...
mmg tym tuh la baru nak
prasan mcm mcm bende tak cukup!
tym tym tuh la b2b jd runner ke sane cni.
stamina kene kuat!
tp aku tym PMS adelah tym terbaring lesu...
=(

n dgn baju solemnization yg light gold,
isk risaunye kot tetibe ade perisa laen karang.
plus muke yg berjerawat besar flowerhorn,
mungkin akan menyebabkan
org mekap nyumpah nyumpah dlm ati.

aiyaya.
risaunye i.
tp ade yg cakap kdg kdg
peod tak dtg sbb terlalu stress.
atau maybe dtg lebey awal dari actual date.
jd aku kene stress gegile supaye die tak kene tarikh kawen.
or maybe i should juz change d dates
n kene lempang ngan z.hahaha.