++ 2015 ++

There were so many things happened in 2014.

Bitter sweet, ups and downs of life that will remain as memories. 

I did not fulfill two of my wishes last year. 

I did not continue my Masters, nor did I complete my second manuscript. 😞

But one thing for sure, I did not give Zareef and Zaras new sibling. Hahaha 😛

My friend and I embarked on something we love. 

A new adventure to treasure. 

I don't feel like sharing in details yet. 

But sure thing, I will reveal soon. 

Writing is still my passion. 

Will keep updating since the Blogger Apps dah improved. 

On the 31st of December, we finally own a Honda. 

We went thru a lot of dramas to get our new car. 

Asyik bad experience dengan the car dealer. 

Tapi tak pa. Rupanya Allah nak bagi cash rebate yang lebih banyak. 😊

My 1st baby still remain in the family.

Lepas ni dia serve Z pulak sampai Z beli kereta lain. 

Till here then. 

++ My LiFe ++

this is how my weekdays will turn out for thesw coming 4months.
yeah.welcome hectic life.
welcome students' life!
im officially a post grad student now.
org lain dah dpt scroll..
im just starting mine.
n cuma brani ambil 2subjects je for this 1st sem..
coz my teaching schedule itself is very pack.

hoping for a smooth journey!
dari may 2011 i registered myself.
last few months baru anta my application.
called for d interview.
n wallah.
here i am.

good thing is...
my fees dpt 50% disc.
sbb staff kan.
alhamdullilah.
that is something to cherish!

ok then.
bz duty awaits...

++ ZaReeF 's MiLeStoNeS ++

Zareef turned 1 almost a month ago.

a week after his birthday,

he was very crancky.

it was really testing my patience.

d semeseter was just started n lots of things to cope with.

i know i wasnt the best mother.

but im trying really hard.

i always remind myself that Zareef is still small.

he cant differentiate d rights n d wrongs.

i am d one who have to b matured.

i didnt realize how Zareef has grown up so fast.

he is very good at messing with my clothes.

a minute i leave him in d room,

all of my clothes are scattered on d floor n bed.

that will be his favourite game!

he will be very busy going trough all of my makeup stuffs in d drawers.

separating them into different places.

i put all of my skinfood products on d top shelf of my dressing table.

i feel safe.

but yesterday Zareef climbed on d dressing table to reach the stuffs!

T-T

not to mention,

he loves playing with the kitchen utensils!

dont be surprised that u will be able to see my frying pan

n tupperwares all over d place!

sangat letih mengemas rumaahhhhh!

Zareef akan sepahkan 1 spot,

then he will go to other spot utk sepahkan tempat tu pulak.

tempat yg da sepah die x kan main dah.

bila mama kemas,

dia akan sepah kan balik!

game apekah itu?

then i told myself that i shouldnt worried too much

whether d house is ok or not.

kan?

Zareef is growing up so i should give him d space that he needs.

even it seems that he needs all the spaces/rooms in d house.

hahahaha.

oklah.

nak g makan.

pampering myself with good food!

i never feel guilty of eating a lot sbb memang x pernah gemuk.

huhu.

BABAI!

++ mY HeRoEs ++

oh.
after my ramblings last 2weeks about how Z hasn't been sweet n whatnot,
he changes!
tadaaaa!

alhamdulillah!
we had a couple retreat.
ha-ha.
had to leave Zareef with kak mas [sorry dearie]
so we went out for movie n karaoke.
had a lot of fun!

without Zareef,
we look like other young couples.
*hangat bercintun*
wahal dah anak sorang n tinggal kat bs.
ces kan.

n Z is really helpful nowadays.
thank u sayang.
it takes two to tango.
it takes us both to manage the house.
n i am very glad and happy seeing u handling house chores.
u look so handsome n sexy everytime u wash d dishes.
no to mention when u cook!
u look double sexy!

it has been 2 weeks.
as i see,
he does this everyday.
so d consistency n performance is good.
hihi.

alhamdulillah.
thank u.
i love u.
i still love u if u dont help me around.
but now d love is deeper, tighter, bigger, sexier!
muahaha.

happy clouds n rainbows shall arrive to my sky very soon.
*crossing fingers*

what would i do without these two heroes?

++ u ++

happy birthday to YOU.
wishing u d best of life.
insyaAllah.
:)