++ $$$$ ++

heee...
almost 3months cuti dok umah ni,
aku dok godek-godek mcm-mcm on9...
join churp churp la...nuffnang la...
saje suke suki..
dpt jugak passive income kan...

yg latest adelah on9 survey.
jumpe kat blog kak julee...
saje la try join.
lepas 3ari join da kumpul rm20 lebey.
senang je pon.
jawab on9 survey,
kumpul points n nnti boley redeem cash money.
hiks.

join churp churp da dekat 2minggu baru kumpul rm6.
hahaha.
sape-sape nak join 0n9 survey,
klik sini.
same-same la cari passive income!
sharing is caring!
:)

otromen mama

++ sHoPaHoLic timeS tw0 ++

me n hubby went for baju raya hunting last week.

we went to sogo in d afternoon..

shopping n breaking fast.

then later at night we went to jalan tar.

i think we both spend 1.5k dat day.

@___@

1.5k for our baju only.

heee.

i guess both of us r no doubt r shopaholics.

hahaha.

n now we are counting d penny left

as we need to prepare duet raya for both parents,

nephews n nieces,

small cousins...

luckily we already bought kueh raye for d house.

these cravings r unstoppable.

hubby r taking me to wangsawalk tonite.

he surveyed glasses n wanted to buy.

i bet i might end up buying something else too tonite.

haih.

anyway,

thanks hubby for buying those jeans n tops.

i know mine r expensive than yours.

heee.

hubby has put on some weight for the past 2months plus.

from m size he's going to l size.

he juzt doesnt want to admit it.

so we went to buy baju melayu,

when d guy asked him to take l size,

he refused.

so when we went home,

the m size didnt fit him.

hahaha.

so he has to go back n change the size.

guess my cooking doesnt taste bad at all.

=p

footnote:loking forward to move in to new blogsphere soon.

++ hE's LeaVinG mE ++

omaigod.
he's leaving me.
rub ur eyes.
pinch urself.
u aren't dreaming.
i'm telling u,
he -- my fiancee -- mr Z
is leaving me --
soon....

do u still remember d job offer he got like a month ago?
yeah.
d 1 dat needs him to stay in johor for like 1 year o more...
n he's going...
very soon....
n i feel like my world is falling apart!

well.
dunt keep on reminding me dat it's only part of d job thing.
i noe.
i noe dat he's not dumping me or wut.
but can u see there's already 1 small cut in my heart?
my heart aches everytym i'm thinking dat he's moving...
n he's moving very far from me....
[there's never even once we're moving closer to each other-juz to note u]

i went to his house today...
he wasn't there cause he's in KL...
i met his parents...
n i had such a long talk wif his mum..
i guess both of us r d most important women in his life ryte now...
we dunt like d idea of him moving to johor...
but neither of us would like to stand in his way of chasing his dream...
working is part of his dream...
n if diz culd make him happy,
i'll let him go....
[physically of cos!his heart ties to mine]

n i kept saying
'abg da nak g jauh....'
[even when he texts me to tell dat he goes out for dinner(n mind u dat d stall is juz 3minutes drive from his house)]
i noe it is a hard decision for him too...
a few days backwards,
he asked whether is it ok if he moves to johor...
screw me for saying OK!!!
but i noe dat he needs d job...
n it will b very mean of me if being selfish...

he melts my heart by saying diz...
'abg cari duet untuk kite cepat2 kawen...'
he knows my weak spot [kawen!!!]
n i hope u speaking d truth ye abg!!!
kumpui duet n cepat2 kite kawen!

owh.
there r more cuts in my heart...
i guess by d tym he departs to johor,
i'm already dying due to severe cuts in my heart...

i need miracle...
no.
wut i need is faith n patience.
ya Allah...
lend me those strength...