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alhamdulillah!

arini nak cerita pasal 3 good news that i received yesterday!

#1

so yesterday we went for another weekly checkup at HUKM.

d moment d scan started, 

I could see that both babies look d same by now.

masih ada growth rate difference somehow.

tapi not as obvious as last week.

d smaller twin is totally active.

dari last week, sampai semalam, sampai sekarang...

haha.

memang rasa dia kicking, elbowing n punching me.

team yang in charge semalam was quite impressed.

dorang cakap, 'even though d size is small, but the baby is totally active!'

after the scan session that took about 1hour,

(lenguh pinggang mak aih.)

sonographer pon tukar dua kali...

d prof(not yg last week punya),

she came to talk to us.

dia cakap d problem is inside the womb.

something that we can't really do anything.

saluran makanan ada masalah,

but saluran oxygen is still fine.

that is why we can see the smaller baby is still growing.

it can be worse somehow (nauzubillah)

but lets pray everything will b ok!

and because of that, we definitely will have to see them every week!

huhu.

mama tak kesah sayang!

janji eventually mama dapat cuddle both of u!

i like the way d prof talked and approached us yesterday.

she spread positive vibes!

yg last week tu kan bagi option sakit jiwa tu.

but then i'm sure that was part of their responsibilities.

tapi sukalah yg semalam tuuuu!

next week dia cuti.

so akan ada sorg doc laki pulak replacing her.

but then she said, 

dia akan tetap monitor me from far.

=)

#2

i'm thinking of taking a big leap this year.

something to do with my career.

semalam dapat partially good news la.

banyak lagi nak buat.

tapi i've been waiting for 1month+.

bila dapat berita semalam rasa macam ada sinar kembali menerangi.

harap sangat ada rezeki.

kalau dapat, sesungguhnya ia akan memudahkan banyak perkara.

moga Allah permudahkan rezeki yang ini juga.

#3

Bagai Bidadari... dah dipinang untuk diterbitkan!!!

terkejut jugak.

yelah, baru 6bab.

haha.

aku rasa perjalanan nak jd novelist ni quite berliku.

masa awal-awal dulu ada masalah gak.

tapi aku tak cite kat sini.

aritu pon bermasalah.

tapi alhamdulillah,

kalau kita sabar...

Allah mudahkan jalan kita.

barulah rasa bersemangat sikit nak siapkan manuskrip kan.

aku tahu,

i shouldnt fly too high.

kena selalu ingat tempat berpijak.

anything can happen.

bila-bila masa nikmat boleh ditarik balik.

buat masa ini, hanya rasa syukur yang aku ucapkan!

Terima Kasih ya Allah!