++ TKC ++

last week lepas baca novel,

dok belek-belek la novel tu.

yelah..berangan nak tunggu novel sendiri kan.

then email editor KN,

tanya nak kena bagi apa2 tak untuk terbitkan TKC.

pastu Nad pon reply,

katanya macam tau-tau je yg die memang nak mintak a few things.

hehehe.

so during last weekend jenuh la siapkan blurb, copywriting, sinopsis, penghargaan...

tak payah share secara details sangat la.

nanti fakta dimanipulasi pulak.

=p

alhamdulillah...

arap2 smooth journey la lepas ni...

ramai yang dah tak sabar nak peluk TKC.

meeee toooo!

mood nak tulis Bagai Bidadari... kejap ada kejap hilang.

nak bukak lappy yang malas bebeno tu sebenarnya.

masa ada je.

oh, semalam sudah mencecah minggu 20.

alhamdulillah.

sudah 5bulan mama bersama anak-anak mama.

harap Allah memanjangkan lagi nikmat ini.

amin!

++ tQ ++

i dont know how to say this.

but when i wrote d first chapter,

i was like asking myself,

"ade ke orang nak bace ni?"

i asked my bffs, sisters, mother n Z to b my first readers.

so they read the first 2 chapters n gave their comments.

i wanted them to be sincere cause i can take their critics.

they had pretty much d same comments.

pujian to b exact.

so i started to think that they were trying to give me support.

n they r not being honest.

nak jaga hati i yg mmg senstif ni kan.

so when i sent my 3chapters to be published on kakinovel blog,

i was soooooooooo freaking out.

bukan takut kena komen. bukan takut kene kritik.

tapi takut kalau tade org nak bace!

pastu tgok ade bff komen.

n beberape anonymous.

sikit sgt pun.

tp rase best.

sbb atleast ade jugak org lain selain kwn2 o family yg bg support.

pastu boleh plak terpikir tah2 tu bffs sendiri yg menyamar jd anonymous!

hahahahaha.

i am really not convinced!

sampai lah 20 minit yang lalu......

saje bukak 1st bab kat blog kakinovel..

n nampak ini...

sila klik utk tumbesaran hebat

ade 56likes on facebook!

[minus me myself]

tq readers!

sekarang rasa bertambah bersemangat utk menyambung bab 6!!!!

++ iNSTaGRaM ++

i always envy apple users cos they hv instagram app!

i downloaded streamzoo which function similarly like instagram,

but still i envy those apple users!

hahaha.

i always tell myself that i need to buy an iphone,

so that i can use instagram as well.

gile kan?

but now i can smile happily cos instagram for android is here!

ready to be downloaded from d playstore market!

hoooorayyyy!

rasa cam nak beli ipad 3 pulak.eh?

kalau ada duit lebih la..

[wahal da nak dapat duit claim ngaja :p]

susah betol jadi diri sendiri yang kuat shopping ini!

oh ye.

sy sudah mula menulis sejak minggu lepas.

sudah produce 3 bab.

then mcm writer's block pulak skang neh.

kejap motivated.

kejap lg demotivated.

kejap tulis novel,

kejap lagi basuh berak Zareef..

so cmne?

hahaha.

xpelah.

keep on telling myself this:

impian, usaha, doa n tawakal.

insyaAllah!