++ LiFe ++

hi blog!
i've been so bz juggling between work n house chores,
i barely have time for myself.
tsk!

there were a lot of things going around for d past few weeks.
but i was so busy to record everything here.
alhamdulillah.
all marks have been keyed in.
but a few adjustments have to be made on d scoresheets.
biasela.lecturer sian kat anak murid.
tambah sikit markah kesian.

a few months before,
i was so stressed up with d mess in d house.
slalu rase nak nages tgok rumah sepah.
*aku jenis tak boleh tahan dok rumah sepah*
dah la kami tido depan tv kat living hall
[sebab takut tdo atas katil Zareef jatuh]
so everyday, d toto n pillows will b in front of tv.
bukak je rumah,
view huduh itu yg menjamu mate.
jiran lalu n budak delivery dominos slalu sgt da tgok pon.
T-T

last two weeks, on weekend...
i couldnt take it anymore.
so i revamped a few things!
1st skali tak bley da tido depan tv!
so i got an idea to push d bed to d wall.
apsal la mentol tak menyala awal-awal!
haihhhh.
so Zareef can sleep near d wall.
we dont hv to worry about him falling from d bed anymore.
wpon suspect ngandong,
gagah jugak tolak bed frame + mattress tuh.
then cuci segala sawang, habuk tok nenek.
alhamdulillah.
lega tgok master bedroom.
bilik pon jadi luas bila da squeeze everything at 1 side.

then masuk 2nd bedroom.
ayark!
almari kain tu da koyak rabak.
aku da lameeeee sgt nak beli almari baju tuk Zareef.
sejak Zareef dalam perot lg.
tp waktu tu duet mcm terbudget-budget.
pehtu tgok almari zaman bujang tu elok lagi.
so pakai la dulu.
as time passed by,
almari tu koyak rabak.
tggu mase je nak roboh.
+ Zareef yg suke main kat ctu..
punggah baju die...

so....
ptg tu trus ajak Z g kedai perabot.
i think that was d 2nd big purchase we made
[lepas beli perabot mase mula-mula kawen dulu]
i bought 1 bedroom set white color.
i like!
tp tamo dressing table sbb bilik tgah tu x luas mane pon.
so amek bed frame+mattress+wardrobe+two bookeshelves+chest drawer.
sume barang da selamat sampai except chest drawer tu.
chest drawer tu nak letak lingerie, brg-brg Z n shawls akuuu...
cepat la sampai!

wardrobe tu besar.
so selain letak baju Zareef,
mama x malu letak baju keje mama jugak.
rupenye baju aku adelah sgt banyak.
so amek lak 1 ari nak asingkan baju yg da tanak/out dated/ takkan pakai/ rosak.
dapat la 2 beg plastik sampah.
banyak kan.
mostly masih elok.
tp aku mmg takkan pakai.
so ingat nak bagi or sedekah je kat kg.
nak bg adik,
tp x same saiz la plk.
hihihi.

3rd room tu pon dibersihkan.
banyak gak bende dah dibuang.
tp lepas masukkan katil bujang,
bilik tu sempit.
n ade la ruang nak jalan n letak my novels.
jadilah.
yg banyak sangat tu adelah hadiah mase kawen.
banyak gile yg x bukak!

alhamdulillah.
skang umah da kemas.
Zareef mmg suke pungah-pungah.
tp atleast pintu bilik boleh tutup.
so die main kat certain area je.
n living hall pon kemas.
x de pening-pening nak angkat toto,pillows kalau ade org dtg umah.
haha.

cepat la chest drawer sampai.
baru la lebih kemas.
actually plan nak beli TV baru.
tp sbb aritu TERbeli sII n tab,
langsung lari budget.
haha.
nanti la.
ade rezki nak beli tv idaman itu.
n nak tempah langsir baru.
sbb langsir skang da koyak Zareef tarik.
n juge nak pasang wallpaper.
n nak tukar kipas n lampu.
planning...planning...
insyaAllah soon.
:)

oh ye.
sekarang sudah boleh tidor lena!

ye.da dpt idaman hati.wpon lebih murah dr butik kat cni...tp still 4angka.
so kene appreciate btol-btol hadiah ini.
:)

++ 2012 ++

dear Allah,
thanks for giving me d chance to live in this world.
thanks for giving me another chance to be a better person.

i know it's too late for a new year wish!

i've been soooo bz.
d students are taking their final now.
lecturers r bz marking n keying in d marks into d system.
:(

i've been drafting a lot of entries in my head.
bout how we went to melaka to celebrate new year.
bout lil prince's development.
bout some financial planning.
bout shopping spree i had.
n many more.
but they ended up there.
i cant online at home with Zareef tugging at my legs.
hahaha.

i got some bad n good news for d past few days.
been tested with different things.
being cheated n betrayed.[not by Z btw]
n many stuffs happened in early 2012!

n not to mention,
i am quite worried that i might pregnant AGAIN now.
am i?
it's a good news indeed.
but with some plannings going around,
i dont think its a good time.
but then...Allah knows better!

oklah.
i'm not really in d mood.
feel like going back n cry under d pillow.
this is what happen when u pile up work n procrastinate.

this coming friday Z, Zareef n i are going to have dinner here

the tallest restaurant in KL.

oh yeah.
happy new year!

++ oF GooD n BaD nEwS ++

BaD NewS::

last friday, when i was about to do something,
Z texted me.

"abg eksiden"

ok.i remembered my heart was beating so fast
n my eyes were teary in seconds.
i quickly called him n i felt relieved as soon as i heard his voice.
he didnt really tell me the entire story in d phone.
he said he will come back n tell me vevrything.
n i waited for him for about an hour or so.
he bruised here n there.
his knee was swollen.
when he was trying to undress,
i heard n saw him in pain.
i quickly went to d kitchen,
eyes were shed with tears.
n i made him a mug of hot coffee.

it wasn't a very serious accident.
but i was [am] really scared!
d morning before,
before we left home...
as usual we will exchange kisses, salam n whatnot.
who knows later in d afternoon i would get this bad news?
it opened up my eyes.
i dont want to leave the house before i kiss n salam him after this.
because we never know...
we might regret...

alhamdulillah Z is getting better.
i insisted of bringing him to d hospital.
but he refused.
n only my family n close friends saje yang tahu.
his family has no idea at all.
sbb Z xmo btau...
but i bet sooner or later they will know jgk.
sbb d wound would leave scars...

i love u hubby.
dont scare me anymore....

GooD newS::

Zareef has started walking last night.
he is 9 months n 3 weeks old!
masyaAllah.
we were delighted.
it started when Zareef tried to walk 1-2 steps.
we dont really bother much.
when i was busy browsing over coach handbags *ehem*
i noticed Zareef was walking towards me.
i called Z n we witnessed his first attempt to walk!
Zareef was very calm.
both Z n i hugged him n kissed him!
overjoyed!
cepat gile Zareef da boleh jalan!
Z managed to record his 2nd attempt.
i posted the video on fb.
da tua sok senang nak tengok!
hikhik

n earlier before that,
Zareef will respond if we say BYE-BYE.
he would wave both of his hands.
:)

i am a proud mommy.

u make me proud Zareef!