++ aDdiCtiOn ++

     Adding new colours to my collection. 

++ HeLLo 2014 ++

dah 2014???!!!

lama gila in hiatus.

inilah naseb emak beranak banyak!

huhuhu.

dulu rajin jugak update pakai phone.

ni apps blogger untuk iphone cam lousy je.

aritu dah typed panjang-panjang then hilang begitu saje.

bengkerk ati kite.

azam 2014 adelah TIDAK TERmengandung lagi.

hahaha.

tak delah.

tapi kalau rezki x boleh tolak.

cuma harapnya diri ini akan semakin pintar mem-family-planning.

jaga 3 orang ni pon rasa nak nanges tiap-tiap ari.

azam lain adelah nak siapkan manuskrip kedua.

azam lain lagi adelah nak kembali sambung masters in september.

takpela amek 2subjects pon 1 sem.

biar la lembab mcm kura-kura pon.

at least benda tu berjalan.

this sem i am appointed as a coordinator of a new course.

life is as busy as tutttt.

dengan aritu Zaras tamo tido malam hampir 2months.

life was soooooo challenging.

sometimes i cried while praying.

T-T

saje nak update laju-laju wpon tak de sape bace.

(well, aku suke bace balik entry-entry kat blog ni.)

elok lepas aku habes cuti half paid leave,

Z pon start keje baru.

company yg lebih besar n selesa.

n offers lebih banyak perks.

yang best Z keje isnin-jumaat 8-6pm.

kadang-kadang je kene p tgok site ari sabtu or balik lewat skit on weekdays.

2nd perk is the company offers 25k medical card coverage to all family members.

each of us is entitled for the 25k annually.

so memang sekarang selalu refer to KPJ.

sebab this med card covers everything.

alhamdulillah.

actually early 2013,

Z ade g interview kat Singapore.

memang dapat.

gaji 7-8k mcmtu.

at first Z had to postpone to report duty.

tp dah lepas tu pregnant kembar n bermasalah,

so Z turn down the offer.

paling kesian masa dia kena ulang alik PD-KL-HUKM

masa Zaras kat nicu dulu.

tapi everything is worth it.

sekarang dapat job yang jauh lebih baik.

alhamdulillah.

Zereef turned 3 last month.

boleh la bercakap sikit-sikit.

Zareef pon kadang-kadang ade tantrum dia jugak.

pening mama n papa nak layan.

My Zaras are 9months+ now.

Malisa dah started crawling dekat sebulan.

ada 2batang gigi.

suka berdiri n asyik terjatuh.

lasak kalah Zareef masa kecik dulu.

naughty n bijak sangat.

chubby.

Maeisya baru started crawling semalam.

belum ada gigi tapi macam tengah gatal gusi.

sangat obedient.

tak melasak macam Malisa.

selalu jadi mangsa buli Malisa.

slim and slender.

kadang-kadang masih tak percaya Allah pinjamkan nikmat yang terlalu best ini!

ada anak kembar adelah sangat mengujakan!

hahahaha.

pegi mana-mana pon org jadi friendly kat kita.

tapi penatnya memang double.

i have eyebags now.

n sometimes i become very moody.

penat.

sapa yang tahu, tahu lah.

huhu.

mujurlah badan masih seperti anak dara.

so siapa-siapa pun macam tak percaya aku dah ade 3 anak.

oklah.

awet muda.

hahaha.

meh tengok gambar Zaras.

ok bai!

++ SHR MZB ++

Tahun ni kami berlima.
Alhamdulillah.

++ BaJu RaYa oHhh BaJu RaYa ++

Tahun lepas awal2 dah shopping baju raya.
Borong kurung sampai 6pasang dari wardrobe2u.
Siap beli jeans Zara apa semua.

This yearrrr...
I have a difficult time choosing baju kurung.
Designs wardrobe cantek.
Tapi x suitable for nursing.
So memang tension la nak cari baju.
Huhu.

Ada jumpa nursing kurung yg cantekk.
Tp da sold out plk.
Arghhh!
I even browsed thru designers' collections.
Jovian n hatta dolmat.
Cantik.
Tp jovian punya size besar for xs.
Tak suke. :(
Hatta punya dah produced in massive amount.
Kang same plk semua org di pagi rayaaa.
Namo namo.
Huuuu...

Ingatkan tahun ni x payah la beli jeans baru.
Sbb slua Zara last year pakaj kejap2 je.
Then preggy kkn.
Masalahnya semua seluar jeans x kira apa brands semua dah x muatttt!!!!
So smlm g Sunway n bought two pairs of jeans.
Nanti nak tambah lagi 2helai kot.

N last nite jugak ternampak 1 baju kurung kat my favourite designer's instagram.
Cantik. Memang aku suka kalau simple yet stylish.
Tengok very limited quantity.
N dia da post for 7hours.
Try jugak email n tanya kot ada rezki.
Alhamdulillah!
Dapat la sepasang baju raya dah.
Nanti nak cari lagi 3pasang baju kurung.
Masih dlm hunting mission..

Baju Zareef n Zaras dah berlambak.
Z pon shopping melampau la this year.
Aku lah yg plg ketinggalan.
:(

N we havent decided on theme color.
Ada a few choices of colors.
So beli je dulu baju2.
Pagi raya baru decide!
Haha.

++ 360° aGaiN ++

When we had Zareef, life has changed 360°.
Now that we are having twins,
Should i say life is changing another 720°?

Phew.

My confinment experience this time around is totally different.
Sempat rasa berpantang macam org lain for 2weeks je kot.
Tu pon memang berulang ke HUKM.
Lepas mak balik..
Aku pantang ikut suka je.
Makan mmg jaga jugak.
Tp keluar malam n bertungku asal dan je.

Nak buat cemana.
Parents yg ada anak2 di nicu should understand this.

Tawakallallah.

Tu je aku pegang.
Perlu ada sacrifices.
Zareef kena duk kg for 3weeks.
N those were d longest 3weeks in our lives.
Z berulang setiap ari from PD-umah-hukm.
Aku pantang sorg2.

Then Malisa came back with us.
A week later Zareef pon balik.
Ohoh.
Baru rasa cam nak pengsan.

Zareef ok ngan Malisa.
Tapi dia suka ciom.
So risau jgk kalau die picit badan Malisa accidentally.

Semalam balik kg n kidnap adik utk temankan kitaorg.
Ada berbaki beberapa hari lg berpantang.
Tp it seems that i hv to drive around lps ni.
Z da xde cuti..
Again...sacrifice.

I cant wait to bring Maeisya home.
Tengok geng2 ibu kembar yg dah bersalin n posted photos of their twins buat aku rasa nak nanges.
Sebab aku x sabar nk put Malisa n Maeisya side by side jugak.
D only thing that i do nowadays is collaging their pictures...

...and admiring how amazing to hv these identical twins!

Soon...soon..
Allah knows best for us..kan?
:)